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Hey, i'm Epy . Malaysian, but currently staying in Indonesia . sweet thirteen diz year . i don't like having friends, but like meeting with people . but hate being crowded and squashed by people !

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Why is it wrong to want to be alone?
Why do people think that?
They say;
Oh, poor thing, she must be lonely
When really I never was
Why do people want me to be something I'm not?
Why should I want to be something I am not?
Because
I am not.
I am not one who will be a casualty of courtship
To bend and kneel to anothers' whim
Nor will I be the taming tauntress
for which any man could resist me.
Because I am just me
Alone, yet
not lonely
Caring too much for things
That are not important to others
Seeing too much
That shouldnt be seen
Pleasing others rather than
first pleasing myself
Maybe that is why I hurt
when they say the things they say
You'll find someone in the end
What do they mean "the end"?

Life rarely gives you what you want
When you get something, whatever it is
Take it, and hold it.
Savor and learn to love it.
If it takes time or selfish choices
I'll take them.
Then, maybe
I'll go on being happy with myself,
So others will not think it is sad to be alone.


What makes me smile
meeting new people


What makes me livid
having best friends
being squashed by people .
being crowded .


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