I'm complicated, It takes a lot to fully understand me, not many people take the time to try to, thoes who do I hold close. I'm a bit sadistic, I constantly laugh at myself if I hurt myself or cause someone else non-serious physical pain, it doesn't take much to make me smile. I love beautiful ideas, things like sunsets and pretty picture never fail to make me smile. Theres always a song stuck in my head, I break out into dance whenever I can. I actaully have had to go to the hospital from drinking to much monster, my dad actaully limits the amount I have now. My ribs begin to hurt when I'm stressed, the only person who catches on to that is Rachel, and she knows somethings wrong when I do that. I say the following way to much "seriously" "rediculous" "wicked" and "dude" if any of them please ignore me, its been a habbit since seventh grade. I like baking, I love making cookies, brownies, and pies, I still need to make cookies and brownies for Rachel. Now that I am seventeen, I plan to give blood once atleast every few months, I would like to help people. I'm bi-polar, I go from happy to sad or angry in a snap, I hate it. I'm happy ninty-nine percent of the time, I'm not a mean person, I try not to be. I have an amazing boyfriend named Alex, he makes me happy. I don't trust as easily as I used to, i've gotten fucked over to many times. I try to be as non-violent as possible, every once in a while I will break out the "i will kick your ass if you don't shut up." Its a habbit I have to break. I have a rediculous memory, I can memorize just about any song after listening to it once, I know almost every song that is played on the radio. That all started when I was four sitting in the car with my dad and "simple man" came on and I started singing along with it. I know just about every song on my i-tunes also. I'm obsessed with the video games on the adventures of Ratchet and Clank, besides Halo its the only game I play...and guitar hero. I change day-to-day, not nessarly my personality but I learn something everyday and it makes me who I am each day. My hero is God, everyone else will only let you down. Yes I do believe god, I do not believe in catholism, christianity, judiaism, I believe in what I want to believe in. I know I'll go to heaven if I'm a good person, and do my best at that. One day I'll be with the people I have lost and the people I will lose. As of right now I am a seventeen year old junior in highschool with the most amazing friends, a boy shes in love with, and a great family. I'm at the starting line of the rest of my life as ready as I've ever been. I stole this from my myspace.