My name is Jenn, I'm 21, and I live in Windsor, Ontario. (That's in Canada)
So we don't get off on the wrong foot - I don't mind compliments, but if the point of the comment you're about to send is to hit on me, please refrain. I'm not looking to "hook-up" over the internet, or have twisted cyber sex with you (you do know it's not real, right?). My REAL life is satisfying, more so than you can ever imagine. Think before you comment.
There's not much here, I know, I don't think there will be for a while. Though I suppose I should have something up that reflects who I am, considering this is my profile.. but I'm not sure how it will do me justice. No matter how much I write or how hard I try to describe myself, it has never really turned out how I wanted it to. It's just something that will probably never be achieved. I will never fully know myself enough to describe myself in a few paragraphs. A lifetime doesn't seem long enough. I want to live forever. I want to learn everything there is to learn, become an entity- exist and devour. I expect extraordinary things from my existence, yet I fear my abilities and.. my failures.
I'm not your average girl. I like a lot of things most girls do not - I don't have to put effort into trying to stand out, I'm just naturally "different". I embrace everything there is about myself, I truly am proud of who I am and what I have become. I am naturally rebellious and dominant, I don't like being told what to do or how to think. I want to be able to be informed and come to my own conclusion.
I'm not the kind of person to lead you on. I speak from my heart, I tell you what I feel in a blunt and honest way. A lot of the time people take offense or interpret what I say different from how I meant it. I am not a bad person, though some people would beg to differ. I'm not here to make you happy.
I am narcissistic - I like looking at myself in mirrors, I'm obsessed with how I look; I don't obsess over my looks to impress others, I do it for myself. Looking good makes me feel good.. and why shouldn't it? This does not mean I'm shallow, because appearance can only take you so far. I know I am beautiful, I have confidence and what it comes down to is - I like being who I am.
I am a Satanist. I am my own god. I practice indulgence instead of abstinence. I take responsibility for my actions - I do not repent or regret. I am lustful, greedy, slothful, envious, wrathful, proud and gluttonous. I glorify my body, mind and soul.
I am very sarcastic. I joke around a lot. I like to make people laugh/smile. I like having fun with friends and just generally enjoying life. Meeting new people can be fun if they're not too uptight. I am very obscure and offensive. I do not censor myself just to prevent someone's feelings from being hurt. Get over it.
I enjoy a vast variety of body modification; tattoos, piercings, stretching, and implants are some of the few. It makes me happy, and I will not let anyone take that away from me.
I am in love with music - spiritually, emotionally and physically. I like to close my eyes and feel the vibrations echo through my bloodstream (or is that my pulse?). I write music, lyrics, and I play bass guitar. Music is how I express myself; whether it be through the lyrics or the thundering bass line.