ChelleDemon at Vampirefreaks.com

My name is Michelle, I answer to "Chelle" or "ChelleDemon".
I was born, raised, and currently reside in Louisville, Kentucky

Get a truth box

I know that this text is probably pointless, because almost no one on here actually read these profiles, but I guess for the few that do I will put a little about myself....

Vampirefreaks has been part of my life for a little over a year now (since July 2006). So thanks for the "welcome to vf" messages but I am not new here
I always respond, and rate back, although sometimes it might take me a little bit. I work so I can't spend every waking moment on this site, nor would I want to.

First and foremost I am a very honest person- I am not the kind of person to lie, just to tell you what you want to hear. Lies are pointless, and to me it takes a pathetic person to continuously lie.
I am a love or hate kind of person- there is no in between to me. I put my heart into everything - just to be shit on and its fucking sickening.
So I suggest if youre the easily offended type or fake in any way do not contact me, save both of our time.

For "fun" I go to concerts (local and signed artists). Although I find myself staying away from them recently. Not as much fun as they used to be. I have become a bit "anti-social". People at bars and concerts tend to annoy me.

I enjoy drawing, reading, writing, and taking photography as well
I am a "self-taught" photoeditor. I currently use Photoshop 7.0, and my newly aquired Photoshop CS3 extended.
***see ART section****

I do not have an ego whatsoever. Anyone that actually knows me knows I have no self confidence.
I think very low of myself, with reasons.
I have lost many people in my life, and miss them more everyday.
I love tattoos, I have 8 now
I have never had what anyone would consider a normal life, but I believe it is what makes me who I am today.
I write in my journal frequently. I do this for myself NO ONE else.
I am an honest person, and ask those around me to show the same respect I give to them.

Art is a very important part of my life. It always has, and always will be. It is my therapy. I write poetry, I draw (charcoal, pastels, graphite, and so on…), I paint (mainly acrylics), and I take photography.

Sadly I grow too attached to pieces to sell, but I have done some work specifically for others (mainly local bands)
I will attempt to list things have had something I had drawn/designed on them:
Flyers
Banners-hand painted and designed screen printed
T-shirts (4 different ones to my recollection)
Hoodies
Hats
Tattoos (MANY)- done one myself
Album art - (my photography)
I have had poetry of mine inspire someones lyrics-nice words for the facts- my poetry was used by someone else
Layouts

I am sure there is more- its just difficult to remember it all.
I photo edit- BUT considering the fact that entirely too many people have asked I will not do it for anyone unless I want to- it became a pain in the ass to keep up with. It is time consuming and not something I get paid to do. Also I had many people use it with no credit given.

I have a photo album on here with my photography in it-let me know what you think…

Listening to music/Going to concerts
Drawing
Painting
Photography
Photo Editing
Driving (fast)
REAL conversations
TRUE friends
Honesty
Feeling accomplished (rare)
Getting tattooed
Sleeping and relaxing (I really miss it)
Being wanted
Rum … I’m a pirate
Cuddling
Sex … does NOT mean I sleep around though …
Being looked at in the eyes
Affection
My cat
Animals
The sound of a heartbeat
Traveling
Intelligence
Fairness and equality
Respect
And most important….I love catching people in lies, many times in my life this has happened, and it is just amazing those people you trust that swear they wont betray you, are always the worst betrayals you will ever face.

To be quite upfront, my life just fell apart, so theres not much left that I like or enjoy.
I know that sounds harsh but its the truth.

