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Sex: female
Age: 19
Location: Binghamton (The Twlight Zone), New York, United States
Orientation: Gay
Rating: 8.35
Rating points: 401
Member since: October 14, 2007
Last logged in: Invisible
Status: Engaged
Occupation: Provocateur, Revolutionist, Part-Time Antichrist
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 48 people
Latest Journal Entry: Wow, I wrote new stuff that don't suck.   September 26, 2008, 10:42am

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Hallo motherfuckers. My name's Nixxi, I'm from Upstate NY and frankly I could probably give two shits. I'm an asshole. I'm violent, There's not many things as satisfying as my fist in some asshole's face. Denying ourselves pain is like denying ourselves life, without pain you have no assurance that you're living, and not just surviving. Unlike a large majority of people on this site/on this earth, I've got an IQ above that of a ADD suffering 10 year old so yeah, you'll have to deal with big words and strange concepts
Like having your own mother fucking opinions Contrary to popular belief, I'm probably one of the happiest motherfuckers you could ever meet. I don't deny myself much of anything, I've got a few amazing friends who'd do just about anything for me, and I'm pretty damn happy with all of that. In my personal opinion, those who don't appreciate their lives don't deserve it, plain and simple. Murder should be legal for all of us, not just the government.

Let me put it out in the open right now- I don't take peoples' shit. I don't care who you fuckin' are, I'm not changing for you. I've got a massive hatred for Christianity and brainwashing as a whole. I believe in cheating, stealing, and fucking over the government as much as possible. I make a lot of my own shirts, all of my own patches, I knit and I fucking sew.
Got a problem with it? I've got a problem with fucking kids who are pretending to be punk and throwing out 50$ of mommy's money on fucking tripp pants that fall apart in a week, buying special Anarchy belt buckles and such shit. That's not fucking anarchy, that's a sad fucking fashion statement.
I've got my own idea of morality and judge everyone by it. Lots of people can't deal with me because I'm blatantly honest.
I AM A FUCKING DYKE. FUCKING DEAL WITH IT
I'm kind of odd, as the best way to explain me is a girl with a guy's mentality; I think, act, look a bit like a guy, and I'm perfectly happy with that.It wouldn't be a lie to say that I'm a fairly extreme person, I don't tell many people shit about me. It's not uncommon for me to know a person's life story and they know little to nothing about me.
The most important thing in my entire fucking world is my girlfriend of three years Julie. This girl is the coolest motherfucking person I've ever met, and probably one of the bravest ones too. I love you babygirl
I'm also a pretty eclectic sonofabitch, as I play/write music (bass, guitar, piano and I sing), I write lyrics, draw (everything from portraits to comics), do photography/photomanipulation, AND make movies. What can I say, I've got a lot of free time ^_^
Most importantly, I enjoy my fucking life. ALOT. I try not to take anything for granted, I think I do a pretty damn good job most of the time. I've seen too much death in my life not to realize that you don't know what you've got till it's far fuckin' gone. I'm also huge into philosophy and intelligent discussions and shit, I'm a huge fan of both Nietzsche and Hume, Hume more so if only because he's the only person who I've read of who would agree with me that all morality is subjective.
So if you think you can deal with a ultraviolent, mild-tourettes, optimistic lesbian bitch
WRITE TO ME. I'll probably be your friend



  • My girlfriend Julie
  • Big Ham Town
  • Me brohas, my real family.
  • Fight Club one of the best movies. EVAR.
  • Fucking
  • DIY: Stencils, Sewing, Knitting I'm ALL for that shit!
  • Mohawks
  • comics
  • THE WORD FUCK.
  • snuff/goreporn/autopsy photos
  • Fighting
  • Movies like SAW and Hostel. They make me cum.
  • GURO. If you know what I mean, I probably like you already.
  • Hair dye
  • Sewing
  • People who defy stereotypes
  • God of War. That game makes me joygasm.
  • Ghost hunting, paranormal shit in general
  • Philadelphia
  • JTHM- now, thanks to Bennifer X_X
  • Silent Hill (games and movie)
  • Nietzsche
  • Eastern State Penitentiary, the place is fuckin' incredible
  • The Soul Calibur series, Halo, GTA,
  • GASMASKS
  • Hot asian girls ;)
  • Horror movies
  • Whiskey, Vodka, whatever
  • Zombies
  • The terms "Pisshits", "Asscunt" and "Cuntscab".
  • HTML
  • PS2
  • Vicodin and Valium
  • Photoshop
  • combat Boots
  • My guitars
  • BDSM
  • Threadbanger.com <3
  • Recording new music
  • When people actually like my stuff
  • Ruining peoples' lives
  • Being an asshole
  • Makin videos
  • Running into traffic


