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There's nothing here to take for granted. With each breath that we take, the hands of time strip you from our bodies, and we fade. Memories remain, as time goes on.
Status: Omg, TWINS! I'm having TWINS!
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Latest Journal Entry: Monochorionic - 19 weeks, 6 days January 23, 2012, 08:33pm
Profile: My name is Saradawn. I've been on this fucked up site for almost five years. I'm considered on of the "bulletin regs". DO NOT FUCK WITH ME. The only place that'll get you, is the hospital. I was brought into this fucked up would on June 8th, 1993. I am five feet, ten inches tall. I have seventeen piercings, and five tattoos. I am very confused on my sexual orientation. I'm mainly attracted to women, but as well as certain men. I'm a high school drop-out. Get over it. I'm single as fuck. I am a proud mother. My Identical Twin boys, Davin and Gauge. Born on April 23rd, 2012.  I love texting. Want my number? Ask for it. I am corrupt, deranged, and insane. I lie, I cheat, and I curse. I am a hypocrite, a lost mind, and a wondering soul. I make mistakes, I dream of a false reality, and I fall easily. I hate myself, and I want to be something different. Something that I am not. I will lie to your face and talk shit behind your back. I live in a nightmare that I will never be awaken from. Each day is a repeating cycle that I cannot, for the life of me, break. I say I want to change, and I promise I will, but still, I continue to sit here, not making one single change. I know that somewhere, deep down on the inside, I like me, for me. I like who I am. I repeat lies over, and over again in my head, until I find even the slightest once of truth. I'll tell you that I'm sorry, but do I really mean it? I say that things will get better. For you, for me, for everyone, but on the inside, I am constantly questioning myself. I don't know the answer to life, but I like to trick myself into thinking that I do. If you think about it, there is not just one answer, because there are so many questions. Too many to be answered with one response. Is Destiny a reality? Are our paths really chosen for us? How so? We make our own decisions, right? Or is it God telling us to make the choices the we choose? Is there even a God out there? Is everything that we believe in just based on a fabricated lie? Is society brainwashing us to believe what they want us to believe? Are we trying to create a Utopian society? Is Utopia even possible in this time frame? I think not. There is too much individuality in this world to be taken away to attempt to create "perfection". Our youth is growing into something that, in time, will slowly start to overpower the world. Our minds are growing at the speed of light, they are throbbing with knowledge that will soon drive us mad. We will go crazy in our own minds, trying to answer all of the questions that are left untouched. Some of the most intelligent people are the ones that modern day society label as "The Troubled Ones". We are not "troubled", we are just trying to uncover all of the secrets that people don't want us to find out. Maybe if you'd take the time to listen, instead of jumping to conclusions, and labeling us, you would understand that we are just as confused as you are. I am Saradawn, and I think way too much. Likes: Dislikes: Favorite Music: Winds of Plague. Avenged Sevenfold. Sublime.Kottonmouth Kings. A fine Frenzy. Rusko. Lil' Wayne. Nirvana. Tech N9ne. Bright Eyes. WhiteChaple. iwrestledabearonce. Owl City. Escape The Fate. Atreyu. Hollywood Undead. The Spill Canvas. Insane Clown Posse. Emmure. Born of Osiris. 3OH!3 Annotation of an Autopsy. The Faceless. Shiny Toy Guns. Marilyn Manson. Sound Garden. Bob Marley. Foo Fighters. Emery. The Used. Mayday Parade. My music collection is constantly growing... Listed above are just a few of my favorites.
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