Hellos from the Dark Side! I am a very dark indavidual, and enjoy the simple things in life...... I am now looking for a job that can fufill my interests, (lol planning to be a mortician for my life long job!) Um, & I have 2 dogs: PitBull Basenji Mix, Ichi-Nee & Cowboy....... I am a LaVeyan Satanist. An atheistic look at Satanism created by Anton Szandor LaVey. I do not believe in any deities, so I therefore do not worship any God, and as such I do not worship Satan. I may be a Satanist, but I am not Satanic. Satan in Hebrew actually means adversary. LaVey created this religion as an adversary of other religions. It is a very selfish religion. I don't believe in an afterlife. It's not about money, sex, rituals, or anything that most people think Satanism is. It's also not about giving money, loving thy neighbors who may be assholes, or bowing or praying to something that might just not be there to begin with. I believe highly in evolution rather than creationalism. It's more like a tool. It's not something that you convert to, its literally just a way of life. It's not something to instill fear upon you, make you think that if you do this, you get to burn in hell. Do what you want because it might just be the last time you'll ever get to. It's about me. It's about you, if you allow it to be. um, oh &I am very fond of biting, sometimes can not control when, or how hard....(the erge just takes over sometimes.) I also like to talk, so srry if this seems a bit long. Um, my hobbies are Drumming, Singing, writing, & Drawing.... My favorite thing to do at anytime, is to lay down somewhere quiet, and think to myself.... Think about everything that is and isnt.... & sometimes just think about nothing at all...... But heres a little about myself, and if you would like to know more feel free to ask. Oh and one more thing, "Have A Gothy Day!" UPDATE: TO START OUT: Alright, well I'm Nikole, but you may call me Czena. I live in a small run down town called Tucumcari, NM. I am 5'6" have Black hair, and Blue eyes. I often can be seen running around in a fluffy red fox tail. MY HOBBIES: My hobbies consist of swimming, hiking,reading, writing poetry, sewing, and fursuiting. LIFE STYLE: My life style is quite simple really. I am a Mistress to 2 males.... 1 slave, 1 pet. I am also gothic furry & proud of it. WORK & SCHOOL: I'm currently self employed under my business Fitty Creations. I am a Morning student, & I am currently studying mortuary science. (ANIMAL)PETS: I have a female Basenji/Pit Bull mix named Ichi-Nee. FAMILY: I am a mother of 1. His Name is Isaiah Zander Draven Montano. Yet I call him Draven. He is 3 months old & has beautiful eyes tht change from Brown to Green to Blue. He was born Oct. 15, 2012.
BLOOD, WRITING DARK POETRY, THE DRUMS, MY COMPUTER, THE SMELL OF THE RAIN, FANGS, furries, fursuiting, gothic guys, blood, dead people, roses, walks in the rain, humor, & star filled nights.
2 many things to say, But here are a few- POLITICS, ABUSIVE PARENTS, MY SO CALLED FATHER, & THE TOWN IN WHICH I AM CURRENTLY LIVING
Sixx : AM, Marilyn manson, slipknot, fear factory, opeth, the used, my chemical romance, linkin park, mudvayne, ill nino, korn, HIM, nightwish, within temptation, bullet for my valentine, i killed the prom queen, slayer, 30 seconds to mars, trivium, apocalyptica, fall out boy, cannibal corpse, behind crimson eyes, jack off jill, shattersphere, evanesence, Das Ich, five finger death punch, blind melon, Twin Method, and many more.....