NEVER EVER EVER FOREVER BABY BIRD THE WIND BLOWING SHALL NOT KNOCK ME DOWN, DOESN'T BLOW PAST ME, IT FLOWS & BLOWS WITHIN MY MIND. CAN YOU FEEL THE CHILL RUNNING THROUGH YOUR SOUL SHAKING YOUR SPINE AS YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES?
Status: I HAVE FOUND LUV IN A WATER PARK OF ALL THE PLACES HAHA
Sex: female Age: 28 Location: FANTASY LAND,
Ohio, United States
Member since: August 23, 2009 Account: Free Account
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I AM THE ONE WHO IS EASY TO HATE, THOUGHT TO BE WEIRD & CRAZY, OH SO HARD TO LOVE BUT EVEN HARDER TO LET GO OF ONCE YOU ARE ATTACKED. HA HA I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FLOAT IN CALM WATERS SINCE I'M ALWAYS ROCKING IN THE BIGGEST WAVES OF EXCITEMENT, THRILLS, SPONTANEOUS, WICKED, CRAZY, FULL LIFE ADVENTURES IN ONE GOAL TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. I DON'T WANT DRAMA BUT HAVE A HEART BIGGER THAN LIFE ITSELF. I HAVE LIVED A VERY FULL LIFE AND HAVE KNOWLEDGE MOST COULDN'T HANDLE FOR THAT I AM ALWAYS OPEN MINDED AND OPEN TO ANYTHING NO MATTER WHAT EXTREME. I KNOW NOT HOW TO STOP AND TAKE A BREATH FOR I'M ALWAYS ON THE MOVE. ITS SIMPLE TO SEE ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW ME THAT I AM ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY AND VERY EXTRAORDINARY WITH EYES OF STEAM FILLED PASSIONS AND DREAMS OF UNKNOWN SATISFACTIONS THAT KEEP MY CRAVING MORE & MORE TILL I BURST OUT IN ACTIONS THAT MAKES ONE WONDER - WHO IS THAT GIRLIE AND WHERE HAS SHE BEEN, I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF HER, I CRAVE THE INTENSITY SHE HAS WITH IN HER ITS LIKE AN ADDICTION I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND. HAHA WELL THERE YA GO I'M CRAZY WILD AND WEIRD AND LOVING AND DEEP AND THAT'S JUST ME EITHER YOU LOVE ME OR HATE ME BUT I WILL WORN THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN.I LOVE TO PARTY, GO TO CONCERTS, LOVE ENJOYING AND CREATING All KINDS OF ART THAT THERE IS, PERSONALITY IS EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING FOR ME I'M ALWAYS MAKING MINE MORE INTERESTING, YUP FOR SURE JUST GET TO KNOW ME AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY I'M SURE.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ------------------------------------------------------------ SORRY IT WILL BE A BIT BEFORE I GET MY PROFILE ALL SELF INDULGINGLY ARTISTIC LOL YES I KNOW ITS SPELLED WRONG I JUST LIKE THE WAY IT SOUNDS HAHA MUAH----
Likes
ART, MUSIC, DANCE, NATURE, MID-EVIL TIMES, OLD WORLD STUFF, CARPATHIAN MOUNTAINS, SWIMMING/WATER, CREATIVITY, LEARNING, DREAMING/FANTASIZING"NOT SEX MUCH MORE THAN THAT",READING, WRITING-&-READING-POETRY, SONGS, BOOKS, SHORT STORY'S, PHRASES/QUOTES, PASSION, DESIRES, ROMANCE, EVERYTHING MYTHICAL WORLDISH, MYTHICAL CREATURES, I HAVE MANY LIKE SO ASK AND SHARE BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY THIS IS WHAT I LIKE SO MUCH I SEEK WITHIN MY LIFE,,,SPONTANEOUS, ADVENTURE, CHALLENGES, EXCITEMENT, JOY, LAUGHTER, PLEASURE, PLAYFULNESS, HAPPINESS, A FULL LIFE, SATISFACTION, FULL OVERALL STIMULATION-MIND, BODY, SPIRIT, SOUL, EMOTIONAL, SENSATIONAL-SIGHTS SOUNDS, THOUGHTS, FEELING, TASTES, PHYSICAL, I PRETTY MUCH WANT THE RIGHT THINGS IN LIFE THAT MAKE ME FEEL SO ALIVE FILLED WITH ALL GRACIOUS THINGS IN LIFE, TO BE FILLED WITH EVERYTHING I DESIRE--- FEW YEARS AGO I DIED FOR 2 DAY I DIED AGAIN AND AGAIN WHY I'M STILL ALIVE AND KEPT