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Last logged in: December 01, 2008, 08:56pm
Fuckxxurself
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Age: 17
Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States

Member since: December 30, 2006
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Orientation: Gay
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Fuck if i know.
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My names Matt, I'm 17 and lived in Kissimmee, FL and was born in Chicago, IL and now live here. Ladies hold your breath and guys hang on to your sits because I am gay. If you have something wrong with that then please with all means click out from my VF. As you can see I'm a 100% proud of being gay and I support it all the way also. I love helping other out with day to day live's road blocks, or even if someone is bored and just wants to talk and make a new friend. Im a vigge and I would not want it anyother way. I have 2 pericings, snakebites witch I think are the most hottest thing to have on a boy. (Pin points to why I have them :] ) No my mother nor dad like the fact that I have the pericings but I pay for the them, and didn't let them know I was getting them. Same thing with my tats. Something about seeing their face in shock makes my night.

Like I said I am a vigge and I'm very strong for that belief I have, and share with others. Many people will tell me that I'm not doing nothing but hurting myself, but really being a vigge is just as healthy as people that eat meat. Some people will even tell me that not all places murder the animal's like I see on those clips on TV or the internet, I just tell them its a lot more than you think and I dont know how they murder their life stock but I rather not eat it and play it safe for myself and knowing my hands are not cover in blood. (Not saying eating meat is bad.) P.S. I ONLY EAT ONE KIND OF MEAT... I'LL LEAVE IT UP TO YOU TO FIGUR IT OUT ;]

I am a Atheist, and yes that does mean that I dont believe in "God". Before you go too fast to judge me, a Atheist means someone that does not believe in a higher power nor a lower power, so that does not mean I believe in the Devil and not God thats, not an Atheist. Please do your homework before you go to fast to judge me. All the people that say I will be going to hell for being an Atheist or being gay, let me remind you that you are speaking for your "God" and in your holy book it states that the Whores and the Drinkers will goto heaven before you shall. So i'll see you on the way down. People think that being Gay is a sin. It might state that a man may not lay in bed with another man but it also states that a sin is to gamble and to drink. We all sin, thats why we are called humans, and if I remember correctly Jesus Died for all are sins in return for forgiveness. That means you have the right to goto heaven just as the same as anyone else.

LIFE LESSON!!! I have had my heart broken and yet I find it still beating. I have thought to love someone but soon found out to be wrong. After all this I still fined myself going to my day to day life and not letting shit block me. Some say thats what makes me soo great others think its a gift, but not one of those people know how much I cry and how much I will still cry, how much it hurts and how much it will still hurt. There is not a cure to this pain that soo many of us feel. You can only dry your eyes take a deep breath and swallow all you have ever felt about another, because staying in one spot will never help. You will never get over it only time will fad the pain, just like mine has.

Now I'm going to tell you guys what I do for fun, and who is the most important people in my life. I love to play my guitar and hang out with my friends Nikki and Jordan. I love to goto the beach with them and just lay down on the sand just watching how the night sky gets aten up by the city lights, Or how on those hot summer days when your the first of the people in the city to lay in the cool due grass with the ones you care most about.

Now heres for my friends that are more like family. Jackie I love you soo much you will never be able to see it. Its a feeling I cant explain to see a friend grow into a sister as well as a lovely women. I will miss are walks and talks we had walking to your house after school. Nikki and Jordan, hmm what can I say... your everything to me, if I don't see you in my day to day life then I see you guys in my mind, which make me look kinda crazy when I remember something funny and laugh to it to myself while people give me drity looks. Nikki with your drama queen life and Jordan with your lies that always come back to bite you in the ass, Thanks for always being there for me and looking out for me you guys grew into my sisters, to soul mates. I love running from the cops with you guys!!! Now Jake my first love. Even though me and you had are hard times and don't share a word to each other... if there is anything you have learn from my bitching, and what seem like stalking please learn that all I was trying to do was make your life just that much better, to stop you from where you were. I realized that I was in the wrong too. I went too fast to judge you and put words into your mouth. Everyday I wish you could read this to see that I was sorry too, not to get back into love with you but just to be your friend once again. I believed that you had something that only some kids would die for, something you could only be born into. Jake you are a smart kid and I know even though you have a lot of fuck up's in your life you can fix every single one if you wanted to. Live life and be safe, please not just for me but for your great friend's. Natalie, soo you think I have forgotten about you??? no way, how could I. You were the last girl I liked before I "truned" gay. To everyone who said you truned me gay, you know their wrong. You know I play with you when I say that you are fat and that you look like a guy... I guess they are just cover ups of for the last straight part in me. You were the last girl to have my heart in my eye's, and even though me and you are just friends now you still take me to my memory of you walking down the hall with your big ass boots. You are even prettier than that girl in freshmen year. Everyday you take my breath away and yes even I wonder why im gay when I see you. I guess you can NEVER see the beauty I see everyday. Ok soo now for my Friend Iman... hmm yea your pretty much great, my dream wedding is for me and you to goto Las Veges and right after we get married you can show me your hair and then we will go to school and blow everyone up :]. Jessica!!! OMG soo yea you cause all these fights but at the end of the long days you will always be the hot creamy marsh mellows that hold our rice krispies together...mmmm <3

TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT ME!!! :]



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_kevinr_
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Dec 01, 2008, 09:13pm
hello :] love the profile! pretty long about me tho!! haha +10
p.s. cute pics :]

Sonya_Shadows

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Dec 01, 2008, 05:02pm
You're welcome. (:




Sonya_Shadows

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Dec 01, 2008, 02:20am
10 kitty


sex_pistol_virginett
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Nov 29, 2008, 03:31am
Matt hey whats up??

by thte way i'm on ur myspace which wouldn't matter, cz u have a lto of friendie-foo's lol but hey just seeing whats up?

~~~~i love the feeling of falling mainly if it's for you

love my Lacy Ramos~~~ cookie


perfectly_flaw3t

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Nov 20, 2008, 11:16pm
hi
bABY
MY NAME IS PABLO
AND YOU??

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emery_o
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Nov 13, 2008, 04:33pm
Ello.' (:
How're you?
maria_smiles
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Nov 07, 2008, 11:25pm
same here

i will no longer look back in anger nor forward in fear and i will look him in the eyes and know it will be alright <3

badjugement13
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Nov 07, 2008, 10:11pm
hehe hey love the stars

Megan

maria_smiles
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Nov 05, 2008, 10:44pm
hey (: whats up?

i will no longer look back in anger nor forward in fear and i will look him in the eyes and know it will be alright <3


edgore

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Nov 05, 2008, 01:34am
you're cute



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