For a long time now, I�ve always told myself and all of you viewer�s that; �I am my own canvas. My most amazing and independent creation is myself.� I do still believe this and live by this, but I�ve changed so much in such a short time that it�s hard to keep track of who I really am anymore. I always seem to be changing now, and I�ll admit, I enjoy it a lot more then who I used to be. Who I used to be, was stuck. Stuck in a world of all talk and no action. I�m someone stronger now, because of the obstacles I�ve had to face, and I�ve become someone -or at least part of someone- that I enjoy learning about. I want to be remembered and recognized for everything that I am. And honestly, I want to be able to get through my entire life feeling as comfortable as I am when I dress up. I�m a dreamer, yes. But I�m not entirely unrealistic. I know the world won�t stop revolving just because I need a moment to clear my head. But I also know, that time waits for no one. And if I�m going to get something done, I can�t let anything or anyone get the best of me.
I have goals and dreams that have no limit. I'm very passionate about the things I love. My dreams are the only thing guiding me through life right now, and I�ve decided to grab hold of them, and trust them entirely. My intuition will handle all the challenges, and I�ll get where I�m going, in due time. And maybe I�ll share those dreams with some of the people I know. I am so thankful for the people I have in my life. Though few and far between, the real friends worth having have stuck by me through all my struggles, and have always been part of the solution to any problems I may have had. For that, I will always be grateful.
My only word of advice to all passers-by, is don�t let anyone else control the way you think or how you act. From the people that are trying to tear you down, to the people who are helping you build yourself up. Do everything you do for you. You don�t have to be selfish to make yourself happy, or to feel good about the things you love.
I know what I am and I know what I'm not.

"Our purpose in life is not to get ahead of other people--but to get ahead of ourselves"
~Best damn fortune cookie I ever had.
Last Update: [09.17.10]