COMING BACK I DO NOT KNOW, BUT WHAT I FELT WAS NOT AS OTHERS SAY DEATH IS LIKE, THERE WAS NO BRIGHT LIGHT FOR ME NOR FEELING FREE- IT WAS PURE NOTHINGNESS, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS ME, NO FEELING OF BODY NOT EVEN THE FEELING OF MY SOUL & SPIRIT WITHIN THIS DARK NOTHINGNESS- I REMEMBER COMING BACK FOR BRIEF MOMENTS TERRIFIED THAT I WOULD BECOME NOTHING THERE WOULD BE NOTHING, AS EVERYTHING RUSHED IN AS I CAME TO IT ACTUALLY HURT TO FEEL IT ALL AT ONCE AFTER FEELING NOTHING AT ALL, CLINICALLY AFTER EVERY PART OF MY BODY STOPPING SO MANY TIMES ON AND OFF FOR 2 DAYS I SHOULD NOT BE HERE IT WAS AN IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION, YET BY THE SECOND DAY WHEN THE PARAMEDICS CAME MY HEART AND LUNGS HAD STOPPED SO MANY TIMES I LOST BLOOD FLOW AND OXYGEN TO MY BODY, UNDERSTAND I LAID THERE IN MY BED UNABLE TO MOVE ONE BIT I WAS LIKE A PETRIFIED TREE STILL THERE AND SOMEWHAT ALIVE YET FROZEN AS IF DEAD. IT WAS THIS MOMENT IN MY LIFE THAT I REALIZED I WANT TO BE UNDEAD AS I AM, I WANT TO HAVE IT ALL EVERYTHING I COULD EVER DESIRE AS I WILL ACHIEVE GETTING ALL OF IT I CAN BEFORE I GO TO THAT PLACE THAT I HAD BEEN, YET DEEP WITHIN ME I FEEL I HAD NOT BEEN LIVING BEFORE I HAD DIED THAT MAYBE I HAD NOTHINGNESS FOR THE REASON ALONE THAT I WAS EMPTY AND ALONE NOT LIVING. THAT IF I NOW LIVE AS THE UNDEAD AWOKEN FROM MY DEATH THAT THERE IS A DIFFERENT END FOR ME WHEN MY TIME COMES. I DO NOT KNOW WHY I'M STILL ALIVE AND NOT DEAD, I KNOW I AM UNDEAD, I WAS SENT TO THAT PLACE OF DEATH FOR A REASON, I WAS BROUGHT BACK FOR A REASON, FOR WHICH ANSWERS TO THE REASONS I MAY NEVER KNOW, BUT WITHIN ME I HAVE SET IN STONE THAT I WILL NOT LET MY LIFE END INTO NOTHINGNESS FOR I HAVE BEEN TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, LIVED THROUGH HELL ON EARTH, SUFFERED FROM THAT WHICH COMES FROM HELL, FOR I AM TAINTED I HAVE BLACK STAINES IN MY SOUL, MY SPIRIT IS AWOKEN AS I AM HERE AS ONE OF THE UNDEAD, MY POWER IS STRONG, MY WILL MAKES IT STRONGER, MY MIND FEEDS MY WILL, MY LIFE FEEDS MY MIND, THIS WORLD FEEDS MY LIFE, AS I 1 OF THE UNDEAD WILL USE MY POWER TO FEED INTO THIS WORLD, TILL I HAVE DONE WHAT IS MENT FOR ME TO DO THERE IS A NEW WORLD A KINDOME OUT THERE THAT AWAITS ME WHERE I WILL GO TO BE A MASTER AFTER I HAVE TRAINED IN THIS WORLD WE ARE IN NOW, FOR I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THAT PLACE OF NOTHINGNESS, THE PLACE I ONCE BELONGED, THAT AWAITED ME IN HELL. ASK ME WHAT YOU MAY ABOUT THIS AND I, TELL ME ALL FOR I WILL NOT MIND, FEED ME LIFE AS I WILL FEED YOURS, GIVE ME STRENGTH AND I AM YOURS, SHARE ALL PLEASURES IN THIS WORLD FOR MY KINGDOM THAT AWAITS MY ALSO BE YOURS. TAKE A WALK WITH ME AND WE SHALL SEE IF THERE IS A PLACE FOR YOU AND ME TO PLAY IN AND BE FREE, LIKE ALL WINGED CREATURES DO IN THE WIND, FOR I WILL SHOW YOU MY PLAYGROUND AS I ASK YOU SHOW ME YOURS. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS AND WHO I NOW AM AND WHO I WILL BE AND HOW ALL THIS CAME TO BE. WHY DID I PUT THIS INTO LIKES SECTION WELL, CAUSE IT EXPLAINS WHAT I LIKE WHY I LIKE IT AND HOW I LIKE IT LOL-- LIFE AS ONE OF THE UNDEAD
Dislikes
PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT STRAIGHT UP WITH ME, LIKE I'M A THREAT OR SOMETHIN-SHEESH JUST TELL ME WHATS UP,I MEAN IF WE ARE FRIENDS AND THERE'S SOMETHING YOU DISLIKE ABOUT ME OR THAT I HAVE SAID OR DONE WELL TELL ME, LACK OF COMMUNICATION IS LACK OF DEALING WITH ISSUES THUS SITUATIONS CAN NOT BE RESOLVED, I DON'T MIND CHANGING THINGS ONE BIT THOUGH I WON'T CONFORM TO BE EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE I'LL ADJUST MYSELF TO FIT. EVEN IF WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY IS HURTFUL & MAY MAKE ME CRY WELL SO WHAT I'LL GET OVER IT BUT IF YOUR LIE & DECEIVE ME WELL I WON'T GET OVER IT SO MUCH I'LL JUST GET ANNOYED STAND TALL, LEARN TO COMPOSE YOURSELF LIKE A CIVILIZED BEING. HEY IF I JUST WANTED PEOPLE TO PLAY SEX GAMES WITH ME I WOULDN'T BE ONLINE FOR THAT SO IF THAT'S ALL YOU WANT AND ALL YOUR LIL BRAIN CAN HANDLE WELL DON'T BOTHER SAYING HI TO ME, I HAVE NO USE FOR ONLY SEX FOR MY VERY SPECIAL HIGHER BEING CRAVES MUCH MORE THAN A QUICK BODY RELEASE. PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO BRING ME ANY JOY,EXCITEMENT,INTELLECTUAL INTERACTIONS & CONVERSATIONS OR LAUGHTER, I GOT ENOUGH DRAMA IN MY LIFE I DON'T NEED YOURS, IN FACT I GET ONLINE TO BE ENTERTAINED, INTRIGUED, CHALLENGED, TO THINK ABOUT NEW, INTERESTING THINGS OUT OF MY PREDICTABLE DAILY ROUTINES/LIFE, AS WELL AS TO STIR UP REAL PASSIONS & DESIRES "NOT MEANING SEX" THERE'S MUCH MORE TO PASSION & DESIRE SO IF YOU CAN'T THINK OF WHAT I'M REFERRING TO THAN THE KIND ON YOUR MIND I FULLY DISLIKE, PEOPLE WHO JUDGE OTHERS AND DICTATE UPON OTHERS WHEN ITS NOT THEIR PLACE NOR RIGHT"WE ALL HAVE FLAWS & ISSUES EVEN YOU JUDGMENTAL DICTATORS SO GET OVER IT & GET OVER YOURSELF & DEAL WITH YOUR OWN FLAWS & ISSUES TILL YOU GET YOURSELF PERFECT DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT DIRECTING YOUR ATTENTION TOWARDS ME & ACCEPT YOU'LL NEVER BE PERFECT NOR I, BUT I DON'T JUDGE & DICTATE." HA HA YEAH I HAVE MANY THINGS THAT IRRITATE ME BUT I'M HONEST SO HOPE YOU CAN HANDLE IT, BUT MOSTLY MY ONLY PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE ARE THE THINGS THEY DO & SAY WITHOUT USING THEIR BRAINS TO THINK FIRST, DISRESPECTFUL, CRUEL, ABUSIVE, SELFISH, EMOTIONLESS, INCONSIDERATE, CHILDISH, MEANINGLESS, ACTIONS & WORDS & PERSONALITY'S THAT COME OUT OF PEOPLE HAVE NO PLACE IN MY LIFE, ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE YOUR LIFE TO ITS FULLEST, YOUR HORRIFYING MISSOURI THAT SEEPS OUT OF YOU LIKE WASTED TOXIC GAS IS SO HARMFUL IT SHOULD BE REMOVED FROM THIS WORLD & YES I MEAN YOU, YOU PREY UPON THE WEEK TO MAKE YOU OWN MISSOURI FEEL AS IF YOUR OF IMPORTANCE & STRONG, WELL GUESS WHAT YOUR WEAK ITS MUCH TOUGHER TO THINK FIRST & RESTRAIN YOURSELF, TO HAVE SELF CONTROL, AS WELL AS BEING A PRODUCTIVE BEING IN THIS WORLD NOT A WAIST OF AIR & FOOD. SO JUST GROW UP & LEAVE ME ALONE FOR TOO MANY OF YOU HAVE POSED AS MY FAMILY & FRIENDS AS FORGIVING AS I AM I NO LONGER WANT ANY OF YOU IN MY LIFE, I NEED NOTHING FROM YOU, YOUR FAKE WITHOUT ANYTHING VALUABLE TO GIVE ME THAT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME. ~~~OH AND FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS THAT IS NOT LIKE THE PEOPLE I LISTED ABOVE KNOW THAT I PROMISE I AM NOT A MEAN CRUEL HARSH PERSON, I JUST REALLY DESPISE WITH FULL DISTASTE TO THOSE WHO ARE SOULLESS HEARTLESS AND BRAINLESS THAT THEY HAVE TO BE CRUEL, MEAN, HARSH, ABUSIVE, DISRESPECTFUL PEOPLE THAT HURT THOSE SUCH AS MYSELF-WHO GIVE EVERYTHING TO PLEASE AND BRING JOY AND GREAT THINGS IN LIFE.
Favorite Music
I HAVE MANY- MY FAVORITE IS EGYPT CENTRAL- ANYTHING THAT BRINGS ME TO LIFE AND MAKES ME WANT TO MOVE.FANTASY LAND ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~