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DEMIGODDESS
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Profile: Smear me with the fruits of perversity Soak me in the fruits of blasphemy My name is Domina. I live in New York. I'm 19 years old. I am an Anti-Theist. I can also call myself a Realist. Learning is my main passion in life. "Man's reach exceeds his imagination." I do not believe in a soul, I do not believe in anything spiritual, I do not believe in a higher power, nor an after life. The human mind is the ultimate power, corrupt it, shape it, care for it, and everything will be seen through new perspective. It is the most beautiful and dangerous things in existence. I create my own right, my own wrong, my own future. I am proud to be myself, though I wish I held talent in visual art. I know who I am better than anyone ever could, as well as I love myself more than I could love any other. I plan on becoming a historian in the future, even if it takes many years of hard study. I hope to change the minds of others by showing them the past, inspiring the future from stories of times and people long gone. Though, history isn't my only interest. I like to learn about how things are made, inventions, science, political philosophy, and more. I much rather read a book, fact or fiction and learn than go out and party, and breaking laws for fun. In my eyes, learning is very valuable, and I have my father to thank for showing me that at a young age. Rebellion just never appealed to me, I work with what the world offers. Friendship, love, happiness, sadness, it all dies. Any emotion is a state of mind. I am rarely happy, though that's not saying I'm depressed, either. I think happiness is the ultimate utopia the mind can feel. I don't fabricate truths, fantasy, beliefs, nor accept lies. The truth may be painful, difficult, and heartbreaking, but I rather that. I would never trade the truth for a moment of happiness. I want to live an honest life. I think no one can always be honest, but it doesn't hurt to try. I've learned a lot through my tears and troubles, if anything, it has made me stronger and smarter. Nothing can stand in the way of my path. I refuse to change for anyone. I will only change for the best, if I see it fit. My thoughts are very strong, and I analyze them well. Besides knowledge, art, and books, I really enjoy romance, poetry, laughter, and deep conversations. Socially, I am very kind, courteous, and have many manners upon first impression. I prefer the company of males, I generally connect with men easier than women. I feel I'm worth knowing and the best and most honest person I know. I will never think I'm perfect, though it seems self-worth is hard to find for many people. I speak my mind about everything, though I reserve certain comments if that's needed. I'm very generous. I like giving gifts, spending money on people that make me smile, and I give kindness. I give change to strangers, I don't like to see anyone suffer unless I know they deserve it. Though, I don't feel someone should ever be without a home or food. A horrible person should suffer emotionally, not like that. I don't wish poverty and hunger upon anyone. It saddens me to see how many people are on the streets. I wish more people cared about strangers. The way I act depends on the situation, for example; if I'm near a funny person, I laugh and joke often. It all depends on the situation I'm in. My humor is very dry and dark, most people take it the wrong way. I do like spending time with friends, seeing new places, going to dinners, talking(with friends and strangers), live music, puzzles, video games, writing, being in Manhattan, watching some TV, watching movies, trying new things, eating new foods, trying new drinks, and being spontaneous. My personality is often cold, that's just how time and things I've been through helped shape me. I'm very stubborn at times as well, however, I've noticed that isn't always horrible. I happen to be very impatient. I don’t take disrespect well, and if I care for someone my feelings can get hurt very easily. I'm generally serious and tend to act that way. I happen to be independent and do enjoy doing things alone. I have deep pride in myself & my accomplishments. "From dust we were created, unto this dust we shall return" The one man who was able to teach me everything. He inspired me to be intelligent, to always learn, and why it's important. That all a person has in life is his word- always try to be honest...but trust no one, no one is always honest. His mistakes and his love over time, slowly, through tears, anger, happiness, and it all, made me realize that no one is perfect, everyone has feelings, everyone can cry, no one is selfless, everyone can do nice things and cruel things. That love is not one thing, it isn't just a feeling, it's a state of mind within life. Love is not blood, but a bond of time and will. He will do almost anything for me. He makes me angry, he makes me cry, he makes me happy. He's an undiscovered genius. He's my dad, the best person in the world to me. The person who cares the most and always loves me even when he makes mistakes, the person I can never live without. I could go on forever about my father and why he's my hero. My dad made me what I am by his actions and intentions. I love you, dad. Without you, I'd be worthless. I just know it. My Boyfriend, Gabriel  The man who makes me smile and warms my heart. Likes: My hair Art Learning Blasphemy Chocolate French vanilla coffee Green tea Weaponry Ancient Civilizations Reading Writing Truths Men Romance Wine Vodka Whisky Cars Skulls Dead Baby Jokes Privacy Movies Corsets Video games Nature History Politics Archeology Mysteries The sound of rain and thunder Death, Thrash and Black metal Sarcasm Philosophy Deep conversation Dislikes: Favorite Music: [List is alphabetized] 1349 3 Inches Of Blood Agalloch Amon Amarth Apocalyptica Anorexia Nervosa Arcturus At The Gates Avulsed Bathory Behemoth Belphegor Black Sabbath Bloodbath Bloodgasm Bon Jovi Borknagar Boxcar Willie Burzum Catamenia Carpathian Forest Chthonic Dark Fortress Dark Funeral Death Def Leppard Degrade Deicide Devourment Diabolical Masquerade Dio Dissection Dragonlord Drudkh Dying Fetus Eluveitie Enslaved Enthroned Evenfall Exhumed Exodus Finntroll Folkearth Forgotten Tomb Franz Schubert Garth Brooks Gorgoroth Graveworm Haemophagia Haggard Hecate Enthroned Iced Earth Immortal Iron Maiden Jimmu Buffett Johann Sebastian Bach Judas Priest Kalmah Keep Of Kalessin Korpiklaani Kroda Krohm Kronos Limbonic Art Marduk Megadeth Moby Moonsorrow My Dying Bride Nachtmystium Necrophobic Netherbird Nile Norther Old Man's Child Paths of Possession Queensryche Ragnarok REO Speedwagon Rotting Christ Samael Scuurvy Shade Empire Six Feet Under Skid Row Slayer Stormlord Swashbuckle Testament The Crown The Rapture Tristania Turisas Twilight Ophera Tvangest Tyr Vintersorg Vital Remains Watain Windir Wojciech Kilar Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart ZZ Top 
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