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The very existence of flamethrowers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, “You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I’m just not close enough to get the job done.” - George Carlin Sex: male Age: 19 Location: Kenosha, Wisconsin, United States Member since: August 23, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: In a relationship Occupation: Student; Barista; Artist ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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Just another artist seeking muse... -Artist -Musician -Writer -Student -Barista -Activist -Flamingo Thief -Photographer -Gamer I don't do myself much justice in these little self-descriptive paragraph things, so I keep them brief. I'm one of those easy going "take life as it comes" types. I'm a student of life -- I like learning and experiencing new things, I want to travel the world. I'm pretty enthusiastic about music and art -- both of which I produce from my studio in Kenosha, WI. I'm also a writer. I contribute to a lot of philosophy and international affairs forums -- boring stuff. I like to surround myself with good company and just hang out. I don't do a lot of partying, but I like drinking with my mates. I'm an open book if anyone wants to know more.

-Classical Literature -Trying new things. -Good Company -Stormy Weather -Snow -Coffee -Heated philosophy debates that end with "Hey, fuck you!". -Republican senators getting caught soliciting gay sex from strangers. -Meeting new people. -Travel

-Canadian geese -- other Canadians are cool though. -People who stir my latte art.

I'm a musician, so I've really developed a taste for just about everything -- other musicians might know what I mean. In general though, I listen to a lot of rock, metal, punk, and indie. Don't bother asking what bands, I couldn't narrow a list down to 100.

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colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 30, 2008, 12:07pm yeah, we do have a healthy relationship. I'm real happy heh, I still like your cute alien sounding voice I just like being around you in person, letting you hold me and kiss me. I probably tell you that like all the time. yeah, I didn't know what you get from cat scratch fever, then my dad said that it's when you forget almost everything for like a few weeks or so. like you forget everyone's name, etc. yeah, I'll be fine. I still have my memory so I'm good *thumbs up* lol. lol yeah, you do use big words sometimes. it is somewhat intimidating sometimes, but it's cool. if I'm ever clueless about what a word you said means, I usually ask you. yeah, next weekend is going to be filled with lots of stuff we plan to do. how's that list coming?? lol. but I am excited. I feel like we're meeting each other for the first time all over again lol. ha, dementia. I actually know what that word means. Insanity, right? I should change my name to Dementia. or I'll name my future babay that =P *sighs* I'm waiting for you to get online. I wanna tell you about this dream I had last night. pretty vivid and strange. I need some food. I love you so much I've been loving our weekend together, talking alot online and stuff. I'll talk to you later today Love you! <3<3<3 Liebe dich! <3<3<3 *kisses*
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 28, 2008, 10:07am heh, yeah, but I think me and you have a real healthy relationship, and I love it wow, your last VF comment was kinda short with its paragraphs lol. I liked talking to you on the phone last night I wanna go to town and get my cookies and ritz bits sandwiches but mom said I should wait until I get my paycheck in the mail today. I probably will just go into town now, after I get done writing this. okay this comment is gonna be pretty boring 0_0 I'm still sick cat scratched me this morning. I don't wanna get cat scratch fever. I heard it's an actual thing you can catch, it's not just a song 0_0 alencompassing, you used that word in your last comment, something involving Iceland. what's it mean?? yeah, it'll be nice to look onto "forever" with you on that hill in Hartford I can't wait for next weekend I love you <3<3<3 I'll talk to you later today/tonight. Ich liebe dich auch! <3<3<3 Ti amo anche! <3<3 *kisses*
