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Cynical-Dollie
female, 35
Straight
Mobile , Alabama
United States

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Forgive me Father
For I am SIN
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You Know That I'm Some Kind Of Strange


SARCASTIC: mean marked by bitterness and a power or will to cut or sting.
AMUSING: giving amusement
SLY: attaining or seeking to attain one's ends by devious means
CATTY: Resembling a cat, spiteful, malicious
CLEVER: skillful or adroit in using the hands or body
IMAGINATIVE: of, relating to, or characterized by imagination
INTELLIGENT: having or indicating a high or satisfactory degree of intelligence and mental capacity
INTERESTING: holding the attention : arousing interest
CARNAL: relating to or given to crude bodily pleasures
BITCHY: characterized by malicious, spiteful, or arrogant behavior

First off, let me start by saying that I am an open book, if there is something that you'd like to know about me that I don't write about, feel free to ask. I'm not ashamed to answer anything, all my flaws and good attributes have made me who I am and who I will continue being. Whether you like it or not, that's your choice and your opinion won't change that. I've made many good and bad decisions in my life, some that I regret and others that I wouldn't think twice about doing again. My worst regret is that I didn't show someone very close to me just how much he meant to me and now he's gone. Ryan, when I showed you warmth and love, I meant it, and when I was downright bitchy and selfish, well there isn't really an excuse, I'm human and we make mistakes. I'm sorry that I wasn't always that easy to talk to and not always there for you. Your death hit hard and is still effecting me to this day. That is my only regret. R.I.P Grandma. I love you more than anything. You will always be my Hero. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

Now, about me. I'm pretty down to earth and I've learned to always make myself available to those I care about and always be there to listen to those I love.

I love meeting new people and hearing about their interests.

However, if you come to my profile multiple times and don't say anything, don't rate, don't do shit.. you're a fucking stalker. Stalker = lame.

I love to travel, and should do so more often.

I am on this site to meet new friends.

I hate lame pick-up lines!

I am generally a nice person and give out compliments alot, don't read anything into it, I'm not hot for you!

Do NOT lie to me, I will find out

Don't tell me you will do something and then don't

I don't like when people try to play me for a fool, I'm smarter than that, you'd be wise to remember it

It doesn't take much to make me happy. I am happiest when I'm with my friends and just being silly.

I love attention, but come on, don't over do it.

My friends tend to get a kick out of me, because I screw up my words alot.

I am known for saying the most random shit at times.

I'm the girl that's always trying to make people smile and laugh.

I've got the pout and lip quiver thing down. I tend to get my way.

I use the word "Doll" ALOT.

Yes, I am really 31, and yes I know I look younger than that.

I am very close to my friends and family, hurt them, and I am liable to scratch your eyes out.

I love the smell of gasoline and nail polish, oh and zippo's!

I hate people who drive too slow or even the speed limit for that matter!

I LOVE video games. I'm a need for speed junkie and could probably kick your ass in the drifting challenges! I have need for speed for the Wii, PS2, PSP, X-box 360 and the PS3.

I hate people touching my feet... it annoys me for some reason

If you are impatient, go to hell, I don't have time for people to think my world should revolve around them. If for some reason I didn't answer my phone or texts, I have reasons, I promise that life will go on... geez

Please do NOT leave comments on my page with music players, they WILL be deleted

I like Dark Chocolate and dislike milk chocolate.. go figure

Greasy foods are GROSS

I laugh at the worst things.. morbid sense of humor I guess.

The show "cops" amuses the shit out of me

Wal-Mart is the devil.

I don't cry very often, though I feel like I could

If you rate me lower than a 10, don't bitch to me if I rate you back equally.

I tend to come off Bitchy to some people, if I seem that way, I probably meant to, because I am nice to just about everyone

Stalk me and you will be blocked, annoy me and you will be blocked

If I don't like you, you will know soon enough.

I'm NOT property, so don't treat me like it

I am a very giving person, If I know you and you need something, it's yours. If I don't know you and you need something, it's probably yours as well.

I love finding new music and being introduced to new artists. I've got a thing for female vocalists.

I do respond to rates and comments, but sometimes it takes a while because although it may say I am on, I'm not always glued to the computer, please be patient.

I hate when guys try to get me to watch their live Cum shots on Web Cam. Please, I've got a life and if I wanted to see that shit, I'd be as lame as you. You don't turn me on, I don't get wet for you. Only one person can do that, and I can ASSURE you, it's not you. I love sex as much as the next person, if not more!! These guys must lead a sad lonely life of not getting any because it seems they masturbate everynight. Give the hand a rest jackass and try to get a REAL piece of ass. I laugh at you.

As nice as I am and can be, I am very picky about who my friends are. I've got hundreds of people who claim to be my friend, but I claim to be friends with a select few. It makes things easier and cuts down on drama. The friends I've got now, I've had for years and we've got a special appreciation for each other. However, I have met some really nice people on here that I do consider a friend, or that I'd love to be friends with. I'm very picky, I guess some people would call that a fault, I call it defense. I'm not snobby or being a bitch, I am trying to protect myself from being hurt by to many people. I like to place that wall around me because those who can actually make it crumble, took the time to really know me.

