"In the end we're all just food for the maggots"-grimkney "And thus I clothe my naked villainy, With old odd ends stolen forth from holy writ, And seem a saint when most I play the devil."
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Sex: male Age: 21 Location: Appleton,
Wisconsin, United States
Member since: August 30, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single and looking Occupation: shitty clerk job at a gas station year-round, except oct.
"Life is the dead and rotting corpse that makes up our universe, People are the maggots feeding on the dwindling remains, ignorantly using up the last of what this world gives us to survive." - Jason Grimkney Armbruster On that Quote alone, many will misjudge me, few will understand the meaning, and fewer still will truly comprehend the deep and tragic truth of what i speak. Sadly even less than those that do, will even begin to understand me, who i am, and what i stand for, my beliefs, my passions, my reason for existence. My name is Jason, I am a person, i have thoughts and emotions, motives, intelligence, resources, and i am capable of both Great and Terrible things. You will do well to remember that, many .."people" tend to forget that they aren't in this world alone and that this realm does not revolve around them. That's a mistake that one should never make, for it will destroy you, inside and out, it will eat away at your very essence until you are nothing but a shriveled sad and unshapely version of what you could have been. I am a good friend and an even better ally should you need one. Those that choose to actually get to know me and judge for them selves from what they see first hand, will know this to be true, those that don't, that let their ignorance blind them, will never see the true friend in me. Sadly that's how this world is, many people look but not see, some may not even know how or comprehend the difference. We have beauty around us everyday and take it for granted, actions like this will only bring despair into our lives and our world. Nothing is truly given, and nothing is "set in stone", you must work and strive to accomplish what you want in this world, as sappy as it sounds there is nothing but truth to that. It took me longer than i would of hoped to come to that revelation but in the end the only one that cares about you, is you. others care but may not always care or be there to care, at times they may not care to care. you have to survive for yourself, if you want happiness you must take it, because it will not always be given. Many trials and challenges lie before us in life, it's a lesson that prepares us for the next life to come, everyday you learn new things, everyday a new hardship, a new experience, if you don't take that first step towards the ledge, how will you ever jump? I have a passion for body modification in all it's forms, tho many would judge us for it, be it piercings, tattoos, scarification, implants, even just dyeing your hair, and so on People will judge us all, but what do we have to be ashamed of, for what reason should we hide and endure such vast and vicious ridicule, for modifying ourselves to look how we feel, to be who we want to be, everyone one of us is an individual, and when done for the right reasons body modification is beauty in it's purest form, some might dare say the next step towards evolution of all humanity, what's wrong with being happy? those who accuse, mock and ridicule us for being more of an individual than them do so out of fear and subconscious confusion, truly they just don't understand and may never "get it". life's different like that, there are those who find their aspiration for beauty and passion, and those that may never unlock it, we all have the potential within us, sometimes it's through tough experiences and self searching that we find such gifts. I have several scars, one tattoo, and two piercings, with all hope and intention i indeed plan on multiplying the number of tattoos, and probably piercings as well. I, like many and yet few, have a gift for the arts for inspiration & creation. To put it more simply I'm rather good with a pencil and paper, as well as my imagination, and that of crafts, masks, costumes & such. I like to be active a couple times a week if at all possible, my favorite of all exercise activities would be Parkour. I'm not explaining it. I work at Burial Chamber Haunted Complex, in Neenah Wisconsin 500 lake st. I've been working there, every year since 2008, it is one of the very few fires that light my otherwise dark world, and it is a flame that i hope to never be extinguished. If you wish to know me, to have a good friend, then add me, talk to me, and we will see where the road takes us. I show respect to those that i feel deserve it and show me respect in return. If you can't comprehend this then you would do best not to contact me, because i have no room for those that can't respect me. I have a medical condition called Diabetes, I am Type 1, which means i contracted it Genetically, basically i was born with it, there is no cure... yet, and it's not something i care to talk about so please do not bring it up at least for a while. I like to be romantic, and i am a very open person. the topic of sex does not bother me at all, and for different reasons than you would think, my mother has managed an adult party store wince i was little so sex and the topic of such is kinda normal to me. It's our imperfections that make us and we should try to embrace them. I'm looking for someone That likes me for me, that doesn't need any changes, and can appreciate how special of a person i am. (Everyone is special in their own way, even if we don't always like to admit it) a girl that will believe in me even when i don't. i'm a very deep person, tho it doesn't show too often. My dream in life is to get into Making movies for a living, eventually hollywood movies. I swear/Curse a lot, that's just how i talk it doesn't mean i'm a bad person or that i'm angry, i just got over getting upset about people saying a word, if someone else wants to get upset let them i could care less. I Love girls with short/shorter hair, that doesn't mean i don't like long too but i like shorter hair more on girls. also i don't like bigger women, sorry i'm just not attracted to it, a little bit is ok, no one is perfect but average & under to a LITTLE above average is all i go for. sorry but ya can't help what your attracted too. also i've been losing weight at a steady pace lately which i am proud of. Remember..." in the end we're all just food for the Maggots"..
