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pre talk:
welcome to my profile Just look around and enjoy yourself, don’t be afraid to ask me something, I’m not a bad person but most of the time I am just afraid to answer xD so don’t think I am arrogant. I’m just really shy.

What's on my mind:
after darkness comes happiness,
and that’s where i am heading today. really loving my life and my friends, im almost fix t, Happy that i can be myself again , but I need lots more fixing but working hard to get there

About me:
I'm Alan from Hellevoetsluis, that is near Rotterdam in Holland.i am dyslectic like hell so dont expect to much of my writing but its no excuse to slake of so i do my best ant writing takes a lot of time geting it as good as i can.next to that I'm a bit shy and hyper when im insecure, most of the time when I am amongst new people, ore people I don’t know. I am really loyal to my friends and people I know, and really are a good boy ^^ i forgive people to soon and don’t like fighting , but if a have to I will for me and people I know, At the moment my life goes about friends, music and clothing. Mainly the last two are from the CyBeR-GoTh Style, and shit in that direction. It’s my live and it makes me me

I really like to party @ cyber parties or electronic baste party’s with my friends, mostly I only dance all night, and no talking XD just the people I know, from far I look secure and all hi from myself but when people I don’t know come to close I panic and I act strange ore try to hide because other people are scary like hell and I just am to afraid/insecure to say something, poke poke, but ones I know you and i try to say hi *and I really really try it, it takes lots of effort xD like some of my friends know 3 to 6 years of effort, x,D but whene I know you im really open loyal

Secretly I make from everything a party, why play sober when you can party your ass off, and every reason to do that is a good one!

I move around in well fitting, flashing clothing (CyBeR Style). They're a mix of neon colors with black and hardware. I apply my clothing to my inner balance and personality. So not like the losers that dress like somebody else they look up to so that they will fit in, or to hide their self. I refuse to do that.

I make my own clothing not ass much ass before because for ones in my life I have money to buy new clothing :D JEEEEJ but if I make them I put my personality, emotions and soul in it. My clothing isn't to busy or to quit, to extreme or to simple. I'll wear it only when it is made in pure harmony, because than it fits me the most. I don't feel like myself in other clothing, it feels like somethings missing, and that is that personality, emotions and soul that I can put in my own clothing.

Likes

i Love Cyber-Goth Style,
And my addictions for Piercings, I have:

*4 in my eyebrows *2 left 2 right*
*1 Tong*
*5 in lip* ,
*right ear -> industrial*,
*richt ear -> 2 Helix,
*right ear -> snug* h>
*right ear -> 4 lobe*
*left ear -> 5 helix*
*left ear -> rook*
*left ear -> snug*
*left ear -> 4 lobe*
* 1 lower belly butten*
Other things I really like are:
- Love/Need my friends,
- i live on Music,
- Tattoo,s just 2 for now,
- a good Party,
- Chilling with friends,
- Dancing all night long,
- Clothes = Cyber/Goth ,
- Industrial,
- Neon & black
- UV & Blacklight
- My old needle backpack R.i.p,
- Having Fun
- Festivals,
- My PC
- my cat's
- My big ass Aquarium and all 100 +- Fish
- Fashion,
- Sewing,
- Art,
- <3,ANIME lots of ANIME!!!,
- Locking @ other people there style and the Art they express in there extreme appearance
- talking crap,
- imagination,
- my own world,
- telling weird stories,
- stok in panty fetisj,

Dislikes

soft drugs always,Boring *Gaaaap*

eating,

R&B & hip hop, ,

medication,

people how don't have a opinion and follow the croud,

having no internet

No party,s,

Not having music,

most Emotions

twister emotions

being insecure

people how fuck up there pictures to much white editing or fotoshop, its a shame, most time without editing they lock much beautifuler, instead of fake ,

Music

Genres please:
Cyber, Industrial, Hardcore, Dark-wave, EBM, Sometime emo, rock, but mostly lots of electronic Shit With a lot of fucking BASS!!! :)

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Examples of my favourites:

Aesthetic Perfection,

AFI,

AktiveHate

Amduscia,

Apoptygma Berzerk,

Asphyxia,

Assamblage 23,

Blutengel,

Aesthetic Perfection,

C lekktor,

Code64,

Covenant,

[distatix],

Dulce Liquido,

EvaneScence,

FGFC820,

Flesh Field,

Freakangel,

God Module,

Grendel,

Icon Of Coil,

Jesus-On-Extasy,

Mesmers Eyes,

Mind.in.a.Box,

Nachtmahr,

Neuroticfish,

Nurzery [Rhymes]

Noisuf-X

Pain,

Plastic,

Project Rotten,

Psyclon Nine,

Reaper,

Rotersand,

SEETHER,

Silverstein,

Tactical Sekt,

Uberbyte,

WinterStahl,

Wumpscut,

XP8.

lots more but all there names are so complicated, all sort of crap like the above

but if you thing WTF why is ..... not in the list !!!

tell me and i will lock if i like it and add it ^^

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