May 21 June 9 1989 Female Peterborough Engaged Mother Eih
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Ears, lip Blonde Blue w/ orange flex 5'4 Slender Occasionally Reading None for you
My life revolves around Love. Without loving and being loved in return I am a depressive wreck. I cannot function properly or get my priorities straight without a companion, which makes lonelyness my number one weakness. I grew up without a father and a history of bad experiences with older men, I think that may be why I seek for a male attachment so desperately. Although I have mostly dated men, I have also had relationships with girls and I find the only difference is the personalities between each individual, not the gender. I have a short attention span, but if something catches my interest, I am extreamly dedicated to the point of seeming obsessed, which kinda creeps out people around me and if they are not like me, they tend to run away. I am shy but willing to always make new friends. I am a people pleaser, always trying to keep all my friends happy and entertained. I hope to live my life happily doing the things I am passionate about and be with the one I love until the day I die.
As above, my passion is love. I put my all into it, and it is the basis for all my other passions. I love to read. All my books have love. My favorite types of books are drama/action mangas and vampire romance novels. I also love to write stories, mostly about tragic love. Along with writting i like to draw scenes from my stories, usually the most passionate/affectionate/ or tragic moments of my writting i put into pictures. These passions make me feel happy when I am surounded by them. My books, and art, and love is what makes me feel most alive and it is all I really need in my life. Everything else is just a bonus.
What's my favorite thing about myself? That is a really hard question because most people focus attention on aspects of others instead of themselves, as do I... So after some thought I would have to say I like my personality as a whole. Although I do have many flaws, like every other human being, My personality brings me exactly what I desire in life. When I am being myself, I am happy and when I am happy I bring happiness to people around me. I love to make others happy and my personality does that, so that is my favorite aspect of myself I suppose.
My biggest fear would be loneliness which I had mentioned before. After that fear, it would be Ants. Ants scare the shit out of me, even a single ant will have my heart racing. I starting fearing ants when i was about 6 years old and tad pole fishing in a creek with a girl scout group called 'Sparks'. I was leaning against a tree and not paying attention. After only a few moments my skin felt very strange and i looked down to find my entire body was covered in black ants. I found that the tree i was leaning against was a home for an ant colony. Since that horrable few moments when I was little, every time I see an ant i begin to panic.
My dream is to be a forest fire fighter. With this successful, well paying job I want to have a good family with my wonderful husband (who will be my fience Jay) and my beautiful daughter Lillith
Wears: Converse shoes Faux fur & swead platformed boots Skinnies Baby T's Arm warmers Leg warmers Fuzzy socks Nail polish Underwear
Habbits: Drinking milk out of bag Eat Mac and Cheese from pot Doucing food in hot sause/Worcestershire sauce Cracking knuckles Worrying Over reacting Day dreaming Forgetting
Allergies: Ginger Rabbits Dog saliva African violets Dander B.S
Obsessions: Love Vampires Vampirefreaks Myspace MSN
Loves: Jay My baby girl Lillith Babies Hearts Skulls Sushi Peaches Lychee Swimming Fantasies Tatoos Piercings Long hair Aqua Black Rainbows Animals Cake designs Yaoi Anime Manga Novels
Dislikes: Pain Lies Fakes Posers People who don't know when to shut up People who chew with their mouth open Attention seekers Over needy boys Conceitedness Cockiness Animal cruelty Back stabbers Two faced bitches Rap
Music: AFI An Cafe Aphrodite Atreyu Basshunter Benny Benassi Blue October Boys Like Girls David Bowie Escape The Fate Gackt Guns n' Roses Hawthorne Heights Hyde Ilse de Lange Malice Mizer Metro Station Nightmare Placebo Rediscover Say Anything Secondhand Serenade Staind State of Shock Zyon
Games: Arcade DDR Karioke Boom Boom Rocket Soul Calibur Kung Fu Panda
Movies: Labyrinth Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back All Disney Thumbelina Lord Of The Rings Harry Potter (excluding #5) Beowulf (original) Nightmare Before Christmas Corpse Bride Interview With A Vampire Van Helsing Final Fantasy Advent Children
Jay (My Hero)
My lovely fiance. The connection we have is amazing. He saved me from myself when no one else could, and he brings me more happiness than anything in the world. With him there are no worries or stress and my heart feels so light. Sometimes I forget there is an outside world from our little paradise we have with each other. I care about him so deeply and he does the same for me. He's the one I now trust with my heart to keep it safe and I trust in him not to hurt me like the rest. I hope I don't disappoint him and always be his baby girl. I love you Hunny ^////^ you're my world!
Lillith (My baby girl) We bonded over a period of 9 months (41 weeks) and my love for her grew and grew, waiting to meet her. Even though at times she drove me insane while I tried so very hard to wait patiently, when she finally decided to make an appearance, she arrived quickly (though at the time very painfully), and it was all worth the wait, pain, and weight (lol). I love her more than the world and just can't get over how gorgeous she is and how much she looks like her daddy! I couldn't be happier and couldn't live without her now. My world is complete with her in it, and I'm excited to watch her grow, although I hope she doesn't grow TOO fast!
Rii ( My knight )
Everyone now a days calls him Wago or Stephen, but to me he will always be Rii and I prefer being the only one calling him that, it makes me feel special. I gave him the nickname Riichu like a pokemon and I'm his pokemon trainer May, teehee. Anyways he has his very sweet moments and then his very confusing distant moments but i love him none the less and he will always mean a lot to me no matter what. I hope he stays around this time and doesn't leave and I hope he knows I do need him in my life forever as my best friend.
Ely ( My Star )
This girl makes me smile. I love her dearly like my soul sister (She always says "May don't get all spiritual on me!" haha). Whenever we are together its like nothing matters and we will make it through anything as long as we are together. We made a vow to eachother to be together forever and have our kids date each other hehe as well as become very old and wrinkley neighbours. I can never stay sad for too long when I have her around, she is like my support, I just hope I don't lean on her too much. I am there for her as much as she is for me, and I just have to say she is the cutest girl I have ever met! I hope she never has to go through any tough times alone and I hope she knows I am always a call or text away.
Jillian (Tweek)
Jill has always been a special person to me since we were about 6-ish back when we met in church. We've had so many little adventures growing up. I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't have her in my life. Though our lives have parted and we rarely see eachother, she is still in my heart and will always be my bestie. No matter how much time we go without talking, when tend to still be very similar. She always makes me smile and I miss her dearly.
These people helped me out in my life and held me together when i fell apart. Even though we have our falling outs at times, they are the ones I need to be happy.
Likes:
Yaoi, trees, snakes, anime, fuzzy things (like socks, gloves, slippers.. Etc), blood, squirrels, torture, sushi, imagining death, Lychee, Vampire books, Vampires (biting and sharp teeth mmm....), Labyrinth (with David Bowie he is so hot!), romance, cake (with pretty designs), and hearts
Dislikes:
Lies, Fakes, Posers, Girls in general, People who don't know when to shut up, attention seekers, over needy boys, conceitedness, cockiness, animal cruelty, back stabbers, two faced bitches, people who chew with their mouth open, most rap music.
Favorite Music:
AFI An Cafe Anna Nalick Aphrodite Atreyu Basshunter Benny Benassi Blue October Boys Like Girls David Bowie Escape The Fate Gackt Guns n' Roses Hawthorne Heights Hyde Hyocrisy Ilse de Lange Lady Sovereign Malice Mizer Metro Station Nightmare Placebo Rediscover Say Anything Secondhand Serenade Seether Staind State of Shock Zwei Zyon Link 1: http://www.myspace.com/may_sage
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