I am a Slight of Hand Magician. I have a job. I listen to rock, metal, indie rock, grunge. I'm German & Russian ( I am NOT a mutt ). I have 8 Tattoos and 5 piercings. I have 2 dogs. I live for Ice Hockey. I LOVE Redbull. Big Nirvana & Smashing Pumpkins fan. I USED TO drive a 2001 Black VW Jetta. Till some bitch fucked it up. =( ******************************************************************************** i've lied. i've loved. i've hurt. i've broken hearts. i've been broken hearted. i've been lied to. i've been loved. i've laughed. i've sang. i've danced. i've cried. i've cared. i've given my all. i've given my worst. i've given up. i've won. i've lost. i'm HUMAN. i am done worrying about hurting people’s feelings. this is me. take it or leave it. sometimes you can trust me, sometimes you can't. i tend to trust way too easily & get taken for granted. I'M NOT OPTIMISTIC.I'M NOT PESSIMISTIC.I'M REALISTIC. i accept alot of people for who they are. i dislike people that try to be something that they're not if you're trying too hard to be a certain way or have a certain look OBVIOUSLY...you're not being YOU. i won't go too far to win you over or impress you. right now my focus is on: + working my ass off to make my life worth living + my family. + finding a girlfriend. + accepting what happened happened & moving on. it's time to forget the past & learn to love what i have. i forgive... but i don't forget. ******************************************************************************** wanna have my heart? ? sense of humor ? a good heart ? animal lover ? tattoos + piercings ? similar music ? open minded ? outgoing or shy ? loves to be silly ? someone who likes video games ? i love dark hair and dark eyes ? someone who can give me the time i need ? someone actually looking for something real and who is real ? down to earth ? someone who isn't self absorbed ? someone who has a dark side or can understand mine ? someone who loves movies based on true stories ? believes in a higher power ? someone who likes to be spoiled ? someone who is romantic ? someone who has passion ? who can make me be me “have you ever been in love? horrible isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. they didn't ask for it. they did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. it hurts. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. i hate love.”
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Redbull, Hockey, Devils, Metal music, Rock, Grunge, Languages.
Dislikes
Guidos!!!!
Favorite Music
Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Linkin Park, Bullet for my Valentine, Etc...
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