FxckedUpReality at Vampirefreaks.com

(actually Marischa, but well misch is easier to remember)

So I am a 16yearold girl, currently living in Belgium and planning on emigrating in the future.
I absolutely love my mum and stepfather, they are the perfect example of what I expect from a relationship and what kind of person I hope to be :)
As I have spoken of my expectations of a relationship before, you are bound to conclude that I haven't got one myself and sadly it is because of this expectations... or well, I guess it is :D so yes I am single, would like to see that changing, but I am not forcing anything... Im 16 for god sakes xD
I have been hurt a lot, but it's an aspect of life I am gladly to accept if I think of my friends. Sure friends, come and friends go... but I am convinced that the friends I have now are the ones I have to fight for. I'd say that I'd die for them if it were a necessity, but the scenario hasn't occur yet as you can see :) They take me as I am, even with the many flaws I have
I do have them... a lot of them, but I am at peace with myself. I am imperfect by mind, body and soul... what makes me merely human, which I am proud of most of the times. I can discuss about the fact, whether that pride is justified, but that's not what this space is for :) I am extremely stubborn and would do almost anything to prove my point. I am working on it as I really should back down from time to time and know that my opinion is not always the right one. I am helplessly indecisive and whenever I make up my mind, it is likely that I took too long or that I took the wrong decision. They were the decisions that made me the person I am today. I am flirtatious but respectful, I have a bad humour, but I cope with it and so do my friends. I am a dreamer and tend to hope for too much. I often don't think about what I am about to say and strike many as rude. Which is not intentional if you haven't been rude to me first. I am capable of being nice and the same goes for being a b*tch. I hate stereotypes and try to think out of the box myself. Excuse me if I fail from time to time...
but well to keep this text within boundaries, just talk to me... whether it'd be about something random as a typo in this text or something major I said that goes against your believes,... just talk, I don't bite :)