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FullOfBrokenThoughts
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Profile:  Welcome, howdy doody, hola, guten tag! Anyways hey there. The name's Megan, feel free to call me that or Mancis, Megatron, or Rios. I love life, can't lie about that. I have my moods and detest things, just like any other person. Leave the drama behind, leave your fake attitude at the door, don't backstab or lie to me and all will be hunky dory! Have a problem with what I say and do, tell me to my face, dont sneak around behind my back. So in other words, don't be a little chicken shit and say what you have to say. Anyways, have a fantastic day! Caio!!! I'm Megan, and there are many sides to my being. I can be an introverted person that focuses on my own thoughts, yet if I open up more I can be loud, obnoxious, and share an opinion noone wished to hear. I hold the ability to be blunt and hurtful with my words causing pain to someone close to my heart or far from it, without any regard to their emotional well being. I can be as sweet as apple pie, caring and attentive, willing to bestow the kindest words upon someone for no reason at all. I may seem like I hold knowledge in my mind, wisdom to share. I may appear to be a soft spoken halfwit without a brain in my head. I can be someone with whom you wish to befriend, or someone you never want to lay eyes upon again. I do not think the words I say have any consequence, if any, until too late a vast majority of the time. I care too much, but sometimes not enough, about others feeling and yet push them aside when I am upset about someting. I fear letting someone into my life, I am more afraid of letting someone into my heart. I constantly argue with myself if the other party, and myself, are capable of growing into loving one another. My self doubt ultimately ruins the relationship. It may bring upon harsh words that hurt the other, coming from my lips. Outbursts of anger that may cause me to strike at them, with intent to hurt. Pushing them away when they desire to get closer with my emotions and my thoughts. I may have never loved, but I have lost. I have cared deeply and pushed someone away until they cannot stand it. The fear I feel of someone caring so deeply for me is the worst thing in the world, for I long to love someone and have that same love returned. ::Gender::Female ::Age::18 ::Status::Committed ::Tattoos::None ::Piercings::26 ::Smoke::Yes ::Drink::Yes ::Drugs::None ::Sports::Soccer, Cross Country Ideal Boy/Girl: **Can hold a conversation with me, even if it's pointless **Has eyes I can get lost in **Posesses a smile that makes my face light up **Says what they mean **Always speaks the truth, despite if it's hurtful **Calls just to say hi/hear my voice **Tells me I'm beautiful, not hot **Will watch romance movies with me **Holds my hand **Will make snowangels/snowmen with me **Laughs at my dumb jokes **Can bring me up when I'm down **Appreciates what I have to say **Will cuddle by a fireplace drinking hot cocoa with me **Gets along with my friends **Doesn't act differently when with their friends **Will go to shows with me **Plays dress up with me **Kisses my cheek just to make me smile **Will act like an immature 5 year old with me **Isn't with me just to get in my pants **Will waste an afternoon just playing video games --Extras:-- +I don't hate people for the way they choose to dress +I choose not to label people +I try not to prejudge, although sometimes it happens +I find every person devine in their own way +I appreciate all kinds of music, although I may choose not to listen to it +Beauty is an internal thing, how you look it just a temporary appearance +I can come across as quiet and shy +When someone meets me, they somtimes assume I hate them, I don't +Its hard for me to truely hate something +I'm a smiling fool, and it's a crooked one +I do not lie to people, its lame +I love shoes.. eep yessuh I do!! +I dyed my hair too much for my own good, and had to shave my head +I like Chinese food +I yern to love someone, and have the same love returned +I don't like it when people only want sex from me +You will not get down my pants, or up my skirt +I'm not a lover, or a fighter +I'm trying to get this whole peace and love attitude +I say dumb things +I will say what I want +I eat what I want, who cares if I gain weight? +My skin has flaws.. oh no not blemishes.. Mneh I don't care, so sure me +People call me: Megan, Megatron, Mancis, or Rios Seriously, what could be more lame then saying "I like your profile, I gave you a 10.. Rate me back!!" or "I think you're hott 10!" OH geeze, I mean come on.. Actaully say somerthing about the profile, or have a conversation starter.. Mmkay? Say something to me that makes me want to talk to you. I don't care if you call me an arrogant little twat, or that you don't like what I say. Call me fat, or something.. Seriously I don't care. It at least lets me say something back.    