Did you see the streets, just the streets? There were thousands of them! Then how you do it down there, how do you choose just one, one woman, one house, one landscape to look at, one way to die?
Sex: male Age: 20 Location: Rehab,
Member since: December 18, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Owner of:Egypt In love with:ChristyOctavenomur
The scars of love that are in me have definitely shaped who I am, It made me forget what is affection/tenderness, And has changed me. I become cruel and make you cry. I never let you know peace. Every moment I hurt you, And I never get tired of it. I'm a liar and I know myself. Every moment I live as if there are none precious to me. You know it's not the real of me !
You know I'm lost .. I can't go back to my old self. Hurt me once even if you don't mean that and I will kick you out of my life bitch, even if I don't love you don't get me upset, and don't forget to thank god that I know you while you are nothing likezombie without feelings and I don't pray to stones :)
the knowledge of death changes everything. If I were to tell you the exact date and time of your death it would shatter your worldcompletely. I know. Can youimagine what it feels like to have someonesit you down and tell you that you're dying? The gravity of that? That the clock's ticking for you. In a split second, your world is cracked open. Youlook at things differently, smell things differently. You savor everything, be it a glass of water or a walk in the park. I don't know my death date but I know that life is slow way to die so I will not die an unlived life. Fuck any one feelings I will spend my time having fun but stay away of me girls because my best way of having fun is watching you cry.
My Message Is Righteous. My Love Is Everlasting. My Gift Is Life!
Don't tell me that you love me for god sake because I hate you and because of every asshole in the world says she loves somebody. It means nothing. It still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts.
So what the hell do you do ? Well it's very simple. do whatever it takes.
I'm too tired of this life, All I need is my big sleep, I just wanna die, I now fear nothing but life itself, I do not believe in life or in love anymore, The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness, No onecan see the emptiness in myeyes, To escape life itself now seems the only solution, With relief I look forward of letting go of the pain .. Finally,there is peace in my soul, To lie dead without a concern, without a tear, You broke my heart, And life without joy is so imensly painful, Just to think of you makes tears stream down my face, Icannot imagine that there are good girl any more, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good way, hide your another half that full of evil !
I want to die, But really .. I am already dead inside.
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change, Problems never solved, just rearranged, And when I think about all the times that I've had, Some were good most were bad, I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see, Love and peace flash through my mind; pain andhate is all I find, Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true, Lies and hate and agony; thru my eyes that's all I see ..
How will I laughtomorrow when I can't even smile today?
So when I look outside my room, I see the world, What is done to me is not fair; you call it fair I call it treason, But I don't know what to do, give me a sign I'll takewhatever, But if you want me here I am, ain't gonna die forever, So if you want me here I am; I sit here waiting for your decision, But my body fights my mind; we're headed straightfor a collision, So am I getting near or am I still looking in all the wrongplaces, But the only thing that seems to change are the ways you use to lie.
Doesn't anyone ..seems like no one cares at all
I fuckin' swear that I care, but its hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare, yeah I'm with you all alone, I can't think of a reason, to get the fuck out ofbed, curtains closed, lights are off, Am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak, tolerance at its peak, I guess I need love, I'm just in a rut, and I had to swear "I'm tryin baby please, Baby don't hurt me and leave" god-damn I'm a fuck-up because girls are all cheaters, soI sit in my room, and I'll cry in my bed, thinkin aboutall the shit, that made me wrong in my head, I keep tryin' to climb, but it seems sosteep ..
cus I don't wanna be like this, I've been runnin these streets for too long now, I've got nothing thats true, I wanna go peaceful world !
I'm MySelf, accept it or don't, Ihonestly don't care what you think about me ,I don't need anyone because people are shit and all of them justfake like nothing in my life ;)
I hate it when a someonelikes me and doesn't do anyting. If you see me and you're interested SPEAKUP or you're not gonna get me 'cause I am not chasing after you.
Don'tfall in love with me, I'll break your heart
[ WARNING : don't be fool and ask me if I love because I will lie to break you heart and over wise I know that you will believe me like asshole ]
Talk to me. I will not biteyour ass and make it red!, but don't ask me to believe you because I don't trust any one.
I'm free and I do anything I want to do at any time I want to so follow me or stay home and don't label me because if you saw me rapping, it doesn't mean I'mrapper
GET OUT .. GET FUCKIN' OUT !!
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