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Cannibal_C_Buzzcock
"Pale death with an impartial foot knocks at the hovels of the poor and the palaces of king." Horace
Profile: first things first.... IM A F*CKING HYPOCRITE!!!! [secondly this hasnt been updated for three years (2008-2011) so im going to do a bit of a commentary to say whats changed which will be in square bracets p.s. im dyslexic and dysgraphic (means i cant write) and i now go by Cannibal C. Buzzcock] chickens!!! i can be random. [but these days thats if i can muster the effort] [im an insomniac] i [used to] spend a lot of time thinking so im [read: was] quite quiet and hence people call[ed] me emo (one person made the mistake of calling me it while i had scissors in my hand so i stabbed him) [i didnt hurt him dont worry] [a lots changed since then.] a lot of people think im a psycopath (the fact that i have actualy stabbed several of my freinds doesnt help n why theyre still my mates beats me but still) [one asked my to stab him and another wouldnt stop touching me up so they deserved it realy] beleive it or not but im actualy a pascifist [and perfectly mentally stable]. i have [read: had] a low self-a-steam so i live in daydreams (hence why i spend a lot of time thinking) and i often turn my day dreams or even actual dreams into books the thing i fear the most is also the thing im obssesed with, death [also i have a severe distaste for crowds, but im not obessessed with them, just makes getting to my lecture 20 odd flights of stairs up that bit more dificult but i need the exercise i look pregnant] im a very morbid person, and im quite depressive [not depressed, i just often cause others to be so], also im a pessismist that likes to argue and annoy people :D im also quite evil minded and sadistic *grins evily* [<-- really?] and i like messing with peoples heads :) i live in my world,so dont try telling me about the rules of your world because they are meeningless to me. i have a nasty habbit of knowing what people are going to do before they do it dont try to figure me out, i tried it and i got lost in my own head [they sent in surch and rescue but they got about five feet and said "f*ck this shit" and left], i need someone to be a sort of life line... please...[man i sounded desperate, im now happily engaged and have been with her for two years.] im power hungry and know how to get what i want[i am and i do, but dont take that to mean i'm a spoilt brat i only manipulate if i cant get the thing of my own efforts], i tend to be in control even when it seems like im not. i know what im doing and how to get things done to my liking/advantage so dont try pushing me or trying to get me to hury up or anything [cause it wont work] i have an annoying habbit of knowing what im goin on about and being right [well, used to,lack of sleep and excess of alcohol has made my memory slow], so double check your facts before argueing with me [still do this, im a stuborn b*st*rd], n if i know im right and your persistant im wrong ill come back a few weeks later with proof that i was right i dont completely fit into any of the social classes being as im a mix of most of them, the one that people seem to see the most makes me look emo but the really me who shuts up and sits in the back ground cause no one wants to here what that side has to say because they view it as sick and rong is more gothic and occult [did i really put that? i've done research since and while i do read a lot of texts associated with black magic, deamon summonings and necromancy its for reading purposes only as that stuff can kill you] i also board which can put me under the class of sakter. [this profile was written a long time ago, i now slot more into the classical goth genre or old school rocker depending on my mood] ye im sick and twisted, i like the idea of cannibalism [more of a interest in how it tastes, still working on the legal loop hole], if i worshipped a god id worship death being as he has the real power [i now follow anton sador laveys satanism and a form of paganism me and a few friends have been working on recently], i like seeing people in pain, especialy if i dont like them, it makes me hungry and if i let it get far enough would probably turn me on [again, written a long time ago, i am a sadist though and enjoy inflicting pain but have too much self control to do the seriouse damage i would prefare to do] im quite powerfull, with powerfull freinds, although while i dont fight my own battles i dont get others to. [i sound a bit up my own arse here dont i, the point i was getting at was more of me being highly respected and my mates make sure no harm comes of me due to me beng a pascifist] if i lose control of myself i can be quite dangerouse, as we found out the hard way when i nearly killed one of my mates [read: asociates], luckily it was me that has come out of it with the scar and not him. although i only lose control of myself when im get into my extreme of certain moods of which im not going to go into details. [since writting this i have been working franticly on my self control so i dont lose control like this anymore] thats it for now, im starting to iritate myself which isnt hard to do. [i'm easier to irritate these days but only if your doing stupid un-nesacary things] if you dont like me, join the club im making t-shirts. [still not got round to making these] if you do like me or actualy want to get to know me, find me "Solitude scares me. It makes me think about love, death, and war. I need distraction from anxious, black thoughts." "as one by one our ties are torn, and friend from friend taken forlorn, when man is left alone to morn, oh, how sweet it is then to die "All of us are born with a set of instinctive fears--of falling, of the dark, of lobsters, of falling on lobsters in the dark, or speaking before a Rotary Club, and of the words "Some Assembly Required."" [this still makes me giggle] "Courage is not the lack of fear but the ability to face it."Likes: not much, im a miserable swineDislikes: the human race as a whole (and yes i know i myself am a human so dont bother)Favorite Music: andything really, except pop and dance
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