If anyone actually reads this all, I am impressed


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Likes

DESIRES:

Art
Bettie Paige
Bats
Black Dahlia Murder
Blood
Body Modifications
Boots
Bumper Stickers
Candles
Cemetaries
Chinese Food
Coffee
Creepy things
Criss Angel
David Blaine
Dreams
Eyes
Forensics
Ghosts
Goths
Gothic Music
Halloween
Historical Buildings
History
Horror movies
Humor
Intelligent conversations
Lace
Living Dead Dolls
Make-up
My Kitties Echo and king
My friends
Music
Nail Polish
New Orleans
Old Plantation Homes
Open-minded People
Photography
Poetry
Road Trips
Roleplaying
Scars
Spiders
Storms
Talking
Toys
Vampires
Velvet
Victorian Styles
Video games
Vinyl
Witches
Writing
DETESTS:

Fake People
People who steal my ideas
Whining
Nails on a chalkboard
Styrofoam
Bad breath
Lame pick-up lines
Two faced people
Jealousy
Animal Killers
People who think their shit doesn't stink
Bible Thumpers
People who take and never give
Feeling Lonely
Humid days
Headaches
Most People
Ignorance
People who waste my time
Abuse
Heartache
Will Smith
Roaches
Selfishness
Lack of Creativity
Assholes
Cult Applications
Thiefs
People who insist on code words in their profile


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MY NOISE:


8mm
13Tears
Abney Park
Alien Sex Fiend
Among the Weeds
Angel Spit
Aphex Twin
Ashen Grace
Assemblage 23
Analog Missionary
Android Lust
Angels and Agony
Apoptygma Berzerk
Asy9
Autumn's Grey Solace
Ayria
The Azoic
Bauhaus
The Birthday Massacre
Black Tape for a Blue Girl
Blue Monroe
Call me Alice
Chiasm
Choir of Agony
Claire Voyant
Clan of Xymox
Claudia's Ashes
Cocteau Twins
Collide
Combichrist
Covenant of Thorns
Cruciform Injection
Cruxshadows
The Cure
CYLAB
Delerium
Devil May Cry
Diamond Genovese
Diary of Dreams
Die Form
Distorted Reality
Diva Destruction
Ego Likeness
The Elysium Facade
Emilliana Torrini
Endif
Ether Aura
Etherclinic
Faith and the Muse
Fields Of The Nephilim
Flesh Field
Front 242
Front Line Assembly
Formula Redux
Funker Vogt
The Gathering
Girls under Glass
Glass Eden
Helalyn Flowers
Hungry Lucy
Icon of Coil
Iconnu Media
Idiom of Sad
Immaculate Black
In Strict Confidence
Interface
Inkubus Sukkubus
I:scintilla
Izzy Novak
Jack off Jill
Joy Division
Kidney Theives
KMFDM
Lacuna Coil
L'ame Immortelle
Lascivia
The Last Dance
Leaves_Eyes
Leucosia
London After Midnight
Love is Colder Than Death
Luxt
Lycia
The Machine in the Garden
Mankind is Obsolete
Massive Attack
Mesh
Miranda Sex Garden
The Mission UK
My Ruin
Mortiis
The Murmurs
NoXis
Obscuria
Paradise Lost
Polyandrium
Portishead
Prick
PWEI
Primus
Project 12:01
Project Pitchfork
Razed In Black
Rasputina
Red Lorry Yellow Lorry
Riothead
Rhea's Obsession
Rosetta Stone
Sarah Fimm
Scarling
Scary Valentine
Season Of Mourning
Seraphim Shock
She Wants Revenge
Skinny Puppy
Skintrade
Snake River Conspiracy
SomeGirl
Soul Whirling Somewhere
Spahn Ranch
Starlit
Stone 588
Stromkern
Suicide Commando
Switchblade Symphony
Switchboard of Souls
Tapping the Vein
Temple of Rain
Thanatos
This Ascension
Theatres Des Vampires
Torsion
Tori Amos
Two Witches
Unfinished Thought
VNV Nation
Within Temptation
Wolfsheim
Wumpscut
Zeromancer
Zoroaster
TWO THUMBS UP:


Alice In Wonderland
A Nightmare before Christmas
Audition
Bully
The Breakfast Club
The Butterfly Effect
Constantine
The Corpse Bride
Crazy/Beautiful
The Doom Generation
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Entity
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Exorcist
Frequency
Ginger Snaps
Ginger Snaps, Unleashed
Ginger Snaps Back
Girl Interrupted
Gleaming The Cube
The Green Mile
Gummo
Heathers
Home Room
Jaw Breaker
Kill Bill Volume 1
Kill Bill volume 2
Kiss
The Labyrinth
Legend
Lolita
Lord of the Rings
The Lost Boys
May
Napolean Dynamite
Natural Born Killers
The Notebook
Orgasmo
Party Monster
The Prophecy 1
The Prophecy 2
The Prophecy 3
Pump up the volume
Repo, the gentic Opera
RHPS
SAW
The Smokers
The Secret of Nimh
Silence Becomes You
Storm of the Century
Tank Girl
Trainspotting
The Virgin Suicides
The Visitation
The Quiet
Wicked


Dear Angel
Where are your warming wings tonight
Its so cold outside wont you hold me for awhile
And angel I feel alone and unalive
The night is frozen and these tears have stung my eyes

Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the same
Nothing ever stays the same

So angel I feel so numb and so far away
I can see myself on the pavement where I lay
Oh angel why do I stare so what do I see
Why do these lifeless eyes look that way back at me

Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the stay the same
Nothing under heaven stays the same

Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the stay the same
Nothing ever stays the same


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