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My Story

I am a drag queen in southern Florida, looking for girls to be friends with. I am 5'7, 118 pounds. I have blue eyes with brown hair. I am considering transitioning into a female with the help of hormones and future surgery. I have wanted to be a woman all of my life. I am confused on my sexuality as you can tell...and I don't know who or what I am attracted to. What I do know is that I have always felt female inside since birth and that my life has been very miserable..having to act like something I know I am not just because culture mandates it. I'm not really male...I am a female as my gender core identity. I love everything that a typical girl likes and dislike the basic guy stuff. I hope when God meets me face to face that he grants me the wish to be a woman in appearance. My dream and my fate. Please consider when looking at my pictures that I have never taken one female hormone. The photos are of me as a naturally born male with makeup...and with no help from hormones. If I begin female hormones, I will transform so much more into looking as a female. I am not posting my pictures because I think I am beautiful or even half way pretty...I am just expressing myself as I feel inside. No one if this world knows the true me. I hide who I am. I can't talk to my parents or brothers and sisters about how I truly am inside because they would disown me. I look forward to the day when I start female hormones because then I will have the female puberty I never had. My breasts will develop for me just as natural as they have for all other girls in the world. My hips will widen and I will take on a much more feminine shape. I will be so happy when I can look in the mirror and see my face and body feminizing to the self concept I hold of myself. Please try not to hate on me. I am a kind person and accept all people for who they truly are. Everyone holds a certain uniqueness in their soul that separates them from the boring state of normal. Get to know me.

Stuff I Like �

I like taking Premarin (a female hormone)or any hormone that feminizes me...candy canes, cats, penguins, Droid phones, IMACS, IPADS, sports, lingerie, makeup, bows, glitter, dresses, heels, art, kittens, parrots, amusement parks, pepsi, mascara, family, kit kat bars, popcorn, eyeliner, pumpkins, hauntings, heels, pantyhose, <3 girls who wear pantyhose and fishnets, <3 girlie girls, stockings, <3 girls who teach me how to be a girl, painted nails, fake eyelashes, mascara and spiders interest me since I was attacked by one.

Stuff I Hate

I dislike closed minded people. I wish everyone could understand the fact that everyone is not the same. If you are quick to judge others chances are I won't want to know you. <3 me.

My Taste In Music �

I like all types of music...rap, R&B, blues, rock, and classic.