Bubble_Gun at Vampirefreaks.com

Everyone loves a raibow. Children make a wish upon one, dreamers run after them, painters paint them but I live in one. Even more, I have examined every part and color of it and I still believe in it. It is not easy to believe in something that you know exactly what it consists of but I am a realist and my address is Tomorrow Street lived through pink glasses! I like to defy the public eye and I am always thrilled in my mind when I shock the conventional majority with my irational behaviour. If I feel like it I will appear at your doorstep bearfoot and laugh at you because you laugh at me.

I love my freedom. I consider that a passion felt for another individual will restrict my spirit and keep me from being faithful to my one and true love: my freedom. I am the perfect girlfriend if you won't try to tie me to the kitchen or to a pole to make me stay. I belong to everyone and no one. I need my freedom like I need air and if I find that special someone who can understand that I will be devoted to the end to him (or her :D ). I am not interested in a guy's finances but I am interested in the respect he obtains and achieves for his intelectual and social life and status.

In normal conditions my lack of jelousy is a virtue, but I despise those who are unfaithful. You will figure out how I feel about such a person by the way I look at him/her. I cannot simulate the way a look to one who I despise or dislike in general. I am never suspicious without a reason and I will never doubt one's word. I am not the type who checks up on a guy, calls him at the office or is furious because a blonde, gorgeous girl is drooling after my boyfriend. This is because I have probably disected his heart and soul at the first date and know what kind of a person he is. Oh, and there are a lot of important things to do then to squish my brains with what my potential boyfriend or even friend is doing behind my back.

I go by the rule: "Out of sight,out of mind!". If I don't really need you, one way or another, you will be out of sight and eventually out of mind at the first sign of infidelity or futility. I tend to simply walk away without a word. I like to be friends with all my EXs. What's in the past is in the past,nothing more and nothing less. There is only one exception to this rule: My first love who I will remember all my life and even though we broke up a long time ago he will be mine forever (I tattooed "PROPERTY OF KIA" of his ass!)

My own moral code is different than others' or anyone you have ever met but I respect it strictly. I understand if you are the same.I will judge but not criticize.

I seek intensely the feeling that will keep me safe and content by surrounding myself with a lot of familiar faces. One second I might be extatic and the next I might be gloomy, pesimistic and I might want to be left alone. I keep my perceptions and ideas, which I consider to be faster obtained and more deep than others', safe inside. I tend to constant analyse any situation, all my friends and even the strangers I meet at the bus station. When I find out that the YOU-puzzle isn't that complicated I get bored easily and fast and lose almost all my interest.

Despite my obsession for friends and friendship I don't have many close ones. I seek the quantity, not the quality and I rearly have the same friends for a long period of time, due to the fact that I almost never find what I want or what I like 100% in them. There are so many things to discover and it's practicly useless to hold on to a few individuals. Pathetic prayers have no use because I am impersonal and cold most of the time, but if you really touched my heart in any way I am yours for the taking for ever and ever.

I may appear to be isolated and unreachable because the rest of the world is one step behind me,or so I consider. I don't want to keep up the pase with them because I dont like to run slow. I wonder all by myself through my fuzzy clouds, while the mere mortals ask themselves what the hell am I doing way up there! From The Aquarius zodiac :))