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I've had my talents stripped from my hands, the sanity torn from my mind, and the health sucked from my body...And I'm still kicking.
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Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: Texas, United States
Status: In a relationship
Best Friends with: Dustifer
Rating: 10.00
Rating points: 20
Member since: April 14, 2009
Last logged in: May 24, 2013, 02:12pm
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 2 people
Latest Journal Entry: Dope Stars Inc. Interview   May 05, 2013, 07:26pm

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Name: Rissa
Age: 19.
Location: Texas, US.
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius/Ophiuchus.
Sexuality: Straight.
Relationship: Taken.
Occupation: Fantasy/Comic artist/Student/Dog Owner.
Bad Habits: Over working, under eating, not sleeping and singing songs in Japanese.
Best Trait: Over active imagination, & Hands.
Interests/hobbies:
Cosplay, Painting, Reading, Drawing, Comics, Learning, Free Running, Le Parkour, Gaming, Cooking, Dreaming, Crafts, Inventing Things, Making Shadowboxes, Listening to music, Martial arts, Chakra Meditation, Alternate history, Outerspace and the cosmos, Sword Fighting, Chess, Imagining, Philosophy, Astrophysics, Quantum Physics, Egyptology, Greek Mythology, Psychology, Architecture, Science, Sci-fi, Anime / Manga, Nature, Children's Books, Children's cartoons, Tea, & CONVENTIONS!!


I'm a Winter child mentally, a desert child emotionally, and a nature child spiritually. Physically doesn't matter. No pun intended.
I'm a student of the universe.
I make things. Dreads, hats, stories, but most of all, pictures. My characters are people to me, slowly revealing themselves.
I have two dogs, Lucius and Shadoe, who I'd kill for.
I have a snake named Severine after the Ego Likeness song.
The walls of my room are covered in posters, puzzles, drawings, paintings, notes and miscellaneous items, even the ceiling.
I can't watch horror movies, they give me nightmares.
I don't like stuff that makes me feel bad.
I dream up things that aren't there, and think things that are there are just dreams, all the time.
I'm an impatient perfectionist.
I'm very calm and passive.
I'm excitable and happy-go-lucky sometimes.
"Religion" wise, I'd say I've made myself comfortable in believing that there probably isn't an all knowing mystical being in the sky, but instead the universe is alive. You are a particle of God.
I'm pretty sure the conspiracy theorists are right.
If you opened your mind to the possibilities, you might rethink the actions of the people you think you know as well.
I still use CDs & a CD player.
Android = ♥
PSP = ♥
I prefer widescreen.
I ♥ video games! ALL systems! PS3, PS2, PS, XBOX, XBOX 360, Gamecube, 64, Wii, Dreamcast, all of them!
Audiobooks are win.

That is all.


Music:
Mainly gothic/industrial/Darkwave or Visual Kei music.. Some notable ones are The Cruxshadows, Ego Likeness, Ayria, I:Scintilla, Bella Morte, VNV Nation, Abney Park, Aesthetic Perfection, Versailles, AnCafe, Miyavi, Hyde & his various projects, Gackt, Spider Lillies, A Perfect Circle/Tool, Type O Negative [RIP Peter Steele♥], Placebo, Combichrist, Sapphire Rebellion, Ghost in the Addict, James D. Stark, Apoptygma Berzerk, Iris, Zeromancer, Voltaire, Covenant, Joy Devision, Emilie Autumn, Blaqk Audio, Psyclon Nine, Apocalyptica, The Ludovico Technique, etc.

Movies:
I like imaginative, visionary, and emotionally moving films. Some examples of this are Spirited Away, The Last Mimzy, V for Vendetta, 9, Iron Man & Iron Man 2, The Pirates series, The Crow, Kill Bill 1&2, Final Fantasy Advent Children, The Jacket, Donnie Darko, and the like...

Books:
Stardust by Neil Gaiman. The Sticks by Andy Deane. Isabel Burning by Donna Lynch. Storm Thief by Chris Wooding. Poison by Chris Wooding. The Edgar and Ellen series by Charles Ogden. The Book of Dead Days by Marcus Sedgwick. The Dark Flight Down by Marcus Sedgwick. Death Note: Another Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases. The Artemis Fowl Series by Eoin Colfer. The Mayan Code by Barbara Hand Clow. Interview With The Vampire by Anne Rice. Hyperspace by Michio Kaku. The Host by Stephanie Meyer.

Games:
Anything Final Fantasy, The Metal Gear Series, The .Hack Series, The Jak & Daxter Series, including The Last Frontier and Daxter, The Devil May Cry Series, The God of War Series, The Fable games, Dream Chronicles, Portal, The Kingdom Hearts Series, Assassin's Creed, Anything Zelda or Castlevania. *Is a nerd, I know*.


People who talk loud, the southern United States accent [specifically the Texan accent], nightmares, being impatient, drug abuse, smoking [you can do it, but not around me please, I can't stand it], hatefulness, rudeness, closed mindedness, bigotry, manipulation, illiteracy, hormones, negative emotions.

Lucius Tobias "Wigglepuppy" Vicious

He's 4 years old.
Lucius found me one full moon..
By the lake. He ran full speed at me.
Nearly scared the piss out of me.
All he wanted was warmth. Love.
He was very very small.
I kept him safe, and he gave me something I needed.
I needed something that needed me.
And he needed me dearly.
He saved me, as I had been very depressed at the time.
He is and will always be my Vicious Light of God [after translation].
Lucius has a torn ear from a fight.
He got out one day when I wasn't home.
Survived a fight with a random pack of pit bulls...
By swimming across a lake.
Gives him character, me thinks.
He's a tough pup.
Thinks he's a princess, too.