Likes
Movies, Parkour, Martial Arts, Ancient Japanese Weaponry (Katana, Bow Staves, etc..), Music,Hanging with My Friends, Girls, Drinking, Tattoos, Piercings, girls, Video Games, Acting at Burial Chamber haunted Complex in Neenah, Wisconsin every year since '08 in october. Hangin with my Fam like Thumper, Rev, digger, and Glennjamin. Why don't you ask and make it more interesting...
Dislikes
who are you kidding your not gunna read this anyway... and if you wanna know then ask.
Favorite Music
I Severly need to update this part!!!!!! since i'm toolazy to do it right now, here's some of them top bands i listen to (not in any specific order): Murder dolls, Slipknot, Frankenstein Drag queens From Planet 13, Wednesday 13, Lordi, Devil Driver, Rob Zombie/White Zombie, Artists from Psychopathic Records, The Jokerr, Cradle of Filth, Damien Zygote, Corporate Avenger, Children of Bodom, Hed P.E. , KMK, alot of these are off the top of my head i do listen to more stuff like combichrist, etc just not as often. those my music changes on my mood, most of these are frequent. ----------------------------------------------------------- 3 Doors Down, AnyBodyKilla, AC/DC, Alice Cooper, All That Remains, Anarchy Club, Apocalyptica, Armor For Sleep, Atomship, Atreyu, Black Light Burns, Black Sabbath, Bleeding Through, BloodHound Gang, Bon Jovi, Boondox, Bowling For Soup, Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Bullets and Octane, Cannibal Corpse, Celldweller, Chester Bennington, Children of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Crossbreed, Damien Zygote, The Damning Well, Dark Lotus, Death Cab For Cutie, Deftones, Demon Hunter, Dethklok, Devil Driver, Disturbed, Dope, Dropkick Murphy, Drowning Pool, Dry Cell, Earshot, Evanescence, Five Finger Death Punch, Flogging Molly, Flyleaf, GodHead, Godsmack, Guns N' Roses, H.I.M., Hinder, Insane Clown Posse, Johnny Cash, Journey, KISS, Kittie, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Lamb of God,Leaves Eyes Life House, Linkin Park, Lordi, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence, Motley Crue, Motograter, Motorhead, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nonpoint, Ozzy, Papa Roach, Powerman 5000, Puscifer, Queen, Rage Against The Machine, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Satyrcon, Seether, Sevendust, Shadows Fall, ShineDown, Skillet, Slaves On Dope, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Snow Patrol, Soil, Soilwork, Soulfly, Spineshank, Stabbing Westward, Static-X, Still Remains, Stone Sour, Three Days Grace, Trapt, Twisted Sister, Twiztid, Union Underground, The Used, Wednesday 13, White Zombie, Within Temptation, Zeromancer, and much Much more....
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