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I Am The One That Dwells In The Shadows, The Darkness, The Pain, The Hate, The Fear. I Am Your Darkest Follower, Your Most Hated Wanderer. You Fear Me So, As My Name Is Truth.
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System Of A Down  I drew the image that is currently the background of my page. My dark angel >:] Ok, so I'm guessing if you are some skanky pervert you have flicked through my pictures and have had a bash over them, made the assumption that I might be a bit slutty and up for some fun with about as much respect for myself as a rock. Well here's some news for you dipshit: 1. Please refrain from sending me pathetic and degrading inbox messages saying 'hey, you look slutty, want to chat?'. No, I do not want to chat, at least not with the likes of you. Get some brains, gain some respect for women and go off on your merry way, you sad fuck =D 2. Cheesey chat up lines are not impressive, neither are they clever or original. No, they don't work. They make me want to spontaneously vomit. 3. No, I don't want to meet up with you and fuck you. No, I don't want to suck your 2 inch dick. No, I don't want to strip on cam and flash my boobs. Get dead. 4. Please don't add me on msn unless you have asked me first and atleast made some kind of effort to talk to me pn here. Otherwise you will be interrogated and then deleted and blocked. It's up to you really. Don't try and give me some sob story about how you didnt know, don't think you will be an exception to this, It seriously pisses me off. I'm fed up with msn adds and emails from people that have nothing better to say than 'fuck me beautiful'. I don't have time for people like that. Dark Tranquility  So, on a much brighter and happier note... I'm Freya, as you might have already gathered =) YES IT IS MY REAL NAME!!!! God dammit.... Life is all about running through your local town, adorned in a fairy costume which utilises a pink tutu, wings and knee high poka-dot socks and other items of insane attire, clutching hold of a milk carton and a packet of oreos, holding hands with your best friends who are dressed as prostitutes (and that's just the dudes..) and shouting at the top of your lungs about how great the combination of milk and oreos really is. Life is thus completed when a large chav walks up to you, hands wide, and says, 'ALRIGHT LOVE! your scaring me!' You respond with a swift 'metal hands and tongue out' response, followed by a 'WOOO!!!'. That is what makes life worth living =) TRUE STORY ^^ I am described by most people as a metal head, or an obscure punky-goth, I don't really care. I just dress and listen to whatever the hell I feel like, and if that means I get labelled, so be it. People complain about being labelled so much, it's fucking stupid. EVERYONE takes influences from one genre or another, wether they like it or not, your not unique, everything you do to yourself has been done many times before, therefore being 'labelled' is inevitable, and I really don't think it is such a big deal to deserve being kicked up a fuss about. I live in England...it sucks, so don't comment me saying England rocks, because it doesn't, it blows ass, just like the rest of this god forsaken planet. I encourage individuality (to our best possible ability, and by this I don't mean individuality regarding our exterior persona, I mean individuailty regarding our inner thoughts and movements, our paths in life and the decisions we choose to make), defying the mainstream, fucking every inch of the system and society. This world disgusts me, I am appalled at the state we are in, econimical disarter, global warming, leaders that have about as much brains a fucking seagull and about as much life experience as a rock. WE SPEND BILLIONS ON BOMBS, all we give a flying fuck about is money $$$$$$, power, our selfish fucking egotistical brains, ticking away each hour of this life, mindless, selfish, greedy and blind. There are thousands of children in other countries, EVEN PEOPLE IN OUR OWN COUNTRY, dying of starvation every single second we live our perfect little lives. It makes me sick to my stomach. Everyday, I watch the people walk past me, strutting along in their designer heels, clutching to their prada bags, blabbering on about men, makeup, clothes...I just want to leap up and shake them, scream in their faces, MAKE THEM understand that all the things they give a fuck about is not going to be around much longer unless we DO SOMETHING, all their money, their jobs, their perfectly applied lipstick...GONE, NOTHING, why are we so blind? WHY DON'T WE CARE?! It makes me really angry, I am ashamed beyond any form of verbal explanation, disgusted, even to be a human being. Humans are sick. I'm 18 in February and I cant bloody wait! I guess that means I can do inexplicable things to my body, scratch images on my skin with needles, purchase a few cancer sticks and drown my self in fermented beverages, just for kicks? bet you expect me to rant about that, right? FUCK NO! that's exactly what I'm gunna do when I'm 18. I may be sensible and 'intelligent' but like hell is that going to stop me from having a bit of fun =) I generally live in a little world of my own, which only exists in my head and which I never share with anyone else. The world in my head is beautiful and I live in it 80% of my time, although I have to pull myself back into reality occasionally, which is unfortunate for everyone. Yes, people call me weird, but I think YOUR weird, look, your all the same?!....weirdos... I draw ALOT. I am absolutely passionate about all forms of art. Call me a nerd, I dont give a flying fuck. I have displayed some of my artwork in my gallery, if you wish to take a look =) all feed back is much appreciated, and if you are interested in using any of my designs as tattoos or anything, I would appreciate it if you would ask me first. I swear compulsively and I sound really aggresive on the PC....I'm really not, I'm just in a shit mood hahaha. It's odd, in person, I am very silly and happy, and almost ALWAYS smiling, I am just very passionate about justice in this world, which is what I usually express on profiles like this. I'm not looking for an online boyfriend or anything like that, so if your here for cyber, jog on. Kamelot  It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic remember the limitation. |
