Thank you for inviting me in different cults but I am too excentric to be in.I am not human, but a creature .Yes ,i have cam but it will be not switch on only because you have strong desire to see me naked .I do not care for your desire it is your own problem it is not mine .I am not part of your own show and i will be never part of it .First learn to controle your own desire to be wish-master .Every one smart hunter first learn how to watch ,how to be silent ,how to wait how to study every habit of his pray .That is art but this art is not easy for everyone .You do not listen your ancestors memory nor your human mind to made so stupid mistake .If you want something you must fight for it . My mind against yours.My ability against yours .Do you dare ???My dear bomber i just want to tell you how much i am grateful ,i love your hate it make me feel more and more stronger .You are simply one coward ,but still i am grateful for that what you are .:)I stand alone . I alredy have msn but i will not give it to nobody who i do not know very well and i do not call him/her my friend. So please do not ask me for it if i want i will give it to you.Normaly i am very peaceful creature ,that mean i do not harm even a fly or ant ,but do not push your luck farther i can be evil and nasty as demon ,so treat me as you want to be treat too .I am bookwarm ,i prefer to learn than to go out and to waste my time with stuff which are against my health .I have mania to develop skills and knowlidge , so i do not have mercy to my self at all ,i push my self to the end of the physical and psychic limit .I can change my psychic and emotional status for second to the grade that my own mother will not know me .Whatever i do you do not know me because i am like the moon one of my sides always is invisible but if i want i can turn it .I can be everything and nothing (this is not a joke ).I am a Guardian . I like to be alone ,if i am in company i prefer magician or artistic and intelligent people .I am not basic instinct creature ,even i do not have basic instincts ,my mind come first ,then my intuition and my instict are on the last place ,so you might struggle a lot if you are trying to provoke this kind of behavior in me . I am necromancer and medium so i work with dead stuff and the death itself .I am also eclectic magician and i practicevarious occut traditions and paths .
blade,poison plants,books ,writing,calligraphy,languages , magick,dangers,martial art.People who stand on battle field until last breath .People who still remember what does mean the word "honour ".Yoga .Breaking the habit . Being alone against everybody .Cemeteries .Night silence . wild animals .Dancing and singing .Hugging trees .Mist and fog .Sign of the Spirit .Water .Cold weapons .Wild nature .Art in each one of its forms.I love Thunder-storms they are my passion ,also i love strong wind .I love my brother kamui and my new sai .Herbs ,crystals .Gothic bellydancing .:)))
ignorant people ,mirrors ,pets ,sexmaniacs.I really dislike people who rate for me because they look for some sexual advance ,and when they do not take it they rate with reject . If you are such a person please keep your facking rate for your self .Nobody can manipulate me because of it . Virtual famous is not important for me so ,there is no way to be winner in this game .My mind is sharp as my blade so you are going to loose that game .Got it!I hate somebody to feel pity for me i will prefer hate than pity.Secrets . Sluts ,skinhead .Stupid people .Religious fanatics (it does not matter fanatic of which religion for me they are the same ).Men who treat women like animals for breading . Animals(men ) who rape or harm children and women (try it with me and you are death ).People who kill animals and trees without any logical reason .Me being lost and stupid and late for date .I still can not figure out how i am geting lost always.I guess i have mania for being lost , maybe because i must find my self finally.wow. I dislike hospitals and old houses with dark past . My own family and all people who treat me as monster even if i am not always like that and then did not like what they take .some people never do not learn that if you call something it may decide to show up . People who ask stupid question and people who are trying to touch me without permission or without serious reason about that .
My little fallen soldger.My dear brother and friend .Yes, i failed to save you from your killer .I only watched how your life was taken .One little angel stoped his attempt to help to people .You are gone ,yes i was weak i desided to fallow you intp to the grave .Fate saved me .I decided to leave because of you .To fight on your place when you was gone .I will fight to last breath for you and for me .They slayed you you was angel and fall first .I will not shall fall i am not angel ,yes i know everything for the darkness but you my fallen angel you protect me to lost my self into it. I will never forget you .I will love you forever .