Shadoe "My Shadow"

Just found Shadoe and his sister Lucy one day.
Wandering around the neighborhood as puppies.
As it happened, I found that Shadoe's mother...
Is also Lucius' mother... They're BROTHERS!
I made my home his home.
Lucy was adopted by another friend.
Shadoe and I have been through a lot.
I saved him from choking to death.
He's saved me from a pack of dogs bent on tearing me to pieces.
He really is just a gentle giant, though.
A giant teddy bear...
And he's such a sweet heart and a good listener too.
Shadoe will be 4 in January.

Flare, My Old Friend.

My 13 year old friend... lived for love.
We got him as a puppy when I was just 4 years old.
He loved and defended us...
He comforted me when I was sad...
He listened when I needed him to...
He always came back...
He never backed down.
Covered in his blood, I repaid him one night...
With his head in my lap as we rushed to the animal hospital...
A dogfight nearly took his ear off.
I never took my hand off of him
through the whole surgery...
...he developed arthritis in his last years...
We made a silent promise the night of his diagnosis...
If he'd stay with me for just a couple more years...
We'd live for each other.
I woke up in a nightmare two years later...
Last March, in fact...
He was leaving us...
He couldn't move...
but I just hope he knew...
just how much he meant...
just how much he helped...
and how much I wish I could have helped him...
I am still in his debt...
Goodbye, my old friend...
Perhaps I'll see you again one day...


"There is no love untouched by hate, no unity without discord, there is no courage without fear, there is no peace without a war, there is no wisdom without regret, no admiration without scorn, there is strife within the tempest, but there is calm in the Eye of the Storm."-The Cruxshadows, 'Eye of the Storm'

"Nothing is more tragic or common than mental inertia. Stagnant minds are the breeding places of fear. Everyone should make it thier business to gather new ideas from sources other then the enviorment in which he/she daily lives and works."-Naploean Hill

"I can't lead you out of hell. But I will hold your hand and walk through the flames with you and stay by your side until the very end."-John Spinelli

"It's so much more important to surround yourself with good people than great talent. Because the talent does not - and will not ever- overcome being a bad person. And the people that have such great talent firmly have the belief that their talent will overcome any of their bad actions." -Herbie Herbert

"While it is always best to believe in oneself, a little help from others can be a great blessing."-Iroh

"The emotional investment is the most expensive part [of a relationship]."-Kaleb Owen

"Growing up involves learning to cry on your own shoulder." -Miles Devin

"Conversations
never die.
they simply..
go to sleep."-Dusty

"Live until life kills you."-Christopher Brown

‎"Whatever doesn't kill you better start running."-Cassie Luger

"Until you try to use the skills you've learned, you never know just how much of yourself truly lies in smoke..."-A dream I had.

"It is better to regret things you did than things you didn't do."-Zombieboy

"Life happens where ever you are, whether you make it or not."-Iroh

"Since beginningless time, darkness thrives in the void, but always heels to purify light."-The Great Lion Turtle

"But he was unmoved, and cried: 'If I am mad, it is mercy! May the gods pity the man who in his callousness can remain sane to the hideous end!'"-H.P. Lovecraft

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society."-Jiddu Krishnamurti

"He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion."-Victoria Iurilli

"I am not ashamed... Honesty, Tempered by love can feel no shame."-Rogue

"Now and then it's good to stop and reflect on everything in life you love. Appreciation is a skill far too many people learn too late."-Rogue

"There will always be those trying to subtract from what you have made, to distort your intentions. Do not let them define you, you define yourself!"-Rogue

"Were I called on to define, very briefly, the term Art, I should call it 'the reproduction of what the Senses perceive in Nature through the veil of the soul.' The mere imitation, however accurate, of what is in Nature, entitles no man to the sacred name of 'Artist.'"-Edgar Allan Poe

"What ever you create, if you put your heart and soul into it, it will both free and drain you... and it will always be worth it."-Manuel Fallmann

"I'm not choosing to be unaware of the reality at hand, just because I am choosing not to kill you for it."-Sharley Misia Hamilton

"For everything that we know which they don't, they know one thing that we don't...except for some, who are just hopelessly uninteresting."-Stacia Marian Hamilton

"Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited, imagination enriches the world."-Albert Einstein

"The only ones who should kill are those who are prepared to be killed."-Lelouch

‎"A lesson without pain is meaningless. That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return. But once you've withstood the pain and overcome it, you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else. Yes... a Fullmetal Heart." -Edward Elric

"In dwelling, live close to the ground.
In thinking, keep to the simple.
In conflict, be fair and generous.
In governing, don't try to control.
In work, do what you enjoy.
In family life, be completely present.
When you are content to be simply yourself
and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect
you."-Tao Te Ching, 8, by Lao-tzu

-------------------Fun Quotes------------------

"Life is delicious and horrible and painful and disgusting and sad and lovely and crazy and kinda nice.... I hate it."-Me

"Rissa's Creativity -> Beast Mode: [On] Off" -Dusty

"Ice cream is like life: Cold and brief and terrifying." -Lemony Snicket

"On a trip to the vatican, Rissa had the occasion to speak with the pope on the balcony where he normally addressed his followers. After the meeting was over, an audience member asked, 'Hey, who was that guy up there talking to Rissa?'" -Tim Curry

"You're sweet as a lil' powdered sugar on a Cafe Du Monde donut."-Tim Curry

"I may not be able to fly... *poses* But I can fall with style!"-Zombieboy

"Good try, but no." -Sokka


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