DeLiRiUm696

"I write differently from the way I speak, I speak differently from the way I think, I think differently from the way I should think - and so it goes on into the darkest depths of infinity"- F.Kafka
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DeLiRiUm696
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Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: das Ende der Welt, New York, United States
Orientation: Gay
Rating: 9.77
Rating points: 381
Member since: December 17, 2007
Last logged in: July 04, 2009, 07:32pm
Status: VF Addict
Occupation: daydreaming..because the night is full of nightmares
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 39 people
Latest Journal Entry: mirror,mirror tell me the truth i cant say[unfinished]   June 16, 2009, 12:30am

Profile:

Hi.I'm Delirium...Let me start this by telling you, i'm hypocritical,occasionally sociopathic and a little strange,but I love who I am because it means i'm not a mindless drone.

I don't know much about people..or how to treat them..if I come across as a cunt.Get used to it or get lost easy as that. my friends call me Deli...or Del.{or jake,jakk,or sally.}

Never judge me based on how I look, you cant because I look different everyday, and if you know me you know that.

I repeat myself alot and I hate typos though I make them constantly.


i have trouble trusting people.
i change my mind a lot..but i will always love the penguins.

i have a really bad memory so please forgive me if i forget your name, or you all together, i am sure if you remind me it'll all come back.

i love punk music. i love my violin though i cannot play it well, or much at all.i am a very musical person =].

i am opinionated, i am brutally honest, if i dont like you i will tell you so.

P.S. I'm Vain :p

I Appreciate Journal comments. If you don't like my poetry,Don't be afraid to be honest.

I LOVE THE ARTS. performance art of all kinds,plays,musicals,operas,dance,many different forms of expressionist performance art.paintings,artifacts,the entire 17th and 18th centuries...


poetry.music.i play the violin,bass and acoustic guitars,drums,piano and keyboards. I am also a vocalist when i have nothing better to do.

I enjoy snowbording,skateboarding,roof jumping,and boxing.

extremely dumb stunts that are always possibly fatal.

i love being an androgynous lesbian...{giggle-drops}

i enjoy tea. and BDSM, though not together that would just be strange.
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Dislikes:
PEOPLE WHO DON'T READ MY PROFILE AND JUST COMMENT MY PICTURES BECAUSE THEY THINK I'M "CUTE" AND JUDGE ME BASED ON THAT!!!!

though i appreciate all the people who have read my profile.

people.assholes.ignorance.

i greatly dislike the following: people who feel compelled to conform to societies every wish..they really tick me off..."let me starve myself and dye my hair blond so everyone will think I'm pretty." i hate that!


i also hate the fact that i can't just be myself without someone judging my every move.i can't have a life without someone looking over my shoulder.i can't have friends.i can't work.i can't just walk out and be like here i am, without someone wanting to kick my ass for being different or being gay.

I'm not the prettiest girl out there, I'm not the best person to talk to.i don't like to be touched, I've been that way since i was born. i can't see colors, i don't know what day it is. i don't know who the next person i talk to will be. i cant promise i wont die today, i also just found out i have a fatal and incurable blood and muscle disease that will kill my heart in the next 5 years...i hate that life will never get better for me.


Favorite Music:

porcelain and the tramps,The 69 Eyes, opeth, afi,stone sour,murderdolls,slipknot,cradle of filth,chldren of bodom,Dir En Grey,dimmu borgir,rammstein,atreyu,avenged sevenfold,the used,my chemical romance,nirvana,the sex pistols,the pixies,bikini kill,jack off jill,scarling,shadows fall,corrosion of conformity,poisonblack,HIM,poison the well,marilyn manson,hatebreed,hawthorne heights,bleeding through,disturbed,cypress hill,sublime,aiden,kottonmouth kings,three days grace,the red jumpsuit apparatus,saves the day,the pink spiders,pink,dying fetus,panic! at the disco,the yeah yeah yeahs,the white stripes,john5,phillips head,savingjane,flyleaf,nonpoint,evanescence,adema,otep,opeth,chevelle,fall out boy,godsmack,hellogoodbye,dark lotus,lacuna coil,kittie,pain of salvation,t.a.T.u,MSI,combichrist,paramore,boys like girls,the list goes on... Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/delirium696
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