"Light without darkness is a world without matter, It just simply doesn't exist. Darkness without light is a world where life just cannot be."
Status: Not really sure what to do anymore.
Sex: male Age: 24 Location: Sacramento,
California, United States
Member since: June 30, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: In a relationship
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I am nothing. I come from nothing, I breathe in nothing, I see nothing, I feel everything... Yet, I am naught. I have no hopes, nor dreams, nor fantasies that there is something for me anymore. I am simply here for the moment, and await to be gone in the next. I have no desire to live very long. I am one of the few darker people in this world who is still somewhat of a christian. I can never obtain the same faith in christianity that most devouts do... simply because I have seen what lies beyond death. Truth is, I am a Taoist Druidic Shinto-christian. I know that sounds strange, but it is what it is. I serve not the "Greater Good", but Nuetrality. I have no desire to stop what's going to happen from playing out. I just want an ending. I am a Nihilist. I just want to die, and if I had my way, it would be brutal, yet absolutely beautiful. For those who think that life will get better, you don't know what you're talking about. I have lived on all but the absolute wealthiest side of life, and it isn't any better, only the illusion that things are. So, now I wait until either I can find my end, or until I can find someone that wont turn their back on me.
Slipknot, Craddle of Filth, Disturbed, Theatres Des Vampyres. Vampires, Werewolves, Liches, Reapers.
Empyrical based people. Money, gold, or anything else that represents avarice, greed, or empyricism in it's absolute.
Tiamat, Disturbed, Slipknot, Lacuna Coil, Demon Hunter, Celldweller, Birthday Massacure, Ink Dot Boy, Rob Zombie, Nightwish, A Perfect Circle, Blackmoore's night, Zeromancer, Godsmack, Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Nobuo Uematsu.