My name is Joseph Holtzman. As a human, i am way too complex to fully describe in a simple "about me" section. This "about me" section is as good as an introduction, but none of this really matters because to you i am only ever going to be what you perceive me to be. Feel free to talk to me but i cant promise you'll always like what your hear from me.
Likes
Conflict, chaos, and disorder making the world interesting, nature, retro-futurism, Horror movies, Psychological Horror stories, YouTube, the internet culture, Poetry, History, Mythology, Psychology, Artwork, The company of others, the paranormal, anthropology, caffeine, cold weather, swords and sorcery, guns and knives, and everything weird, morbid, crass, and silly as well as general conversations and debates.
I don't like my friends updates being flooded with one person adding numerous strangers at random. Change the settings to where such activity wont show up on friend updates or don't even bother trying to talk to me, much less add me as a friend. Also, if you are somebody who uses the term "chillin" don't fucking talk to me. Spineless cowards, emos, Generic RPers, sycophants, 99% of the world (before calling me a hateful person ask yourself: Whats 1% of 6,884,909,953?), chatterboxes, Religious Bigots, people that think they are trolls just because they saw a few "lulzy pics" on 4chan/9gag,
Favorite Music
Metal, Industrial, Experimental music, Techno garbage, and Alternative rock
i worry about myself sometimes tbh. i wish other people wouldn't worry tho, makes me feel terrible. i should just be dumped out on an island with a bunch of other druggies with no internet where we can be mongoloids in private and everyone else can just go on with their lives.
lmbo
i am a gigantic faggot and i demand to be treated as such.
i tried to sleep but i kept having weird as fuck visions of people and their creepy looking faces and i kept hearing my mother talking in my ear and then my stomach started growling like a motherfucker again. i went and made TWO sandwiches with cheese and mayo and chicken stuff and ate them so surely it's not a lack of food that's making me trip out. just sleep deprived i guess. i could do more heroin but that usually just has the opposite effect and keeps me awake. i need to sleep man i am losing my fucking mind.
how about you? are YOU feeling any better?
i am a gigantic faggot and i demand to be treated as such.
drugs n not eating. though i've been forcing food down my throat so i don't die or something. about six hours ago i shoveled some cold ass sloppy cereal into my mouth like i'm a fkn retarrdo or a really old person. it tasted like a guinea pig cage.
i am a gigantic faggot and i demand to be treated as such.
ADD FRIEND
ADD FAVORITE
ADD TO SHITLIST
ADD TO CULT
BLOCK USER
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i wish other people wouldn't worry tho, makes me feel terrible. 
i should just be dumped out on an island with a bunch of other druggies with no internet where we can be mongoloids in private and everyone else can just go on with their lives. 
