The following message is in French, for those who don't realize. Then, the rest of the profile's going to be in English.
Je suis du Québec, je suis français. Ouaip, Tabarnak ! Si votre connaissance de l'anglais laisse à désirer, suffit d'me poser une joyeuse question sur mon profile et, peut-être, je prendrai de mon temps pour vous répondre....Quoi qu'il soit fort possible que non.
Well, I'm born in Sorel's hospital: Hotel-Dieu. Nice cool kid. I'm clinically dead three times 'cause of vaccines. Young, I had many fucks like Asthma, allergies and shits. My father quit the family before I had one year than beat the shit outta me at the ages of five and six. Never saw him since then.
Well, then, I started school. Yup, but it got bad. I liked to learn, as a kid, but I was kind of ultra ugly. When I say ultra, I'm talkin' 'bout fuckin' super-ugly. Let me explain, I was wearing big fuckin' glasses, I was fat, my hair was nerdy, I had a French weird accent that came out from nowhere. The make it simple, I was beaten about everyday. Yet, I had big scores in exams and all, but that fucked out too. Explanation: it was too easy for me, so I kind of didn't care until my 4th grade. The interest in learning math or French was pretty low. So, my scores start to get bad when the difficulty grows up. I didn't really had big scores until the end of the high school.
Kids are cruel or so they say. Well, I felt their cruelness. It's not so a big deal. During all my high school I move from a city to another. In that case, having 'friends' was something I couldn’t afford. Mix it with the power of teen ugliness and you got a cocktail ready to fuckin' blow off. I was ugly: fat, with acne, smelly, with huge motherfucking glasses. My self esteem wasn't really high. Then, I discovered some bands which helped me out, such as the old Paparoach, P.O.D., S.O.A.D.. The kind of band I don't listen to anymore, but whatever.
In all my fucking childhood, I never had a single fucking girlfriend and I remained virgin until the year of eighteen. Then, I had ended my studies, for now, and I was living in a small apartment. With alcohol, dopes and shits, I become something wicked. My mind was kind of fucked up. I was already listening to many metal bands and my interest just grew. Well, I was plotting in my dark room: a couple of speeds, ecstasies and beers in the belly. Yes, I was plotting my revenge against this 'Oh cruel world'. It works, I fucked about tons of women without caring about their good, I hurt many people emotionally and physically. Even today, I don't give a damn shit about people pain. Still, my pleasure of giving this feeling isn't the same than at that time. With dopes I became beautiful; well, it depends of the point of view, but more beautiful it's certain. I became Evil, fucking badass, Narcissist, Self-centered and Selfish, cruel, nasty, and so on.
After a time, I found peace and started to calm the fuck down. I return to my mother's house and stayed there. Started Cégep, which is preuniversity graded school. I train, work and sing, as a metal music vocalist. I got some buddies, whom I haven't any feelings for, but some respect. My misogyny and misanthropy reduced enough for me to have an actual girlfriend. And, that's about it.
Likes
Art : Movies, Paints, Drawing, Poems, Books, Martial arts, Music. Culture : Useless knowledge, Achademic Knowledge, Bright people, Interesting conversations, Learning, Thinking. Hurting : Being insulting, Being Rude/Cruel/Nasty/Disturning, Playing mind games and heart games, Laughing at other weaknesses. Sports : Mainly fighting sports such as Martial arts (duh), Boxe, Kickboxing, Grappling, Wrestling (not the show), but 'normal' sports too. Artificial pleasures : Alcohol, Cigarette, Parties, but not dopes anymore. Myself : My body (even if I actually always think I'm fat and ugly), My mind, My cruelness, My self, Myself, Me. Religion : Christianism, Antechristianism, Satanism, Luciferism, Kabbal, Vikings, Celtics, and so on. Videogames : Mainly fighting, RPG and Aventure games, but some shooters and RTS are cool. Manga : Shaman King, Naruto, Hellsing, Hunter X Hunter, Tsubasa, Samurai Deeper : Kyo, Kenshin, Gunnm, DBZ, Inuyasha, and so on.
Cash : Cars, Big house, Money, Working, Money involving hobbies. Time : Being late, Being stressed out, Schedule, Routine. Losers : Big mouth, Close minded people, Talk shit, Liars, Dumbass, Poor, Racism, Sexism. (I must say that I actually make many funny Sexist and Racist jokes, but those are called JOKES) Fake : Fake cruel, Fake Metalhead, Fake blondes, Fake people. Well, I hate liars so...? Order : The 'must do', Cops, A big bunch of laws, Uniforms. The 'Everyone no ones' : One of my personal quotes, it means looking just like everyone. So, you're no one. It refers to a big motherfuckin' part of the society. Hippies and shit : Green peace and god damned flower power no pollution bastards fuckin' pisses me off ! Dogs : Well, I just hate dogs.
Shit, I could go on keepin' this all day. Let’s stop.
Favorite Music
Classical Blues / Jazz Rock and some Alternative Metal, obviously Vulgar