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 26, 2008, 11:32pm my VF keeps showing that I have a new bulletin, or something's new in the bulletin section I have, I go there, and there's nothing new. but it still remains 0_0 it's been like that for like a week now. finished your painting I think it looks awesome. I'm almost sad to give it away I'll just make another one for myself. didn't take long. just have to do the sides still, then it's good to go *thumbs up* heh, yeah. life really is too short. that's why I usually treasure all the time we spend together. every minute with you, I feel just happy with my life and happy to be with you. I still need to write your letter. been focusing on your painting for most of this week. I might be asleep if you come online tonight when you get to your parents. I've been tired since Marshfield. it was an okay trip, nothing bad really happened. at one point, Alyssa asked me what was wrong and I told her nothing, when really I was just feeling tired and zoning out. she said I looked sad *shrugs* I was driving, of course I'm gonna space out. lol. last night and today felt weird. I haven't spent time with friends and spent time away from you in so long, it felt strange, like there was a void in myself. it wasn't bad, nore good, just different. I did miss you today but I am glad you wrote me at least. <3<3 thank you. <3<3 yeah, that would be my problem alot during high school. something would happen, or I would make a mistake about something and I just never let myself forget it. I've always been kinda hard on myself. nah, I mean, yeah I do judge my friends way too much for the fact that they have sex when they're way too young. but, I can't really find it in my heart to judge you for a mistake you know you've made in your past. I do feel that way for you too. <3<3<3 lol I'm sure, especially because it's far up north, they'd have amazing northern lights during the night hours we'll have to put that on our list of things to do. *writes down: Go To Iceland* lol download what you want I just hope some day you don't get caught for all the downloading you do I hope I don't get caught 0_0 imagine me, in jail...... I'd have a breakdown I love you so much I miss you. I can't wait to be with you again and fall asleep with you and let you hold me again. <3<3<3 Ich liebe dich auch! <3<3<3 *kiss*
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 23, 2008, 09:45pm yeah, I used to be really self conscious about what people thought about me. I still do kinda, but it's not like I worry about what I wear, how I act, I just try to be myself. I'm really glad I'm with you. you've kinda opened my eyes to the fact that I don't need to kill myself just to make others happy. I still worry from time to time, but it's happening alot less mmm, I'm cold *shivers* I'm going to bed soon, me tired. yeah, I mean, usually with people who've made the mistake of losing their virginity too young, I pretty much shove it in their face as much as I can and never let them live it down, like I do with my friends. idk, I just have strong oppositions to teenage sex. but I don't really hold it against YOU that much. I mean, I don't think I've EVER met a guy who had the balls or the brains to admit they made a mistake, and you did. I am glad you grew out of it. I trust you alot, like when we're kissing in your bed, I just imagine myself whispering in your ear to make love to me, cuz I just feel that comfortable and safe with you. but I know we should wait a while, and I'm real glad you're willing to wait. it means alot to me. <3<3<3<3<3 *many kisses* ha, I'm always a little cautious of swimming in areas of water I'm not used to. like I won't even swim in a lake/river unless I know I won't bleed to death from blood suckers or snapping turtles or any other kind of biting fish. the same goes for oceans and jellyfish/sharks. anytime I swim in a body of water like that and feel just a little seaweed on my foot, I freak out lol. *blushes* maybe someday we could rent Family Guy DVDs from a video store and watch them oh gee, and then when Metalocalypse comes out to DVD we have to watch that too =P sorry if my message isn't longer, I'm tired -.- I love you babe. I'll think of you and I miss you. <3<3<3<3 *kisses you and cuddles with you* goodnight. <3<3<3
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 18, 2008, 08:27pm I won't change. I always used to think there was something wrong with me, mostly my brain. I don't think right sometimes. but I'm mostly okay with what I am. I like being different. I'm glad you love me for who I am. <3<3<3 *kisses back* happy second month to you too. <3<3<3 I hope we last a real long time. *hugs you* idk, if I ever got into a debate with someone, it'd probably be about religion or about teenage sex and pregnancy. I have strong opinions about that kind of stuff, but I usually just try to avoid conversations like that, because once I get into a discussion about it, I start getting real opinionated to a severe point. maybe until I start yelling and stuff. I love you. I am glad that you are the type of person that takes sex seriously. I used to feel like that sometimes too, like if I was going out with someone, that's all they really wanted from me was just the physical part. that's why I didn't give in to losing my virginity, because I don't want my relationship to just be about that. I want my relationship to be about love, and passion, and trust, and alot of