i am who i am i dont turn myself into something suitable for those who will not accept e for who i am to long have i wallowed in despair too long have i been silent this is not a cry for attention... but a message that once again i have risen from the ashes from my own damnation to try this again try my search all over again i will not stop as i have said in the past... i have grown stronger physically and mentally what you see is what you get i do not desire to be nothing more then what i wish to be it is your choice to look with both eyes and mind at the person before you whether you see a monster or a man i tell you this embrace the nightmare for we are all monsters in our own way.....

nature and society i adore all things good within this amazing and beautiful place and all things bad because it all makes up the world i live in.. my life is ment to be lived enjoying the world rather then hating it embracing the nightmare means that you can also embrace your dreams with no fear you can tackle any obstacle

why waste time writing about what i dislike seems to be a waste really to spend that extra amount of energy to something negative? dont get me wrong venting is lovely and such but cmon im here to meet people

ask me tis good conversation starter