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"Music is my therapist."
"My heart is where I draw my true inner strength. Not my body. And that is where I will face my opposition. That is where I will stand toe to toe with the biggest of them all."
I`m a 20 year old guy who has many dreams and I often prefer to live in those dreams rather than accept reality. I believe in making the rules and controlling my fate. I believe I can make anything happen if I put my heart and soul into it. I also believe nothing is impossible if I have faith in myself. I strongly believe dreams make our reality and I stand by that. I believe a strong heart can conquer anything. I believe in love and it's purity. I believe in happy endings. I`m in love with music. It`s just so beautiful yet so much more. Probably one of the few things that keep me going. I love wrestling such as the wwe, call it fake, call it what you want. It means something to me and I don't care what you think about it. I have tremendous respect for anybody who fights for a purpose especially when it involves fighting discrimination of any kind. I relate strongly to that. I am different from everybody else regardless of your oppinion and I`m not looking to be what people want me to be just to fit in. I stopped doing that when I grew up. I love expressing myself in many ways. My fashion, hair, and makeup complete my personality.
I`m a very loving, caring, loyal friend who gives my all for the people I care about. The only sad story here is I get used and taken advantage of..like I`m sure a lot of you have. These days I have less than a handful of friends.
I tend to take risks a lot..even when theres a great chance it can hurt me. I guess in one way you could think thats reckless and I`m setting myself up for my own downfall..but the truth is it`s the very reason I can overcome great odds from time to time and accomplish my biggest achievements in life because I don`t back down and I face any opposition ahead of me. I always give it my all. I don`t know what the future holds for me but I only know I can keep chasing what I feel inside and using that instinct to drive me..that feeling that I can be more than I am. I can only keep chasing my dreams and making them come true.
If any of you have suffered a great deal of pain know that I`m the one who will be there for you when nobody else is..because I know what it`s like to be alone, betrayed, and hurt. I`m the total opposite of popular..I`ve never been the one girls or guys obsess over.. I`ve never had a ton of friends around me and I`ve never been called hundreds of times in a day or got more comments or photo comments than I can read. I`m unpopular..and I barely have anyone.
As for you classifying what I am well you should try saying unique. I don`t call myself emo, scene, goth, punk, or anything really. Maybe I resemble some of the different styles but I do what I feel and you can't put a label on that. Had I the money or the resources I'd be doing a lot more. All I really know is I`m me and I wear what I like. What I find appealing. Maybe a lot of people say that but I mean it. And I don`t think I`ll grow out of it because it`s who I am. The way I see it is if all these grown up musicians can do it I can too. The one thing I know is regardless of what you think my friends love me exactly the way I am and they think I'm beautiful. I don't need your acceptace or approval. Truth is it's not going to change me.
Likes
nba, wwe, music, fashion, t.v, movies, video games, pc games, going out and spending time with my great friends, writing songs or poetry, singing, going for walks, gazing at the stars, moon, sunset and anything else of interest, making life long memories, having adventures, taking pictures, going to concerts, shopping, travelling.
Dislikes
disrespectful or rude people, stereotypical labels, bullies, people who exclude others, people who don't appreciate me for who I am as a person, school, homework, peas, shrimp, olives, liver, black licorice, people who are too serious to the extent where you can't play or joke around with them, the distance between me and some of my amazing friends, homophobia.
When people make a judgement that all guys are idiots or bad or users like that's really ignorant and close minded of you.That's like saying all black people are one way and all white people are another way.It's discrimination.You obviously don't know what you're talking about to put every single one down just because of your personal experiences and it kind of ticks me off.Maybe a lot of them are that way but you have no right to make a judgement on the entire gender.I don't appreciate getting thrown under the bus because of your past.I don't deserve to be judged like that.
Favorite Music
Music is a language that only the heart understands.
Musical influences: The Birthday Massacre, Black Veil Brides, Lady Gaga, No Doubt, AC/DC, Guns n Roses, Kiss, Motley Crue, Murderdolls
Genres: Rock, Alternative, Metal, Electronic, Pop, Acoustic
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