other things too. hm, I feel real comfortable in water. although I did almost drown a few times in my life, mostly at big water parks like in Wisconsin Dells. I go in the wave pool and always push myself into going just a little deeper, then the waves kick in and I almost drown. one time I think I was like 5 or 6, I went to a water park with my mom and sister, and went down this water slide and almost drowned. the lifeguard had to actually come and save me 0_0 but I still love being in the water. hehe, I know you'd drive far to be with me. I'm just glad we're in the same state as each other we'll have to see what's all playing on Friday at the theater we're going to. if we have to wait until 9 or so to see a movie we could always go to the mall for a bit. at some point, we can go to the park too. they have a big park in Wausau. hopefully, it's not that cold. omg, Harry Houdini died from a punch in the face?? I thought he might've just died of old age or something. hehe, I love your sense of humor. it makes me giggle next time we stay at a hotel, whenever that'll be, we have to watch Adult Swim on TV and family guy I love you babe, with all my heart. <3<3<3 *kisses you* feeling rather horny now... thanx STEVE. Ich liebe dich auch. <3<3
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 17, 2008, 09:06am lol, yeah, I keep thinking that sometimes. I keep imagining myself telling you that you're going out with a crazy, and then having you tell me that you've gone out with crazier girls than me. I know I'm no crazy than most people I guess. maybe I just sorta flaunt it more, don't know why. *shrugs* oh, lol. idk yeah me and my dad never argued. half the time if he ever is kinda mad at me for something, he'll just bitch to my mom about it and then my mom always tells him to bitch at me and not her and he never does lol. probably too scared to get into a confrontation with his only daughter that he loves oh so much. I just think my mom would get mad at me if I ever had an "attitude" which I know I did have one going through high school. I think, with religion, I only got into some discussions about that with a few people I used to talk with frequently. like, I had a friend since like 7th grade maybe who was a true christian and somewhat flaunted it. she even started a small Abstinence Club during high school, which I joined for a while. maybe one of the reasons I'm real into abstinence these days. but it's not like I'm planning to wait until marraige to lose my virginity. lol, I do twitch in certain areas. I'm real sensitive *blushes* always have been lol. you ruin porns, eh?? now we HAVE to watch one togetha =P ha, I used to tell myself that if I would ever wanna kill myself it would be to either jump off a building or drown myself. idk, I just like being in water. I feel safe in it. like it's my own bubble. but don't worry, I'm not gonna kill myself. don't have the heart to do so. I would threaten it sometimes, back in high school. but I know now that I have too much live for and don't wanna leave it behind. like you, there's alot I wanna do in my life before I die. haha, yeah. I know I'm supposed to go shopping, I think. idk, Sarah hasn't really talked to me in like a week maybe so idk if she's even still planning on going this weekend. but I still wanna go shopping at some point, maybe Saturday. but so far for Friday?? nothing yet. what? you wanna come up here?? we could probably meet up in Scholfield/Rothschild (towns right next to Wausau, about an hour or so away from here) and go to the Cedar Creek theater in their mall. I've never been to it, but they usually have a good selection of movies to watch. but, it's up to you if you really wanna drive all the way up here on gas while it's still cheap =P I miss you too. <3<3<3 I like that when we're together you keep me so close to you, like you just never wanna let me go =] ha, it's fine. I still have to write you on MySpace. I wanna eat something, watch Daria again lol, and just sleep. I was real tired all night, and just happy to be home. haha! I figured you were gonna bring that up, or I was gonna be the one to bring it up in a message. that "children under 12..." thing. guess you beat me to it 0_0 I can't believe you just laughed so much to that. it wasn't really that funny I don't think. I just laughed because it was funny that YOU found it hysterical lol. it reminded me of the empty cabinet incident when I was drunk months ago. *sneezes* I love you too babe I had a great time with you this weekend too. I really just feel relaxed around you too. you just take my mind off of everything. not that I should have alot to cope with up here. I don't do anything but work, sleep, eat, masterbate, sleep, work, etc. oh and talk to you frequently. my brain just hates me sometimes. but I am feeling good so far. I hope I remain happy. I just hope because I'm gonna be getting on my period for the weekend we get together in December that I don't spaz out like usual. MADNESS!!!!!! *kisses you* I'll talk to you tonight. <3<3 Liebe dich auch. <3<3 (practice it lol) I love you so much. <3<3
