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Sex: female
Age: 17
Location: Los Angeles, California, United States
Orientation: Bisexual
Rating: 9.88
Rating points: 2283
Member since: November 24, 2006
Last logged in: September 07, 2008, 04:14pm
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Being a Living Dead Girl
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 231 people
Latest Journal Entry: Pic-Comments   July 30, 2008, 11:34am

Profile:
Well Welcome to Bloody_CruelPain´s Profile.

If you want to read all, thanks for care about it if you don’t it doesn’t matter you can leave a comment telling me the same stuff “Hi nice profile, have a 10” and I will rate you and comment you back anyway.

Well for the people who are reading my name is Barbara Monique, I like my name and you can call me Barb, Barbra, Monique or just Barbara…or give me a nice name! Mmm my Goth name is Bloody Tears. Well I have 17-years-old, I’m in high school. I was born on Los Angeles, California my birth day is February 28th, 1991. (If you want to give a present I will accept it) So I’m a Pisces Girl. I used to visit the Hollywood Hospital because I have a sensitive skin, for that reason I can’t stay over the Sun Shine because I can get sick…even I don’t like the sun and lights. (I'm so goth, whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out [I will use some of these sentences in my information because I think they’re very funny I found them on internet] )

When I was 4-years-old I moved on to Mexico City for my Dad’s job…at first I don’t like Mexico. A year later I moved again to the littlest Mexico’s state and where I’m live actually… It´s an boring and quiet place.
I speak English and Spanish…and I want to learn Italian or French (I not very sure of French) At first I don’t know Spanish…just words in English, so my mom had to teach me (but even now I have problems with Spanish) but I love English language even I have classes in English as example I have chemistry, biology, physics, international culture and of course I have English class, all my other classes are in Spanish.

Since I was a little girl I was a little bit…strange, so I think I born as a freak (Ha! I'm so Goth, in preschool, the only crayon I used was black). At Elementary school I didn’t have friends…and I used to sit alone. At Medium School I find some friends, and I understand that I want to become a Goth person because my thoughts and my feelings were/are more as a Goth person. But I want to tell myself as a combination of Goth-Emo-Punk-Alternative-Straight Edge but I love black color.

Well about me I would say that I am a open mind person who always have her own opinion about everything, I usually wants to show how “special, unique and different” am I with my clothes and my make-up (I'm so goth it takes me an hour and a half to get dressed), I always wants to expressed myself and always wants to be original and sometimes I enjoy (well maybe all the time) when all the people looked at me, it makes me feel like a freak and I love it, here where I live the people are so fucking close mind. (I'm so goth, when I smile people ask me what's wrong).

All my friends tell me that I’m a crazy because I do weird things and I love to sleep on my bedroom’s floor (I'm so goth I sleep with my hands crossed on my chest) and I use to take my classes on the floor too. Sometimes I’m a little bit heartless because I use to made people cry…it just I hate them and If I hate someone I want to make her/his life miserable but even that I’m a nice girl…but I can be a bitch too if you make me get angry so I will take revenge.

I know I am smart (haha I’m so modest), I think a lot in my free time (all the day maybe…) but sometimes I like to being not that smart…I got bored of it, so sometimes I made stupid questions… And I made fun of me saying that I should born as a blonde girl. (I hope that the blonde people don’t take it as an offence; I don’t want to insult anybody and I just kidding and if I insult you, I’m sorry).

And I am not a religious person (I just think there is someone bigger than all of us), I always explain things by logistic, everything has a reason to being for but when it is not…and science can not explain it I think it is something more powerful that we are. (I'm so Goth nuns and priests resent me because I look cooler in black than them)

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I think I love my friends (hehe just kidding [maybe]) I also love my VF friends, I met very special people here and for that people thanks for answer me back my comments and still talking with me!
I love walking in the rain I enjoy when the rain falls down on my face. I love the eyeliner (black and red) my favorite animals are crows and cats. It enchants to me to listen to music in my free time, ground to express to me with my drawings for that reason also I like to draw and I enjoy it. I’m that kind of person who likes to be alone but I can talk about everything in any time I am open mind.
I like the TV shows as: Ghost Whisperer, Girls of the PlayBoy Mansion, Two and a Half Men, Desesperate Housewives, Grounded For Life, Malcolm in the Middle, ´Till Death; and Cartoons as: The Simpsons, Ruby Gloom, Celebrity Deathmatch, Mmm and I can’t remember the other ones.

And I also love all this: Music, Phantom, Halloween, Nightmares, Crows, Cute Boys, Cute Girls, Funerals (I'm so goth, when I was little, I thought funeral processions were parades), Darkness, Stockings, Black roses, Living Dead Dolls, Hats, Skulls, M&m´s, Hot topic, Scars, Penknives, Blood, Pain, Lolly Pops, Night, Bats (I'm so goth that bats hang little plastic me's from their ceiling), Horror movies, Chinese Food (my favorite food), Mc´Donals (I'm so goth I ate a Happy Meal . . . because I like to live dangerous) etc… Doubts, questions, explanations... just ask me.
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Dislikes:
I really hate snakes and spiders I don’t know why but I hate them since I was a child. I also hate the homophobie people, I mean the people who are gay, lesbian or bisexual are people too and not because they have another sexual orientation means that they are freaks, because they are not, I think homophobie people are repugnant (and idiots).

I hate that people who think that they are better than another people, because they really are better in being pathetic and plastic (they’re just losers). I hate fakes, liars and posers too. Finally IF YOU DON´T LIKE ME, DON´T COMMENT ME OR RATE ME, so PLEASE LEAVE and you will do me a favor. And if you like me and want to talk so c’mon don’t be afraid I will not hurt you…today. Thanks for reading.

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Favorite Music:
30 Seconds To Mars
AFI
Alesana
Avenged Sevenfold
Aiden
Adair
All-American Rejects
Alkaline Trio
Armor For Sleep
After The Tragedy
After Forever
Atreyu
Baby Shambles
Bullet For my Valentine
Black Sabbath
Blink 182....maybe
Boys Don´t Bleed
Box Car Racer
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Dead Poetic
Escape The Fate
Evanescence
Emery
Everytime I Die
Fall Out Boy
From Autumm To Ashess
From First To Last
Funeral For a Friend
Green Day ...before
Hawthorne Heights
HIM
I Am Ghost
Kittie
Lacula Coil
Lostprophets
Marylin Manson
My Chemical Romance
Muse
Nightmare Of You
No Use For A Name
Nirvana
Panic! At The Disco
Placebo
Radiohead
Senses Fail
Silverstein
Starsailor
Sisters of Mercy
The 69 Eyes
Taking Back Sunday
Theather Of Tragedy
Thrice
The Used.
The Fall Of Troy
The Actual
The Birthday Massacre
The Horrors
The Killers
The Samshing Pumpkins
The Rasmus
Thursday
To Die For
Underoath
Vanity Beach
And too many more that I can´t Remember Now






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