"Let�s create the dust, let�s give birth to sin, I�ll create the skies and watch the stars collide. I�ll give them eyes so they can see. I�ll give them mouths, I�ll give them need. I�ll give them everything they�ll ever need. So let�s begin this tragedy. Let�s burn the forest and breathe."
My name is Cara and I'm 19 years old. I live in Walnutport PA and I absolutely fucking hate it here. It's bumblefuck central and finding a job is like finding a needle in a haystack. I just graduated last year and I don't have the money to attend college, but once I'm financially able to, I'd like to go to college for mixology so I can be a bartender. I used to go to school for hair and make-up and it is still a passion of mine. I have a love for tattoos, piercings, and gauges which i have some of my own. I spend most of my time behind the computer screen looking for new music and new people to converse with. It's rare I go out because I don't have many friends because I've learned that most of the people that I surround myself end up hurting me in some way or another. I have two best friends name Amber and Erin and they are who I talk to most of the time on facebook. I write and I sing and I keep to myself, but I'm really interesting and worth getting to know in my opinion. So don't hesitate to talk to me, we might have a lot more in common then you think. I'm single, and i don't like it one bit. I will say that it's good to be alone to avoid drama and heart break, but I've had so much heart break at such a young age, that it's safe for me to say I just want somebody to love. I want to hold hands with some one, I want to feel the warm embrace, I want to cuddle, I want it all. "I want, I want everything. Give me, give me all you are. I want, I want everything. Give me, give me your heart" We all have our standards and know what we like and go for and my type is the scene/emo stereotype. I just find it really appealing and sexy and it's what I go for. I am looking for a boyfriend so if you're interested build up a conversation and let me know, but please read my profile first and my music tastes and interests, because I believe you cannot have a relationship if you don't have common interests. I just ask that if I don't reply to you, please do not keep sending me the same messages until i answer because i will just delete them.
"This is my orchestra. You are my finale. You better start living, better start breathing, before you turn to stone. Your suit is made of wood and you�re sleeping in the water.
Likes
I like tattoos, piercings, gauges. I also love doing hair and make up. I love to write and I love to sing, even if I can't sing that good I still love to do it. I like to bake when I'm in the mood, and I must say I'm pretty fucking beast at it. I also like to find new music to listen to because I don't like to listen to the same thing over and over again. I like going to the mall and looking at stuff I can't have because I'm dirt broke. I also like babysitting because I absolutely love children!! I like to color sometimes and I get pretty into it, this also ties in with drawing by my skills with that suck huge sagging elephant balls. I like to drink and smoke and party as well, even though I don't party much. I like coffee in the morning to keep me going for the rest of the day. I like monster energy, and it kicks red bulls ass. I like horror movies and sometimes action ones. My fave movie is SIN CITY<3 I like to flirt with cute boys, even though I like a boy close to home but he doesn't seem to like me back. I like holding hands. I like hugs and kisses. I like cuddling. I like to blast my music and mosh around my room and do the windmill like a dork. i like to meet new people and make new friends (because I have very few). I like guys who know what they want and treat girls with respect and aren't just looking for a girl who's DTF so they can fuck and call it quits. Along with my love of tattoos, piercings, and gauges, I LOVE them on boys, it's a huge turn on. I like cute guys that can pull of wearing their glasses and put the word hot in front of nerd. I like video games like GTA, DDR, Read Dead Redemption, and Left For Dead. I like the song Peacock by Katy Perry and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I LOVE the synth and if you teach me how to play one I would prolly love you forever. I like taking showers and being clean and smelling good. I like to get dressed up for no reason and take pictures for pure enjoyment. I like being bluntly honest and my opinion is my opinion and it won't change for anyone. Lastly, and most importantly, I like being me and I'm me 100% of the time.
"I'm going to cut you open like a fucking pig, peel away the flesh and drain out your veins. This time you will not forget the images of those you have denied"
Dislikes
<=== I FUCKING HATE HELLO KITTY. She is not hardcore, she is not cute, she is a cartoon for children. I hate whores, please keep your legs closed. I hate liars, the truth hurts but not as much as getting fingered as edward scissorhands, so just fucking tell the truth. I hate guys that think they got game and act like their all cute when their ugly and the only game they have is the one they put inside their xbox 360 and play when they get home from school or work. I hate how a lot of little kids have what we would have considered luxuries when we were their age. I mean seriously who needs a cell phone when your in elementary school?! Who are you going to call Dora or Bob The Builder?!?! I also hate when you walk into HOTTOPIC these days and see things like YO GABBA GABBA and Hello Kitty. That shit is not cool AT ALL. I also hate fakes. BE FREE TO BE YOURSELF, STOP TRYING TO BE SOME ONE ELSE. It seem that most people would rather be loved for some one that their not than hated for who they really are and it's ridiculous. Who gives a fuck if no one likes you, just be you it's the fucking internet for fucksake. I also THOROUGHLY DISLIKE when guys inbox message you and say "wanna see my cock?" WHAT THE FUCK?! No I don't wanna see I'm here to meet new people and build friendships and maybe a relation ship, not look at small objects. I also hate when people like me bust their ass for everything they have and then you have people complain to you about how horrible their life is when they have everything they want. I'm done ranting right now, as you can tell a lot of things piss me off LOL.