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 12, 2008, 09:58am lol, Friday should be around the 40s, I just checked. so maybe it will be warm enough to make out in the parking lot, at least for a little bit until I start saying "can we go to the room now??" lol. I'll miss you until I'm in your presense again and having your arms around me ha, really?? that's sweet I still think I'm just some crazy girl you got mixed up with, but if that's how you feel, I'm glad you feel that way about me that you wanna share your whole world without me <3<3 I feel the same way ohh, did you used to argue with your parents alot?? that's kinda how I was, I mean, yeah sometimes if I thought the argument was stupid between me and my mom, I would start yelling jibberish back at her just to lighten the tension, but there would be times she would really put me down... me and my dad never really fought. what would you and your parents argue about?? lol ohh really?? kiss me anywhere I want?? just be gentle around my boobs, my nipples are kinda sensitive 0_0 they are... having my nipples sucked on just makes me twitch to no end... that's why if I ever do have kids, I'm refusing to breast-feed. lol porn does get me off and help me be satisfied but whenever I'm watching it with someone else, or a few people, I usually just laugh and make up stuff about it along the way, like I narrate what I believe the actors are thinking during the sexxx =D it gets a good laugh out of people most of the time I love you. you're so sweet. <3<3<3 hehe, well I am glad you did stop doing drugs, otherwise, this would probably be a more interesting relationship and I'd be worried about you more often of the possibility of you being thrown in jail. I love who you are these day yeah, my parents don't really know the half of me and half of the stuff I've done througout high school. heh, I would hope that one day if you do swim the English Channel you don't cramp up and drown I should probably wash my car quick, I don't know though... I can't do it tomorrow morning. but I'm sure most of the dirt kinda washed off from the snow and slush. if not, I'll just ask my dad to borrow the garage for like an hour after I wake up Thursday morning, still need to put my new dice in there, and hang up garland =D talk to you later tonight babe. I love you so much. I'm still glad you care for me and that you're there for me. <3<3<3 Liebe dich. <3<3<3 Ti amo. <3<3<3
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 10, 2008, 11:18am awww, you miss my eyes meeting yours?? yeah, I liked when we looked at each other passionately, it always resulted in a kiss session, which I loved. <3<3<3 I love kissing you <3<3 yeah, I mean, I like alot of things to just be about me and you. sex is just another one of the those things on the list... I only wanna share it with you. <3<3 lol oh, I've raised my voice before. sometimes when I get irritated, like at my mom mostly, I'll raise my voice to a high pitched squeeking sound, while swearing =P it's kinda funny lol. sometimes when me and my mom would get into a disagreement, I'd just start yelling a bunch of jibberish words in the middle of the argument to lighten the mood. it usually works and makes us both laugh lol. yeah, I shouldn't have overreacted and started bitching at you, I'm sorry again for that. I didn't mean to tear you apart we can make it up to each other this weekend, somehow... not sure... naked time in bed??? lol. if we were naked in bed together, but not having sex, would you wanna kiss me all over?? like my boobs, stomach, etc.?? lol. just wondering. I think it'd be sweet I just got done watching porn *blushes* just thought I'd tell you that =P yeah, I like having my hands on your neck as I kiss you. I really feel like me and you are connecting then I love being in your presence lol wow. well when those doctors were testing you, did they find anything wrong with you?? ha, lucky you hid the drugs in your system well 0_0 pothead... =P didn't you try mushrooms once?? I think about trying them someday... lol well, most hotels do have some sort of water thing going on... if they just have a hot tub, that'll be great too. I don't need a pool, might just make me more cold hm... 4 days... grrrr. it's already starting to drive me insane 0_0 I love you so much. <3<3<3 you = my other half. math, again Liebe dich. <3<3<3 Ti amo. <3<3<3 *kisses*
