So, thats me and Kyler. We started dating on the 5th of November, 2009. We broke up the 26th of July, 2010. I broke up with him. The basic outline of it; My cousin got in my head, she twisted my thought so much. I ended it. I realized my mistake not too much longer after that. By the time i worked up the courage to actually start talking to him agian, i was too late. He had a girlfriend. That was about 3 weeks ago, that we started talking again. I still love him. With all of my heart and all of my soul and everything that i am, everything that i ever will be. Honestly, i'd do anything to get him back. I would go to the ends of the earth, walk through hell, be a better person... Anything, to get him back. Everything that he is, i love. The way he talks. His voice is so calming, the things he says to me. His eyes are so gorgeous and hypnotizing, i wouldnt mind looking into them everyday for the rest of ever. The way he smells, his scent lingers long after he's gone, its inticing. He treated me better then anybody ever has, and bettter then anybody ever will. Single-handedly, he is the most amazing person. Ever. He's my gaurdian angel to the fullest extent. A lot of people think that because your young, you cant be in love... Well i hope i can prove to some people that they are wrong. Kyler was my whole life, he did things that nobody else could or would do. He is the only person who knows about my life, completely. He's picked me up off the ground every time that i tried to commit suicide, he's offered his home to me as a home, to get me away from my family. 'He was a distraction from your life, right?' Wrong. He erased my whole life, and gave me a new one. One that he thought i deserved and it was perfect. I spent almost 8 months with him, and that was the best 8 months of my entire life. Now. Now he has a girlfriend. Me and him are just friends, i guess you could call us that. I've done everything in my power to prove to him my love, in hopes of changing something. I made a list of EVERY reason that i loved him, i got to 576 reasons but then threw away the list in a stupid rage. If i thought it would change anything, id go to the dump, find the list, and keep writing it because i know there are so many more to add to it. I broke down and asked him to marry me, but i was turned down. This girl he's with now, he loves her. And as much as it hurts, i'm really glad that he's found someone that he loves and that treats him right, because i know now that i sure didnt. I'll never be given the second chance to change that, i'll never be given the oppurunity to call him mine again and love him unconditionally and freely. But i will never give up, not until my heart stops beating. 110509. No matter what happens, i will always love you, i will never forget you, and i will never let go. This boy is my life.
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