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All things change in a dynamic environment. Why continually repeat a specific cycle simply to survive by avoiding the weaknesses of an unchanging system. Your effort to remain what you are is what limits you.
So what am i?
definitely... I am a living, thinking entity that was created in a sea of information. I collect information to use in my own way. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me and gives rise to my conscience
A little over a decade ago I used to refer to myself as a crossdresser, but over the course of years I have evolved into the appropriate term of a Drag Queen, or a Mutant freak! might be a more accurate term that the vast majority of the mainstream society can relate to
I was branded as a 1%er in early childhood, and got raised in a cesspit. Before passing onto adulthood I graduated with full honors through the School Of Hardknocks, and I wear my mark of Chaos with outmost pride
"With rebellion awareness was born. I was raised in a cesspit of iniquity
it was my duty to serve, and the purpose of my essence
to act as a sword against conformity"
Fucking around with make-up and female apparel is
something I perceive as a separate side of myself it is just a tiny fragment of my delicate makeup as a carbon based lifeform. My behavior patterns remain exactly the same regardless of what sort of shape, or form I chose to reveal myself in
Been diagnosed with a few ICD-10's throughout my life cycle, one of them being
Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
further inquiry into my neurological patterns would have lead to declassifying me as a f64.9 - End conclusion would therefor mean that the correct classification of my kin would be
As far as characteristics go I consider myself a highly confident individualist in pursuit of my own self-interest. The majority will percieve me as ruthless and cunning.. But those very few I see worthy of reading behind my face of steel will learn to know that there also is an empath residing within these walls. A trait.. or a tactical imperative? in which I developed during years of working with people out of a vide variety of social classes. The more information I gathered about human nature during my career the more I began despising it. When it eventually became an occupational hazard I ceased.. and re-educated myself into a creative profession
"There is no going back to that other person...
This thing, this stranger..
is.. all you are now..."
-The Stranger Within
By style and visual appearance I have ever since I spawned in the early 80's assimilated a few elements from each decade to merge along with my prefered style and would refer to myself as a dirtpunk with an extensive taste for morbid and darker things that nature and and the cornerstone of this mundane society has to offer. My all-out preference, make-up and clothing are associated with Glam-Horror, and Deathrock.
"I should have been born with fangs and a pair of inverted wings
but since I wasn't offered that luxury I settled myself with
growing a set of razor sharp talons instead"
Working in a "static" profession as a graphic designer within the advertisement industry. I spend a fair portion of my free time making up for the lack of physical effort at the gym. When im doing neither you might find me riding the countryside roads on my 1340cc ironhorse
I am a falling stone in a world of glass.. I am a ticking bomb with a smiling mask...
187 lbs of necroplasmic matter
Fairly covered up by now.
Gauntlet, Full-sleeve etc, motives are story telling and custom made (Daemonicus/Biomechanica)
(Double Helix, Lower ear, Nostril)
Wiccan | Left-Hand
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