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Status: In luv with Kelly
Sex: male
Age: 20
Location: The Netherlands

Member since: May 08, 2009
Account: Free Account
Orientation: Bisexual
In a relationship with: xX_JustMe_Xx
Occupation: A lot!
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A song that I wrote on March 15th 2012, for my father. He died on August 10th 2011, after suffering from Alzheimer's Disease for 10 years. May he rest in peace.

Pride

When I was younger
He was always looking out for me
A little overprotective
But it was needed, you see?
I was a careless little boy
Always being a little bit naughty
Maybe more than a little bit

Now that you are gone and left behind
So much of what you were
It lives on, I promise
You will never leave my mind
I promise

And pride fills my heart when I think back
And the tears fill my eyes
When I know you won't be coming back
Then I remember
You were never leaving anyway
You'll be right here beside me
As the pride and joy you've given me

To feel the way I do
They way I'm missing you
All these memories as my collection
My most prized posession
Will be your ressurection in my heart

Now that you are gone and left behind
So much of what you were
It lives on, I promise
You will never leave my mind
I promise

And pride fills my heart when I think back
And the tears fill my eyes
When I know you won't be coming back
Then I remember
You were never leaving anyway
You'll be right here beside me
As the pride and joy you've given me

And pride fills my heart when I think back
You'll be right here beside me
As the pride and joy you've given me


DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

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Hey there ^^ the name is Bryan. I'm currently 19 years old xD And uhm I might listen to a bit too many bands xD but I don't care ^^ My fave band ever is A Skylit Drive =D My email is BryanXKelly@live.nl Feel free to add me ^^ Uhm well yeah there's not much more that I can tell about myself, so I won't xD Here's one of my lyrics to keep you busy if you're bored xD

Shifting Sands

Shifting sands swallow me whole
As the shadows try to cover me
So many questions dwell my mind
Old ones, new ones too
Rain pours down
With every drop resembling another question taking me over

What will come from all this?
What can I believe?
So many questions and so many answers
Still the answers I seek are never present
I see your face in every reflection, everywhere I go
Shadows of emotions engulf me
I'll try to hide behind smiles and laughter

The real cries of sadness are hidden so deep within me
Even I can't find them anymore
I try to cry to relieve the pain
The tears never come when I need it
The relief is never shown
This burden I bear is too much to handle
Yet I am perfectly able to
Ignoring is what I do best
Putting it away in the deepest cave of my mind

Every time the shifting sands catch up to me and wipe away my mind
Without knowing they're still behind me
Something is watching me
Paranoia is completely blurring my view on this world
Like a hurricane the questions still swirl
So chaotic
The questions
The wrong answers
All the different emotions that are having a war with my mind
My mind itself is being torn to pieces by it

It's so relieving to know
That you'll be okay eventually
Even without me
I'll find my peace when you find yours
And finally collapse to rest eternally

Everything is still so empty
The one thing I ever needed
Every time I think back
I die a thousand deaths again
To have lost it
It still seems unnatural
Unneeded

Take trust in me without thinking
I'll save your day like I used to
I have changed, yet stayed completely the same
I don't understand the words I'm trying to hear
But then everything becomes so clear to me

This is the time that things will change
For better or worse
I'll throw away everything I know
For the sake of things I can learn
Here goes nothing

Make the change make my day
Shifting sands will go or stay
The things I need the things I do
They're present in everything
I still love you
You have my forgiveness sweetheart


Yaay that was one of my songs xD interested? check out my deviantart, a link is provided on my account here xD



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Grindcore
Post-Hardcore
Rock
Soundtracks
Kelly <3333
Kissing xD
Playing Piano
Screaming (music)
Writing Lyrics
Writing Poetry
Making Pixel Arts
Making Music
Drawing
Listening To Music
Talking[Sometimes xD]
Coca-Cola Light Lemon!
Super Smash Bros. Brawl
Super Smash Bros. Melee
Super Smash Bros.
Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn
Sonic Riders
Sonic Riders:Zero Gravity
Anim�!
Much more I guess
Finding stuff I don't need, only to put them back so I know where it is when I need it, only to find that it's gone when I do need it..
People that don't take me as I am
People that are not very friendly towards me
People that see appearance over personality.
Highly overrated bands, The bands that are popular aren't instantly good bands... Same goes for movies and everything
Alesana
Linkin Park
Bring Me The Horizon
Killswitch Engage
The All-American Rejects
Bullet For My Valentine
Chimaira, Cradle of Filth
Dir En Grey
Genitorturers
Korn
Godsmack
Mindless Self Indulgence
Nightmare
A Skylit Drive <33333
The Used
As Summer Dies
Astrid Haven
Disturbed
Low Battery
Enter Shikari
Escape The Fate
Epica
Sonata Arctica
Dance The Architect
Blessthefall
Maximum The Hormone
30 Seconds To Mars
Alexisonfire
Ill Ni�o
Penknifelovelife
Straight Reads The Line
Stereo Skyline
Apocalyptica
Senses Fail
Sky Eats Airplane
All That Remains
Atreyu
Drowning Pool
Soulfly
Dope
Dead To Fall
Haste The Day
Here I Come Falling
Killwhitneydead
Mudvayne
Sentenced
The Showdown
STEMM
Whitechapel
Whitesnake
Fei Comodo
Blessed By A Broken Heart
I Am Ghost
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Underoath
Suicide Silence<333
Chiodos
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
August Burns Red
Silverstein
Glamour Of The Kill
Eyes Set To Kill
Dear Whoever
A Vain Attempt
Mozart Season
The Curlies
Brokencyde
Hanni Kohl
Farsighted
I Declare War
Disfiguring The Goddess
Chelsea Grin
Sparks The Rescue
Artist Vs. Poet
Breathe Carolina
Eye Alaska
Kanon Wakeshima<3
Annotations Of An Autopsy
Billy Talent
Rise Against
Dead By April
Thy Art Is Murder
Asking Alexandria
Here Comes The Kraken
As Blood Runs Black
Herbrightskies
Knights Of The Abyss
With Blood Comes Cleansing
Carnifex
Sea Of Treachery
A Thousand Times Repent
Taproot
Anorexia Nervosa
Trances
Abominable Putridity
Burning The Masses
Isles & Glaciers
Of Mice & Men
Magna-Fi
And the list is always expanding xD



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SkaterGirl49337

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Feb 15, 2012, 04:55pm
thanks c:



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[BlackskullB] : February 15, 2012, 04:53pm
>awesome ^^

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Feb 09, 2012, 10:40am
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YourNewFuckingFriend

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Jan 19, 2012, 03:37pm
and i did! xD but not a lot though):

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[Reply]
Jan 18, 2012, 07:41pm
i will tonight!!!!

YourNewFuckingFriend

[Reply]
Jan 18, 2012, 03:40pm
i did xP

YourNewFuckingFriend

[Reply]
Jan 17, 2012, 07:29pm
i was tired...i still am xD

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Jan 17, 2012, 12:36am
i just got home x.x

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Jan 16, 2012, 10:49am
i may play xbox xP

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Jan 15, 2012, 05:16pm
just bored/:

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Jan 15, 2012, 12:20pm
whats up???