I'm Cecelia(obv.) I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life. Sometimes I don't want to talk to anybody. I don't want to smile and I don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time i don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT!IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT!
Likes
the smell of rain. glowsticks. monster energy. the movies Radio, and The Butterfly Effect. Arizona tea.
Dislikes
People who put "ROFL", "LOL" & smiley faces after everything they type. Most children under the age of 7. Girls who think it's 'cute' to act slutty. and when people smoke to be cool. Just basically anyone who pisses me off, or is extremeley annoying. Other than that... I'm pretty easy going, and can get along with anybody.
Favorite Music
3oh!3, 3 doors down, AAR, A Beautiful Lotus, Aiden, Attack Attack!, Blood On The Dancefloor, BMTH. A Skylit drive, ATC, All Time Low, Boys Like Girls, Chiodos, Chelsea grin, Escape the fate, Evanescence, Fall out Boy, fefe dobson, The Fray, Green Day, I Set My Friends On Fire, Katy perry, Keri hilson, Kid Cudi, The Killers, Kings of leon, Metro station, Mozart season, MIA, Nickleback, Owl City, Panic! at the Disco, Paramore, Phoenix, Plain white t's, Secondhand Serenade, The Submarines, Three Days Grace, the Ting Tings, Silverstein, We the Kings, and some other shitt.