I could be whatever you want me to be but deep inside I'll still be the real me
#ERROR// beeeeeee#
I'm a crazy fucked up child who can be really serious sometimes... and you can trust me
I I smile, I mean it. can't fake one. it's real or it's not...face it. don't call me sweet if i'm not. don't try to cheer me up if I don't want to.
*TAKE ME AWAY, AWAY WHERE THEY CAN'T FIND*
if I want to leave, don't try to stop me. If I want to stay, than don't push me away... I am what I am...the real one. and I'll stay this way.
to all my beloved friends:
*I'LL HOLD YOUR GUN WHEN IT'S LOADED*
I'll be there, whenever you need me. just call (or send out a smokesignal) me when you need help...when you're falling, I'll be there to catch you.
like I always do...
I hate people who hate me...and I can be really cold when I want to. I don't really care about what they say...I laugh with stupid remarks and let them fade away.
//and there is one person who can always make this worth living for... wolfjn!!
*I'D DIE FOR YOU SO I CAN BE YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL*
I mean, really...I love you, I just fucking love you. every second i'm with you makes me feel alive. don't ever try to hurt him, or you're hurting me 2...
*WE ARE US ,WE ARE ONE ,WE ARE FOREVER*
you brought all the hope I lost back. and you're my last...
*IF I CRY I CRY FOR YOU, IF I BREATHE I BREATHE FOR YOU, IF I SMILE I SMILE FOR YOU ,IF I DIE I DIE FOR YOU*//
and never forget about the goth-sm sides of us^^ they are really...yeah, I'll stop here.
you can say that you love me more, but I know better. If you love me more than I love you, you'd be dead by now. so, I love you more. face it...
aaargh...you mean the world to me! now I know what love is, and like you said. we are young and maybe stupid, but love is all we need. nobody can blame us for loving eachother and feeling great. I feel like a fucking godess when I'm around you!!
//now, my bloodsister...miora girl, you mean the world te me...we had a couple of fights but we always figur them out. that's what makes our friendship so special. thank you for everything! ow and btw...you're a great kisser ^^//
//and pieter, the big one... altough I almost succeed in losing you, you stood tall and stayed where you were. thanks for not blaming me for mistakes I made...they weren't really mistakes. glad I made them. I'll never forget about you.//
//ben... I'm really thankfull for meeting you. you're such a wonderfull guy! I mean it...you can always make me smile...what would I be without my though seeman??//
//linde... the sister of ben, but to me you mean a lot more than that...you helped me out. I'll be there for you no matter what.//
//vincent... the goth xD thanks for that time when some stupid kiddo's were bothering me... my guardian angel who never hits black people when I'm around.//
//wolf... thanks for making my dreams come true, I mean the music. I'm so thankfull for it, and you're such a great guy.//
//alexi, I don't know you for a long time, but it seemes to be really long allready.... U're so wonderfull! glad that I've met you...there for you
LIKES
my friends/ music (sonata arcitca especcialy)/ headbanging/ my boyfriend/ chocolat/ concerts/ candy/ making pictures/ writing/ singing/ everyone who likes me/ hurting people/ my boots/ my new little dress(tnhx to haiko)/ and a lot more...
DISLIKES
posers/ fake emo's (are there real ones?)/ people who hate me/ people who love themselves/ arrogant people/ fights/ school/ anyone who tries to bring me down/ th,mcr and shit like that/ people who abuse me when i'm drunk/ and a lot more...
MUSIC:
sonata arctica!! (hof ter loo was great!)/ epica/ slipknot (commercial but okay..)/ slayer/ metallica/ nightwish (with tarja...)/ atreyu/ after forever/ delain/ lacuna coil/ leaves' eyes/ sirenia/ therion/ tristania/ type o negative/ within temptation/ immortal/ edguy/ nickelback/ cold/ apocalyptica/ children of the bodom/ cradle of filth/ korpiklaani/ hammerfall/ and a lot more... / but I'm to lazy to type them all
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