Likes: She Adores: ♥Guitar Hero ♥Nintendo 64 ♥Art ♥Reading ♥Music ♥Dancing ♥Friends ♥X-Men ♥Soccer ♥Make-up ♥Dresses ♥Glitter ♥Animals ♥Metal/Punk/Ska shows ♥Shoes ♥Starry nights ♥Holding hands ♥Holding someone special in my arms ♥Batman ♥Flowers ♥Stuffed animals ♥Marilyn Monroe ♥Long walks ♥Kissing in the rain ♥Watching the sunrise ♥Meeting new people ♥Betty Boop ♥Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Dislikes: She Despises: --Homophobes-- --Music Nazis-- --Rascists-- --Milk-- --Being sick-- --Back stabbers-- --Narrow Mindedness-- --For some reason I hate feet-- --People who cannot take a joke-- --Bee Stings-- --Cheaters-- --Liars-- Favorite Music: ~~+*+*+~~"Music has a power of forming the character, and should therefore be introduced into the education of the young." - Aristotle~~+*+*+~~ The Music: #'s: 86'D... 6 Guns... 12 Step Rebels... .38 Special A: Alice Deejay... Against Me!... Alice in Chains... Against All Authority... Ace of Base... Alice Cooper... A Perfect Circle... Acid Bath... Arethra Franklin... A-HA... Alien Ant Farm... Aerosmith... Aquabats... Audioslave... A Global Threat... ASS... ATC... Aqua... Anjewel... Akon B: Buck-O-Nine... Big Fuckin' Skull... Brain Failure... Ben Folds... Brooklyn Bounce... Blink-182... B*Witched... Bad Company...Buggles... Backstreet Boys... Butthole Surfers... Bad Religion... Burt Bacharach... Bananarama... Bee-Gee's... Berlin... Bloodhound Gang... Blood brothers... Barry White... Beatles... Black Plague... Bloody Santorum... Briggs... Below Me... Bangles... Billy Idol C: Children of Bodom... Chicken Poodle Soup... Cataclysm's Eve... Cradle of Filth... Cyndi Lauper... Chic... Cannibal Cow... Chimaira... Cinderella.. Cannibal Corpse... Clash... Cranberries... Creed.. Collective Soul... Cure... Cheap Trick... Cream... Clit 45... Chingy D: Defiance, Ohio... DJ Tiesto... Disturbed... Dream Theater... Darkness... DJ Sammy... Distillers... DJ Liquid... Dust Bunnies... Deep Purple... DJ Keoki... Decide... Divynls... Dwarves... Darude E: Elton John... Eric Carmen... Eve 6... Einsturzende Neubauten... Eve... Eminem F: Foo Fighters... Five Iron Frenzy... Flock of Seagulls... Four Preps... For Love not Lisa... Flatliners... Facing the Plastic... Fugazi... Faith Hill G: Gylbots... GBH... George Harrison... GG Allin... GWAR... Go-Go's... Gary Jules... Germs... Guns n' Roses... Garbage... Go Cat Go H: Himsa... H.I.M... Henry Rollins... Haddaway... Homewreckers I: Ignite... Infected Mushroom... Incubus J: Jimmy Fallon... Jill Solbule... Jet... JAK... Joan Jett... Jimi Hendrix... Jimmy Eat World... Joe Cocker.. Jesus & Mary Chain... Johnny Cash... Jack off Jill... J-Kwon K: Kick Face Smile... Korn... KC & the Sunshine Band... Kill Switch Engage... KMFDM... Knack... Krum Bums... Koffin Kats L: Los del Rio... Little Richard... Letters to Cleo... Lynyrd Skynyrd... Lords of Acid... LaBouche... Loverboy... Lifehouse... Lipps Inc....LaBelle... Lit...Leftover Crack... Lou Bega... Lost City Angels...Led Zepplin... Lumidee.. Ludacris...Lab Rats M: Modern Life is War... Machines of Loving Grace... My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult... Mickey & Sylvia... Miss Kitten... Medicine.. Megadeth... Mid Summer Nights Eve... Metallica... Morbid Angel... Misfits... Marvin Gaye.. MC Hammer... Mindless Self Indulgence... Montreal... Mighty Mighty Bosstones... Marilyn Manson... Madonna... Motorhead... Mushroomhead... Michael Jackson.. Mentrual Cramps... Missy Elliot... Monster Squad N: Nelly... Nirvana... No Mercy... Nocompliance... Nickelback... Nine Inch Nails... NOFX... No Doubt... NSYNC O: Ozzy Osbourne... Of Montreal... Otis Redding... O-Town... Ozark Mountain Daredevils... Offspring.. Obnoxious P: Proclaimers... Plain White T's... Powerman 5000... Pink... Peaches & Herb... Presidents of the United States of America... Police... Pink Floyd Q: Queen... Quiet Riot... Queensryche R: Rage Against the Machine... Rob Zombie... Rasmus... Red Jumpsuit Apparatus... Red Hot Chili Peppers... Ramones... Ripsnorter... Rolling Stones... Rancid... Rod Stewart... Ram Jam... Rick James... Rammstein... Radiohead... Roy Orbison S: Skinny Puppy... Stacey Q... Scooter.. Steppenwolf... Saliva... Santana... Soft Cell... Smokey Robinson... Suicide Machines... Slipknot... Specials... Spice Girls... Strike Anywhere... Slayer... Six Feet Under... Skankin' Pickle... Silverchair... Smashing Pumpkins... Savage Garden... Stealer's Wheel... Sound Garden... Stone Temple Pilots... Staind... Stone Sour... Seether... Steven Miller... Shannon... Styx... Stephen Lynch... Sublime... Starlit...Scorpions T: Toy Dolls... T. REX... Train... Tears for Fears... Toast... TLC... Time Again... Tool... Tramps... Toasters... Twisted Sister U: United Divided... Usher... Unseen V: Vibrators... Vengaboys... Virgin Whores... Vandals... Van McCoy... Virus... Violent Femmes... Vitalic... Village People... Vanilla Ice W: Weird Al Yankovic... White Zombie... Wham!... White Lion... Wesley Willis... Wild Cherry... Waldorf... White Snake... Willie Nelson X: Xzibit Y: Yeah Yeah Yeahs... Yellowcard Z: Zwan... Zakk Wylde What you should do... Support Anjewel's Music..  It's quite delicious... ----------  Deadsy is spectacular music... ---------- Check out  Chicken Poodle Soup... It's mmm mmm SKA! ---------- Appreciate:  A Global Threat causes me to make cake..
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