"Did I write it as to not go mad or, on the contrary, to go mad in order to understand the nature of madness, the immense, terrifying madness that had erupted in history and in the conscience of mankind?" - Elie Wiesel
Status: A kiss will cary you away,,
Sex: male Age: 16 Location: Hell., Rhode Island, United States
Member since: August 28, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single and looking Occupation: Rasing hell
The only thing guaranteed in this life is death and disease. All else is a bonus. I'm Always muttering something to myself. The pen is mightier than the fist. I'm open about my beliefs and there's nothing you've got in your pocket, throat or wallet that can make me feel uncomfortable with myself. I am Socially Bisexual. I see things daily most of you would look at me crazy for even believing. I try my best to be the kindest, most caring and most honest person I know, knowing full well you will take advantage of it. Why? Because it makes me feel like a better person and it helps me sleep at night. People know that they can trust me. You can't buy that. I love it. My confidence drips off me like I'm fresh from the shower. *lick*. You're nothing but a bad actor in a low budget screenplay. I'm an individual thriving off word and sound; without music, I'm just me. I try my best to savor every moment of this life. We all have vices; I like to lose myself in the music and make everything else disappear. I'm a magician you see. My other tricks include manipulating language to get my point across. Words are my everything. I use them accordingly to pleasure you and stab you in the ear.But that wont happen unless you piss me off. And if you can accomplish that you deserve a medal. Learn to laugh at yourself. You'll find it more rewarding. What am I? I'm an audience and a consumer. I am a creator and an artist. Utterly preoccupied with my appearance and the appearance of others. Paranoid. I am an endorser of the straight edge lifestyle. I'm a virgin. I am what you will never figure out. Music sets the rhythm of life, it keeps the momentum. Admit it, you wouldn't be the same without it. To me it's more than just a life force. It is something that cannot be contained or held onto. You cannot hold music because it has no physical form, only mediums that try to translate it. It can only be created from nothing into something amazing. It is beautiful and accidental, experimental and expressive. Real music, and I mean from the heart, never ceases to blow me away. Intelligence is lush. A beautiful mind is a beautiful thing. A moron will always be a moron (and oh so unattractive). I am upfront and honest but know better than to expect the same in return. While honesty remains a weapon, I'll have one up on you. I'm always told I'm too poetic. I prefer it that way. My thoughts form in poetry and shape the way I express myself. Every recitation is a dedication to the damage you did. Make me suffer for my art. We know you're gonna do it anyway, so let's pretend we can't taste the intent on your tongue. I will influence you and I will be the cause of your disposition. Like any human being, I am flawed and would never claim otherwise. I'm no better than you. All I ask is that you don't try to tone down my extravagance. I don't believe in restraining emotion. Real is raw, untouched, uncensored, well spoken and ends in a slap of the face. Yours or mine? If I affect you, then I've already changed the world. I changed yours didn't I? I don't expect you to understand myself or my thoughts. I believe in the words I say, what I defend and the moments I cherish. I believe that you believe what you think is true. This is modern culture; processed society. This is a place of buy-one-get-one-free personalities and lack of a better word. Knowledge is power and conforming is security. Stop. Say something worth saying. Make a point. You are not whatever label you place yourself under. You are what you fight for, what you defend, what you protect. You are what you believe in. Your thoughts aren't real, only your actions. Open your eyes and do something worth doing, send a message worth sending. There's nothing worse than blending into the scenery. All that being said, I can't stop you from thinking I'm an asshole. I probably am. At least my friends think I'm fabulous. "Coordinate brain and mouth and ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out....wish I knew..."
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I dislike alot of things. I do not feel like sitting here to name them all.
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