  • FUCKING HOMOPHOBES. I want to kill them ALL.
  • Christianity.
  • Mind control/thought police/other bullshit of the likes.
  • Most other girls. I fucking hate bitches.
  • Anorexic cunts/bulimic whores. I don't feel sorry for you, I don't give a shit, and I can't wait for you to fucking die.
  • Hypocrites
  • this whole retarded "Rawr" shit. It's irritating and fucking pointless. Seriously.
  • BACKSTABBERS
  • Sluts, whores, skanks..you get the drift
  • Snot Topic
  • Pussywhipped guys who let their whores rule their lives.
  • People who hide inside lies to attain a false happiness (see below)
  • Jesus Freaks. Get a fucking hobby.
  • FUCKING POSERS of ANY KIND.
  • Fuckin' attention cutters.
  • Fauxhawks-either commit, or stop fuckin' trying
  • Fake tans
  • Valley girls
  • Suburbs- they freak me the FUCK out!
  • New England- one big fuckin' suburb
  • Slipknot.
  • 'gangsta' rap
  • Fashion whores
  • Ditzes
  • Fuckin' hippies/Militant vegans
  • Rednecks. ESPECIALLY rednecks X_X
  • Pop punk
  • Corporate bullshit
  • Capitalism
  • Bush
  • Fuckin' liars
  • Sluts
  • Anyone else who pisses me the fuck off
  • MY BROKEN FUCKING SEWING MACHINE.


  • 45 Grave
  • The Adicts
  • Acid Bath
  • A Perfect Circle
  • Agents of Oblivion
  • Annotations of an Autopsy
  • Angelspit
  • Aus Rotten
  • Azam Ali
  • Bad Religion
  • The Berzerker
  • Bikini Kill
  • Bile
  • The Birthday Massacre
  • Black Flag
  • Bouncing Souls
  • The Casualties
  • Candy Spooky Theater
  • Corporate Avenger
  • Cradle of Filth
  • Dax Riggs <3 (one of my heroes)
  • Dead Kennedys
  • Deadboy and the Elephant Men
  • Defiance, Ohio
  • Deftones
  • Demob
  • Depeche Mode
  • The Devotchkas
  • Dir En Grey
  • The Distillers
  • Dresden Dolls
  • Dropkick Murphys
  • The Exploited
  • Funeral Shock
  • Garbage
  • Genitorturers
  • G.B.H
  • GG Allin
  • Ghost Mice
  • Gnarkill
  • Gridlock
  • Hanzel und Gretyl
  • HIM (I'm ashamed to admit, haha)
  • If Man is Five
  • ICP
  • Katatonia
  • Kidney Thieves
  • Kittie
  • (old)Korn
  • Kovenant
  • Leftover Crack
  • Less than Jake
  • Limp Wrist
  • Madonna-Ha, I said it!
  • Marilyn Manson
  • Mindless Self Indulgence
  • The Misfits
  • Minus the Bear
  • Moi Dix Moi
  • Moonspell
  • The Murderdolls
  • Mushroomhead
  • Napalm Death
  • Nasum
  • Nine Inch Nails
  • Nile
  • No Doubt
  • Operation Ivy
  • Opeth
  • Otep
  • The Others
  • Ours
  • Poison the Well
  • Propagandhi
  • Psyclon Nine
  • RANCID
  • The Ramones
  • Rob Zombie
  • Sage Francis
  • The Sex Pistols
  • Sleater-Kinney
  • Smashing Pumpkins
  • Social Distortion
  • Team Sleep
  • Transplants
  • The Vandals
  • The Virus
  • Third Eye Blind
  • Tiger Army
  • Tom Waits
  • TSOL
  • Voltaire
  • Wednesday 13
  • XEO3
  • Zombeast And that's just some of my favorites...

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    [Reply]
    Nov 16, 2008, 03:18am
    lol, i refuse to move on when they tell me too.
    i also tell them to go fuck themselves when they tell me how to live...-.-"

    wangsters, cops, try hard punks, emos and kinder goths should all die.

    *BANG!* I iz fucking win...girdance


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    Nov 13, 2008, 05:46am
    porn is just boring now.
    HAHA.
    i have old people living around me
    its great.
    they dont call the cops when im smashed and run around without a shirt on.
    there's a few punks around, but not many.
    the rest are just wangsters.
    fucking upsetting

    *BANG!* I iz fucking win...girdance

    disenchanted19
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    Nov 05, 2008, 11:50pm
    oh damn, I know she's got to have a strong southern accent:P

    post a pic of it, don't think I've seen that one yet
    disenchanted19
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    Nov 04, 2008, 10:01pm
    cool, I'll definately be looking forward to the call, and deep voice is nothing, I have a fucking southern accent:P

    actually had something cool happen while I was out checking out this big ass electronics store by my house, they had a three disc collection of GBH stuff, live and studio cuts, it sounds awesome.
    disenchanted19
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    Nov 03, 2008, 11:46pm
    sounds good, my phone is 832-452-0937
    nice to hear a rebellious voice over all the fucking country music:P
    disenchanted19
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    Nov 03, 2008, 08:08am
    no problem mi amiga, I'd rather be talking to you, pill, or skinsel than any of the fuckwits that I have to work with or the preppy little bastards that go to my college, just better conversations and you guys aren't self-absorbed:P (well, that and I don't have to worry about whether or not you'll get off your cell phone:P)