I am a writer and an artist in my own right. I live to create and I live to love.

I am a lover, not a fighter, but when it comes right down to it, I will fight for what I love. I love with passion and fire unmatched by those who have made themselves my rivals and enemies. I truly love only one man (aside from God in Heaven). I will fight for him and protect him and give him the world, if need be.

I am an unsusual sort of person, prefering to keep to myself because I cannot trust people. I have three best friends and they are all I need. I do not mind making friends, but it is difficult to reach my inner circle.

I can easily fit into any stereo-type I please. I can be preppy, trendy, tomboy, girly, emo. I find I fit best and am most comfortable within the goth and nerd catagories. I have always been an outcast of sorts, and the solitude that these two stereo-types offer suits me fine.

But before that, I am myself. Unfortunately, people think I am nothing more that a heartless bitch. But those who know me best know that I simply hide the fragile mess that is my heart from the world.

I am rebel and defiant, and I am highly opinionated.

Above all else, I am a hopeless romantic.





If He Should Go
By Jennifer Masten

"I live with a fear that most will never know
The fear that one day soon I will have to let my soldier go
Where will I be when I get that dreaded call?
I pray to God, please, don't let his name end up on that wall.
How long will I have to wait for him to come back to me?
How many nights will I stare at that empty space next to me, the space where he should be.
But he is a soldier and I am his girl
He's given me his heart and he's become my world
If he must go I will hide my tears with a smile and tell him I love him and will see him in awhile
He will be far from me but never far from my heart
We have a love not even a war can tear apart
He is my soldier, the love of my life and one day I will be a proud army wife
If he should be called to duty I will wait for him standing tall, for he is my soldier, my hero, after all"