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  I love you =) Music (cliche I know, but I don't give a flying fuck, suprisingly enough =) ) My gorgeous, beautiful friends, who are the most amazing human beings on this planet. I don't know where I would be without you, you are my rocks and I love you. Drawing, I am absolutely passionate about it, I am pretty much drawing/doodling the whole time. If you would like to visit my deviantart page, just ask for the URL, but most of my work is displayed in my gallery on here, as I previously mentioned, not that anyone will be interested, it is always nice to think SOMEONE might be, however ^^  Playing my guitar (up until recently I had a pretty nice, yet slightly basic, electro-acoustic, however it has been returned to my brother as he needs it for his GCSE music exam, instead I have inherited my dads fender telecaster replica, it has recently been restrung and I have a little 10 watt amp, it's all pretty basic, but it does the job. However, my brothers BC Rich Warbeast is like sex on strings, if I could make love to it, I would)I do love my guitars =D Laughing until my tummy hurts :D. Meeting and talking to interesting new people that are able to keep up a good conversation to a reasonable extent, randomness is entirely necessary, as I am a little crazy, and I thive off of other peoples insanity =D Sleeping! I love my bed! to much... Gaming...Yup...I'm a geek so GTFO Changing my hair colour seems to have become an enjoyable factor in my life recently haha... Signs =D |
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Fucking people. People that follow the mainstream trends, or change themselves just to fit in with a particular movment and/or group of people. I believe in expressing your true self, no matter how much of an idiot you look, people WILL respect you for being you and even if they don't, it doesn't matter. immaturity will be the only thing that stands against you, the little group of 'cool kids' ie: the sheep, that stand around staring and laughing at the 'losers' ie: the unique. I personally feel sorry for them, they must have very low self esteem to feel that they need to be the same as everyone else in order to 'fit in'. OPEN YOURSELVES UP, BE UNIQUE, WHO GIVES A FUCK?! The realllyy stereotypical emos and 'scene' kids, or whatever they care to call themselves these days. I mean cummon, seriously, if this world has reached the point where it is fashionable to slice your wrists open, cry the whole time about absolutely nothing AND become bi-sexual, even when your not, then it is a world which I have just become even more appalled at than I already was. God damn... People that have no ambition or drive in life. People that seem to think they can sit around doing nothing, claiming fraudulent financial benefits and milking every penny out of good, hard-working, honest people just because they can't be bothered to get off there ass and do an honest day's work. It seriously pisses me off The government. People that are spoilt and are dependant on their family and friends for money and possessions, get some fucking independance! |
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I don't listen to any of this music in order to 'look good' or come across to you as a hardcore metaller, that's just bullshit. Yeh, ok, I like some bands which have turned into kiddie metal recently and have just become way to popular and stereotypically mainstream for my liking (ie: slipknot) it's shit that people just claim to listen to them because they want to look metal, no body can be individual these days! I like ALOT of underground bands that no body has ever heard of, but I'm not about to write them all out just to try and look cool and mysetrious, what's the point?! Instead I will just write out the stuff that I listen to which people will most probably have heard of. Oh, and another thing, System of a Down are THE best band to have ever walked this god forsaken planet. Daron Malakian IS GOD. I have listened to them non-stop for around three years and I have never got bored of them. They are so versatile, meaningful, they have a purpose...they are just amazing and anyone that thinks I listen to them just to look metal or follow the metal trends can go suck their balls, or preferably someone elses balls that have been unwashed for around 3 years. Alot of the bands in the list below me I have actually gone off completely. I just can't be bothered to go through and delete off the bands I don't listen to anymore. I used to listen to alot of thrash metal and metal core, it just doesn't really do anything for me anymore and I just feel its a little weak, and all the bands sound the bloody same, so I consequently got bored. I have got much more into progressive/power metal recently, as well as black metal (I'm not one of those people that takes black metal way to fucking seriously...that's just lame), and death metal (primarily melodic death at the moment). I also listen to alot of classic rock, and country music, it makes me happy =) My taste in metal varies from time to time, but that's just what I'm listning to currently, oh, and also System of a Down, obviously. I always get told that I listen to music which was created for men to listen to, and not women. Well I'm sorry, maybe I have a little to much testostrome in my body or PREHAPS I simply enjoy that kind of music and I have no idea how that makes me manly in any way, have you heard me giggle? I sound like a little girl. So go screw yourself. Also, I am not one of those girls that claims to be 'so fucking metal' and hardcore and prances around the country wearing emo shit clothes and sucking on a hello kitty lollypop. I am just me, I listen to this music because I want to, not for you, not for them, not for anyone BUT ME. I don't give a shit if I'm a girl and 'shouldn't be listning to metal'. I don't give a shit about looking like some PVC 'metal' slut that goes around fucking the bands. I know I am just ranting now, but seriously, image and society SERIOUSLY pisses me off. I am not unique, and neither are you. Get over it. My music taste sucks and so does yours, stick some headphones in and get over it =) Anotations of an Autopsy? ACDC? As I Lay Dying? Becoming The Achetype? Black Sabbath? Bob Dylan? Born Of Osiris? Candle Mass? CHILDREN OF BODOM? Chimaira? Cradle Of Filth? DARK TRANQUILITY <3? DEVILDRIVER <3? Devil Sold His Soul? Disturbed? Dragonforce? Guns n Roses? Iron Maiden? JIMI HENDRIX? KAMELOT <3? Kid Rock? Killswitch Engage? LAMB OF GOD? LED ZEPPELIN <3? LYNARD SKYNARD? Machine Head? METALLICA? Motorhead? Municiple Waste? MUSHROOMHEAD? Pantera? The Rollingstones? Scars On Broadway? SEJ TANKIAN <3? SLAYER <3? Slipknot? SYSTEM OF A DOWN <333? Trivium? Velvet Revolver? Zao? 
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