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 09, 2008, 04:03pm lol, yeah I know the feeling. I hate going to places that public and seeing happy couples roam around. unless, I'm in my own little world... then I barely notice them, but when I do, it is unpleasant. but yeah, I'm really happy we're gonna be together again this weekend. I can't wait to just let you hold me and kiss me and look at me with your loving eyes =P lol. <3<3<3 well, I'm glad you don't feel confined or anything, or as if I'm holding you hostage. I would feel bad if I was. I'm just not one for sharing my boyfriend with anyone. sometimes, guys would ask me how I would feel about a three-some and it would always upset me when they asked me that. it would make me think "so, if me and you were to ever have sex, I wouldn't be good enough for you, and you'd need some other girl there too to keep you happy???" I hate when people reduce themselves to that kind of shallow-ness. I don't really worry about it, sometimes I do. just again, it happens less and less. you don't seem like the kind of guy to ever want to hurt a girl ever. <3<3<3 lol I wanna hold you again too, and kiss you, and just know that your right next to me, existing. sometimes, over the internet just seems kinda artificial, but when I'm with you in person, it feels more real and I'm more happy. yeah, doctors are kinda clueless sometimes. back in sixth grade, I had taken ridulin for like 3 years up until that point, and for some reason for like a month or so I just started coughing uncontrollably for no reason. I didn't have a cold or anything, I was just coughing all the time. 2 different doctors put me on either Benadryl or Claritin, cuz they thought it was allergies. another doctor put me on an inhaler, cuz he thought it had something to do with my lungs. then finally the fourth doctor concluded that I developed a nervous tick in my throat from the ridulin and that to get rid of my cough, I just need to get off the ridulin. it did work, but then my brain got screwed up and it's probably the reason why I became suicidal after that 0_0 but I'm not really suicidal anymore, I don't wanna die. but yeah, I felt like a lab rat, when all those doctors were doing tests and experiments on me lol. lol well I'm glad you wouldn't want anyone to hurt me I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you either. wow, you already have your mulit-lingual days picked out and organized you must have put alot of thought into that =P ha, thanx for the compliments on my new pics I liked your pics too. on my photobucket, your album is on my favorites list =P it'll be fun to finally be in a hotel room with you. would you find it a possibility of us going swimming, or at least being in the hot tub at the hotel at some point?? I know you hate smelling like chlorine, I was just wondering. I love you so much babe. I can't wait until this weekend I'm real excited Liebe dich. <3<3<3<3<3
colored-orgasm [Reply]	Nov 08, 2008, 02:48pm lol well, maybe some day I'll let you draw me... nude I don't think I'll be showing my boobs or anything, probably just lying on my stomach on your bed or something hah, yeah. sometimes I'll watch movies of people in art college and be somewhat intimidated by them thinking "gee, I wish I had enough money to see the world, experience art, like these students do" kinda how I feel about you. I hate being stuck in this small town where nothing interesting ever happens. kinda depresses me. it's probably what makes me so crazy half of the time. when I was with you last weekend, I felt so calm and content all weekend. it felt good I don't get to feel like that alot living here... I'm glad that your love is only for me it wouldn't really bother me if you modeled, just as long as the people who sketched you would know their boundaries. I would hate to lose you to someone else. but you tell me that you've never met anyone like me before, and that's why you love me so much. I would just hope that there is no other girl out there as amazing as me for you to possibly fall for at some point in... do you think I kinda treat you like my property??? I feel kinda guilty now... awww, yeah I can remember when I was first holding you while we were walking to your car from the beach, you didn't want me to let go of you, I thought it was cute I miss you holding me too. I feel safe in your arms I wish I was with you too. we'll be together in a week and when we finally reunite, it'll be worth the wait lol I had bloody noses ALOT when I was a wee child. one time my parents told me when I was 3 years old, my nose bled for 3 hours straight. took me to a doctor. the doctor offered to have a vein in my nose burned shut so it wouldn't open again but my dad wouldn't let him do it. he thought it would've hurt me, and again, my dad's pretty protective of me. lol if you did wake up each day speaking a different language, I'd probably would have to learn some phrases to understand you. we'd wake up every day together and each day you'd tell me "good morning" in a different language lol. I love you so much. <3<3<3<3 *kisses* Liebe dich auch! <3<3<3 Ti amo anche! <3<3<3

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