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Latest Journal Entry: Internet October 28, 2012, 03:55pm
There are a lot of things to say about me, but as I always struggle with describing myself, you won't find my whole personality in this text. First of all, I'm a happy person. I can laugh about everything, no matter whether it's funny or not. That may seem childish, and I admit, sometimes I really am. But I know the point where I have to stop and become serious again. Most of the time I am really optimistic, but I can be soooo pessimistic, too. You don't want to meet me then, believe me.
I am really sensitive as well. I tend to cry even if there's no real reason for it. Sometimes I love it to be all alone by myself, thinking about my situation, but I always have problems with finding a solution. But in the next moment I push it all away from me and start singing, dancing (I neither dance nor sing well) and joking around with my friends. I am a person to have fun with. I'm also a good listener, but I never know how to help. So people just come to me, tell me their problem, cry on my shoulder and go. If it's a really heavy problem I can't forget what people told me, I start to feel bad, and as I'm bad in giving advice I feel even worse and can't stop thinking about it until I know the person found a solution.
I really like to read and write, but I also love to meet my friends and have fun with them. A sport I am passionate about is football. I just love how you can get rid of any aggressions when you are allowed to tackle people. The position I usually play is Cornerback, but once I was allowed to play Linebacker and I loved it. I always hope I'll be Linebacker in the next game. As we're not enough ladies to have a complete Offense and Defense, everyone must know all the other positions. Now I've written enough about my likes, welcome to the passage about my dislikes.
I don't like about myself that, in bad situations, I never know what to say. May it be an advice or something else, I never find the words. Then, I also hate how chaotic I am, how I hate to clean my room, but I always fail to change it. I can't stand people who just see a photo of someone and judge him or her just on that one photo. I always do my best to get to know that person better before judging because I now how it feels to be judged on looks. My character has always been similar to what it's now, even though I sure have changed a little, but my looks have been so different. Also I hate bullying. I always was the bullying victim until I became who I am now a days. There are even more things I dislike, like spinach and spiders, but I think, those things aren't too important for my personality.
So if you'd like to get to know me better, just message me. But I won't answer to senseless comments like 'Hey, how r u? +10.'. I want to read something funny, creative, something that shows you've read my profile. Thanks (: Also, as I am from Germany, English is not my first language. There might be a few mistakes, and if you find one, you can tell me if you want, or ignore it. But as I hate spelling or grammar mistakes in German, I want to have as few as possible in this text as well.invite comment add to friends add to favorites