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DelaTrance

"If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow... or be destroyed by the suffering as i am in"
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DelaTrance

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Sex: other
Age: 33
Location: A shithole called Oslo, Norway
Status: Widow
Rating: 9.75
Rating points: 497
Member since: January 18, 2012
Last logged in: November 27, 2014, 10:20pm
Occupation: Graphic Designer
Account Status: Premium Member
Rated by: 51 people

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All things change in a dynamic environment. Why continually repeat a specific cycle simply to survive by avoiding the weaknesses of an unchanging system. Your effort to remain what you are is what limits you.


So what am i? Alternate sure... Weird indeed... Complex definitely... I am a living, thinking entity that was created in a sea of information. I collect information to use in my own way. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me and gives rise to my conscience. A decade ago I used to refer to myself as a crossdresser, but over the course of years I have evolved into the appropriate term of a Drag Queen, or a proper freakshow* might be a more accurate term that most "normals" can relate to. Fucking around with make-up and female apparel is not! something I see as an separate side of myself it is just a tiny fragment of my delicate makeup as a carbon based lifeform. My behavior patterns remain exactly the same regardless of what sort of shape, or form I chose to reveal myself in. You could say I am authentically androgynous by mind.

Because in my world gender is just a term without meaning..

I find most labels to be inconclusive. but since labels are so crucial to most in this mundane society I find myself stuck in! well.. then you feel free to label me what the fuck you want for yourself.

I was condemned to Davy Jones locker at early age and was raised in an synthetic atmosphere as a bi-product to society.. Evaluated by "professionals" as an individual prone to excessive violence and considered a lost cause...

I was shut down for many years.. and during the period of self imprisonement i developed a formidable ability to adapt to my surroundings with my chameleon like appearance and many worn masks. Living out a life in this fashion came with a pricetag attached to it still.. As my emotions had to be suppressed daily in order for me not to burn my closest and beloved ones by accidence by revealing my true creation..

The price i have to pay for operating in this state is latent depression.. But i sometimes still find a bizarre sense of sweet tasting comfort in tormenting myself mentally while operating in distress since it is only in this deep state of mind that can truly remind myself that i am alive inside...

" The tranquility of Happiness is a corruption
of the senses, and a delusion of the mind."
~Dela


I seem incapable of sensing the feeling of joy or take pride in what i accomplish in life.. Victorious achievements always grants me the feeling of slipping further into eternal emptiness...

My destructive nature has over the course of years allowed itself to remain partially restrained by maintaining a elevated degree of self-control.. But my whole aura is still radiating with viciousness...

I am a falling stone in a world of glass.. i am a ticking bomb with a smiling mask...

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Graphic Designer
Height: 5’6″
Weight: 191 lbs
Tattoos: Four (Lower arm right, upper arm right, Chest right, Full sleeve left arm stretched down rear shoulder including lower-back )
Bodypiercings: Currently at eight (Double Helix, Lower ear, Nose)
General interests: Photography, and dark poetry
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Emily_Somnium

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Sep 21, 2014, 04:52am
thank you for props ;]

Hole_In_My_Soul

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Sep 20, 2014, 04:38am
thanks for props!

Krechar

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Sep 13, 2014, 05:37pm

Thank you, and sadly your right, not many people put effort now and days.


ZanderHaruki

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Sep 09, 2014, 05:06pm
thank you so much

Dush108

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Sep 04, 2014, 08:59pm
Nice profile DT :-D

CandyOverdose

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Aug 16, 2014, 05:36am
Thank you star2

BluCrush047

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Aug 10, 2014, 11:57pm
You're welcome

NordicKnight

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Aug 04, 2014, 07:49pm
Iverksett 'Bing' - eller Google, som noen av dere fortsatt bruker.... :-D

NordicKnight

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Aug 01, 2014, 07:41pm
One of the most interesting profiles that I have read in a very long time. And your photos are mind-numbing and really out-of-the-ordinary, to say the least. They are powerful. And angry. Unlike you, I don't blame my irritation towards society and the world on the society and / or the world. I believe that ALL humans suffer - whether they realise it or not - and that some humans see and feel the suffering - in themselves and in others - more easily than others. I also believe that ALL humans can be diagnosed with a 'mental disorder' - just for having lived for a while on this earth. Living is just one paradox after the other. And if your start thinking about it instead of keeping your petty everyday life filled with just as petty details and routines, you will eventually go 'mad' and / or choose to live on the edge of society. Or leave the society. Or even life. Sooner or later we all leave anyway...

But I'm rambling. Hopefully no harm done. This is just the way my brain works. It's highly critical, very irritated, and somewhat angry. Not at people. At the concept of 'existence'. At this flickering light between two dark eons. And not knowing WHY I have to experience this.

I give you a 10 for your outstanding presence in our world.

All the best

Mylène

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Jul 24, 2014, 01:30am
hey! i wear a size 32 =)