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ForgottenEnigma
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Latest Journal Entry: For Christ's sake April 24, 2008, 05:10pm
Profile: Dreamer of dreams, seer of the past, lover of the unknown. This profile was not made to be viewed with FireFox but Internet Explorer, so that's why the layout might look odd if you are using FireFox. I'm not sure if i have fully developed my personality or my style or anything else, maybe i have or maybe i have not. People don't generally change in my opinion but just grow. I am free spirited, I believe in a lot of things many people think don’t exist, but most of all I believe in myself, something a lot of people chose not to. Likes:  The simplest things are really the most precious and purest, I find great pleasure in them, just to hear the sound of rain when i wake up or go to sleep is just a wonderful feeling. I love the natural human beauty. Just trying to keep healthy is a wonderful thing, either by eating good foods, and sometimes something bad like some chocolate is a really great idea! I love art, even if im not so good at it. I just loose myself in photography and writing. I am currently writing something like a book at the moment. Computer graphics can also been seen as art, and its brilliant way to spend time if your muse is alive. But yes photography is my addiction and a way to express myself, show my world to others and to capture the lovliest moments, to freeze things in time, the picture of that angel statue in background was done by me. Finding those beautiful souls that can relate to me and who I can relate to and spending time with them, one way or another. I love mystery, the unknown, the hidden. To be able to learn new things and creating things is a gift. Plain and simple caffeine, coke and not coffee by the way ;) coffee is just eeky. History (mostly Egyptian). The War of Roses and many times too. Good conversations and individual minds. Honesty. Its better when people tell the truth, i dont like being in the dark especially if something concerns me. Having people around you that are compulsive liars does really suck to, after a while you begin to ignore them and just no longer want them in your life. Human contact, be it hugs or kisses, but at times i cannot be touched by some people, as i feel very un comfortable, so if you are one of those, do not invade my privacy. Seeing my past lifes in a form of day dreams. .- My Photography -. If you would like to see more please go to EstelDreaming.deviantart.com       .-Since i do model at times, but just as a hobby for now and If you are a photographer you can contact me here , here or here . Thanks in advance ;).- Dislikes:  I really don’t think that mentioning and going through your dislikes is such a bad idea ;) but I don’t actually focus on them I just have fun in mentioning them. Things that we do dislike have a great influence on our lives after all. I dislike people that look older than they are, no let my explain myself, the 15 year olds that look like they are 25, and god there is a lot of them. And no, its not a cool thing to look so used at such young age. I don't see the point in growing up so early, childhood should be something special. I dislike people that use or make up problems to get attention, i don’t see why on earth would anyone talk about their personal life with people they don't even know. Even though at times a complete stranger could save your life. Ok ok I dislike attention seekers in general. Just hate it when people say that i'm cute, if you have nothing else but that to tell me don't say anything at all. Another dislike of mine is when people want to view your cam after not talking to you to 2 month.Or just ask you to go on your cam o.O. I don’t like feeling as if im being ignored, I do like attention to an extent. And of course I dislike being hurt, and no matter how I try to protect myself I still end up being hurt, but if you hurt me or my beautiful ego, or try to, I will hurt you too =]. The fact that some of my friendships can last a little while last long =[. People that don’t like being commented on their looks and ask not to be commented on their looks but have nothing else interesting on the damned profiles! When on here people ask you to rate them, i don't give a damn for the rating system but i will only rate you if you had something good to say in your profile, or your art is amazing, and thats all. Sorry to all the rest. People that refer to themselves in the third sense. Ah hell, I seem to just dislike people in general, so moving on… (To all the ahem how should i out it? Annoying people, i guess will have to do. I love some persons, ie my friends, but if looking at the majority of the human race or just people, i do dislike them, for the reasons i have mentioned above. Favorite Music:  AFI, Apoptygma Berzerk, Cannibal Corpse, Crematory, Deftones, Dope Stars Inc, Elementa440, Dreadful Shadows, INXS, Kiss, Korn, London After Midnight, Misfits, Murderdolls, Nirvana, Placebo, Puddle Of Mudd, Rachel Stamp, Rob Zombie, SPF1000, The Cruxshadows, Type O Negative. And no i don't really know all the names of the people that are in those bands, or all of their songs/albums. I like the music that moves me, relaxes and makes me want to dance.  12 Monkeys, Amadeus, Big Fish, Before Sunset, Brotherhood Of The Wolf, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Cabin Of Dr Caligari, Davinci Code, Donnie Darko, Finding Nemo (Lots of Disney films), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Farinelli, Forest Gump, Metroplitan, Nightwatch, Not Another Teen Movie, The Lord Of The Rings, V for Vendatta, Vincet, Sweethere After, Swimming Pool ..Most Films with Johnny Depp or John Malkovich Homepage: http://esteldreaming.blogspot.com/ Link 1: http://esteldreaming.deviantart.com/ Link 2: http://www.myspace.com/_estel_
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