Hi, my name is Kai, I'm 22 and I live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world - St. Petersburg (Russia). This paragraph is just a mere formality, because any text can't guide you through the multidimensionality of my personality. I can be everything and nothing for everyone and for none, I can be anything I want. It all depends on whom/what you are for me. Nothing - by default, because I prefer people to surprise me with their good features, not vice-versa. By the way, I don't believe in friendship anymore, it's just a myth)) Why am I so? Because you've made me so. I remember when I was a child my mother had told me that not everyone is good and that there are much more bad people. I had no intention to believe her back then, I believed that everybody love me and that no one will ever betray)) But now my belief in friendship is already gone and the faith in love is on a trial, on which 9 of 10 jury are for the death penalty)) So listen to your mums, suckers)) xDD

As my signature states, we're all equal so everything else is based on somebody's opinions and your position in life. So just try to understand people, not to turn your back on them, judging them for only a few messages. You won't lose anything and it's not so hard.

I think that we are the makers of our own destiny. So if you want to have something in your life just do everything to succeed it and you'll get whatever you want. If you want to be happy, just be. Everyone has its own definition of happiness, for somebody it is a cliché about 1 mln $ and for some kid in Africa it is a piece of rotten bread. Just try to appreciate what you have, you can lose it in a moment. OK, that's enough philosophy for today, let's come back to me. I'm the only child in the family; always had everything I want, studied in a private school, liked parties and clubs, and had never worked till 21 so you can tell that I'm a little bit spoiled. May be, but not to the stage when I won't appreciate people. I had a good fosterage that's why I'm not in that fashion of calling yourself a bitch or being a bitch no matter what. I don't identify myself with all this stupid streams, which tell you who are you and what you must do. I'm a human. Let's try to describe me in common notions now. I'm pretentious, arrogant, cynic, smart, but also cheerful and open-minded. If you'll manage to resurrect my faith in friendship, I'll be your BFF in return))

So everything seems fabulous, but as we know our life is a game, so I prefer to compare it with chess, because you have to think there before you move. And in chess King is the most important person, but the Queen is much more powerful...

Some of my friends say that I'm the funniest and the most cheerful person that they ever knew with the mind of a 5 y.o. kid, some say that I'm the smartest and the most serious person in their lives, some say that I'm an unbelievable chatterbox, some say that I'm an awesome listener. I try to expect the best from my life, but not with my eyes closed, I'm a clever optimist) Also I'm a very dedicated person and sometimes I'm even too passionate or keen on smth, my breaks are too slow)) xD

I have serious goals in my life, that I'll fulfill. It's not a sunshine future with a splendid country-house and a family, it's much closer and prosaic. I try to live with today not tomorrow or even the next year)) Cos 1 today worth 1000 tomorrows. And I believe, that if you got fucked or betray, just understand it, made your own conclusion and forget about it)) It had already happened and you can't change anything, so just keep on living without bitching or crying about it!

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You're welcome comment me, to allocate me from the rest and express your sympathy, but I don't need your ratings. You can ASK ME whatever you want here or on http://www.formspring.me/KaiGorgeous.

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My reply to dozens of "HI","Hi,hru?","What's up?" etc. - "Hi. I'm fine. Try to be a little bit more original!"