'You save the world one person at a time. All else is grandiose romanticism, or politics.' - Charles Bukowski
Status: Sometimes, all we need to continue alone, is the sound of the dead rattling the walls, that close us in.
Sex: male Age: 20 Location: Ocala,
Florida, United States
Member since: January 19, 2009 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single Minion to:DearDeadDeer Having sex with:DearDeadDeer
Location; Ocala, Fl, USA.
I'm pretty optimistic for being so cynical,
I try to see the best in people.
I'm usually lost in thought, so I miss out on most of the little things,
But when I notice the little things, i'm the first one to thank somebody for them.
I'm self destructive, and very repressed. I suffer from Dysthymia, and I'm under-medicated.
I'm a little bit overprotective, and in turn seemingly violent, or abrasive.
I'm constantly trying to learn new things, but it's hard unless the topic is of interest.
I'm one of those guys who'll blow a hundred dollars on a friend he hardly knows,
But will never remember a girlfriends birthday, or even my own.
I try to be as friendly as possible to everyone,
but I have a temper I can barely contain if you do manage to piss me off.
I'm cold, calculating, and ready to make the hard decisions nobody else is able to.
I spend the majority of my time studying, I prefer it to social interaction.
I stand up for people who can't stand up for themselves, even if I don't know them.
I'll argue from a standpoint I don't agree with, just so I can make sure the argument is fought from all sides.
I was home schooled, and therefore self educated.
My parents were not involved in my studies, at all.
I'm waiting to enroll in community college for my AA, hopefully next semester.
I've read over a thousand books, and all forms of writing are my passion. I want to be a librarian.
I'm a good liar, and very manipulative.
I have an urge to lie constantly, but I refuse to.
Anything else, and just ask. I'll reply honestly, for better or worse.
Vincent Van Goh,
Leonardo Da Vinci.
Bret Easton Ellis,
E. E. Cummings,
Edgar Allan Poe.
Recreational drug abuse,
This is a long list, I'll try to keep it short.
Jenny Owen Youngs,
Built To Spill,
Godspeed! You Black Emperor,
Nine Inch Nails (Old),
System Of a Down (Pre-mesmerize),
The Jim Carrol band,
John Butler Trio,
Alice in Chains,
The Apples in stereo,
The Death Set,
Right Away Great Captain,
And quite a few others.
In matter of fact, i'm not much of a fan of industrial, or darkwave, or syth.
I think it's okay.
But, Whatever works.