BROKEN PROMISES! -my life seems full of these
Childishness/Drama
Dishonesty
Lack of respect
Pedophiles
Judgmental individuals
Ignorance
Insomnia
Rudeness
Being hurt
Arrogance
Being used
Being "disposable"
Severe laziness
Racism (keep it to yourself and we will be ok)
People that force their opinions onto others
Organized religion
Lack of responsibility and self control
People with too high of expectations
People that treat me as a child or as if I am ignorant
Aliens
TyPPiNg LykE ThIIIIs
Extreme repetition
People that intentionally try to piss you off
Excuses
Threats
Insults
Having to pretend everything is okay
Being told I am loved if it is NOT true
Double standards
Panic/anxiety attacks
People that complain yet do nothing to better anything in their lives
Assumptions
Carelessness
My scars
My appearance
Myself in general…

I have a wide range of musical tastes. .
Here are some bands i like.

* = I've seen them in concert at least once
** = I've seen them at least once and met them

A:
AFI
Apocalyptica
Acidbath
A perfect circle
AC/DC
Aerosmith *
Andrew W.K.
Audioslave
Aesma Daeva
Amon Amarth
Arch Enemy**
Ancient

B:
Billy Idol
Beesech
Bloodhound gang
Beck
Bile
Black Light Burns
Black Sabbath *
Blind Melon
BobaFlex**
Black label Society**
the Birthday Massacre
Blessedbethyname
Behemoth
Blind Guardian
Burn the Priest

C:
Cake
Cannibal Corpse
Johnny Cash
CKY
Coal Chamber
Cold**
Collective Soul
Combichrist*
Alice Cooper
Cradle of Filth
Children of Bodom
Corrosion of conformity
Clutch
Creature Feature
the Cruxshadows*
Celldweller

D:
Devildriver**
Danzig
Days of the New
Deftones(old)
Dimmu Borgir*
Disturbed*
Daniel Lioneye
the Doors
Drowning Pool*
Demons & Wizards
Deathstars
Doomsday Refreshment Committee
Damageplan
Down
the Dresdon Dolls
Dope**

E:
Echoes of Eternity
Emilie Autumn

F:
Faith no more
Fear Factory**
Finger eleven (a little)*
Flaw**

G:
God forbid**
Godsmack*
Gorillaz
Gwar
Guns n Roses

H:
(Hed) P.E.
HellYeah
HIM*
Hanzel und Gretyl
Hammerfall (hehe:D)

I:
Iggy Pop
Ill nino
In Flames*
Incubus
Iced Earth
INXS
Iorn Maiden*

J:
Jack off Jill
Judas Priest*

K:
KoRn*
Kidney Thieves*
Kansas
Kataklysm

L:
Lacuna Coil*
Lynard Skynrd
Lamb of God**
Led Zepplin
Lordi*
Lord Belial

M:
Machine Head**
Marilyn Manson*
Metallica*
Mindless Self Indulgence*
Misfits
Motley Crue*
Murderdolls
Mushroomhead**
Mudvayne**
My alibi
Ministry
Moonspell
Mnemic
Macbeth

N:
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails*
Nonpoint**
Naglfar
Norther

O:
Oasis
Orgy*
Otep*
Ozzy

P:
Pantera
Pink Floyd
Poison (LOL)
PM5K
Prodigy
PORCELAIN and the tramps
Poisonblack

Q:
Queen
Queens of the Stone age

R:
Rasputina
Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein
Ramones
the Rasmus**
Red Hot Chili Peppers
REM
Rob Zombie*
the Rolling Stones

S:
Samhain
Sentenced
Seether**
Sevendust**
Shinedown*
Silverchair
Skid Row
Skinlab
Slayer*
Slipknot*
Shadows Fall**
Smashing Pumpkins
Soil
Soulfly
Soundgarden
Selpultura
Stabbing Westward
Staind (old)*
Static X
STP
Sublime
Suicidial Tendencies*
System of a Down
Superjoint Ritual**
Six Feet Under
Sonata Arctica

T:
Tantric**
Tool
Type o Negative*

U:
Union Underground
Umbra Et Imago

W:
Weezer
White Zombie
the White Stripes
Within Temptation

Z:
ZZ top

#'s:
10 Years*
30 Seconds to Mars**
311
the 69 eyes