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I got a date with fate, and i just can't wait, i'll see you all down at the morgue

Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: fuck you, featherstone, United Kingdom

Member since: August 01, 2007
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Orientation: Bisexual
Status: Engaged
Occupation: college
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THE MORTICIAN

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Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

love this comic

welcome i am Miss Creeps your neighbourhood body thieth and this is my morgue

i am taken so dont even try it lads or ladys

meow.....im a big cat.

dont like me? tough. im always judged by the way i look and dress some even judge me on hear so for all those who hate me fuck you all.i dont want your hate mail or hate comments. i probably wont even care about half of you or waste my breath and precious time commenting you back if your a hater right just though id get that in first seeing as i didnt on bebo and now my blocked list is bigger than my artist list on itunes (thats very big)and its getting bigger.

im a maggot for life and a ghoul scout for life to(for those who dont know its a murderdolls fan)also a dead kid

for general information yes i have an mcr jacket and i do like there music a little but im not emo far from it infact i dont like many if any proper emo bands there the only one and it was ex who got me into them though you have to admit the jacket does look cool come on im sure a lot of you out there would like it if it had nothing to do with that band so dont just judge me cause i happen to like one lame band

its been drawn to my attention lately that my pictures look "emo" i dont hate them as such but its quite an insult to me as i dont really like how the fashion is just goth and punk with a bit of chav mixed in there...but thats my opinion i wont argue or hate if you have a difference of opinion to me

how typical the first paragraph saying fuck you to the haters and the im not emo speech dead unoriginal right? i hate how some of us have to do those paragraphs cause of imature people i hate haveing to explain that im not emo or that i dont like hate comments as it should be plain obvious

those still reading i am amzed no one tends to read these things they just look at the pictures do you think if i took them down theyed read it then?

so for all those who are gonna give me a chance (i think this should have come further up but hey editing profiles is hard turns out iv made a lot of mistakes) im a bit shy at first really quiet but then when you get to know me im more talkative and to some more disturbing and eccentric i think disturbing is an understatement i have a sick mind but does that matter? i mean its my thing it shouldnt affect you right?. It takes those who really know me to see everything i am and yet not cast me aside for being "un normal"

when first makeing my account i said i was still finding my own identity and i was going through a bad time being dumped a few days befor valentines day hence the user name im starting to wish i could change it to something less "emo" as people would say but every valentines day i feel te same i hate the day and i think i will hate it for a very long time

i feel thoug that i am no longer looking for my identity, this is me it took a year two abusive relationships and looseing half my friends to find it but now i have. and i hope i never change im comfortable with the way i am and how my mind works no matter how "wierd" it can get after all if i was "normal" id be boaring

i would really love to see some one eat there own head that would just be awsome. and would probably cheer me up for a very long time in my life i find cooky little things amuseing its rather childish but that is me if you wanna know me itll be something you have to get used to some have grown to love it

i know exactly how an autopsy is taken out how they embalm corpses and the difference between casket and coffins i have a morbid facination in it and later when i get a place of my own i want a replica of an autopsy room in my cellar and a double coffin for a bed for me and my lover sounds a lil stereotypical for someone who dresses as i do but its no fad i really like the idea and enjoy looking into stuff like that it cheers me up after a bad day

i say that but secretly hope ill never get that dream where im haveing sex on a cloud while zombies are trying to grab at us twas a very strange one but now i look back on it it is rather funny dont you think?

for the record im a retard i do the stupidest of stuff as an example (i was 11 at the time) i got dared to eat my french homework so i did. no wonder why my french teacher was a bit scared of me iv done loads of other silly stuff to im a numpty but its a lot of fun and brings up a few laughs amongst me and my friends

for the grammar nazis out there and befor anyone complains about spelling and grammar and shit like that i strugle with english a hell of a lot and spelling and grammar was my weakest point.....but if you insist on complaining just fuck off.its not easy being dyslexic

congratulations to those still reading really i admire your patience

i probably come off very violent but im not not really im only violent to those who deserve it im a lover not a fighter and being that way can and will get you in a lot of shit especially if the people who hate you find out people who are nice usually just get the none violent me im a social person and love to drink party and have sex (who doesnt appart from those people out there who are straight edge and of course evil nuns)

no matter what i wont do drugs or well not hard ones anyway i dont do that not after reading marilyn mansons book (awsome book btw 10/10)

im quite the contradiction when it comes to my fears my room is filled with the stuff that strikes a hint of fear in me my fears draw me in like the call of a siren and its probably turned me into the paranoid person i am now

my paranoia is bad and my councellor sees this to the fact that im overly paranoid is made clear everyday in convosations and when im out and about please dont judge me for that i know some of them are rather childish but it truly is not my fault..

i love talking to people though i do get very side tracked and well im usually described as by many people and there kids (i hate kids so bad yet i baby sit awsome combination) as an interesting odd and random person (dunno if thats a good thing)

the people who get really close to me and know me well describe me as devient and playfull i have the innocent facination in everything like that of a childs but my mind is far from innocent its dirty dark and devient and sick just the way i like and want it and no one will ever change that and i really dont like when people hit on me for that one reason theres more to me then a body and a devient mind

finally for those who insist i need to belong to a group or a lable like goth , punk , metal head etc etc...i wish you good luck in finding a lable or group that i fit into and dont contradict in some way or another if you need help friends and family like to describe me as goth me personally just say im me

i live among the demons shadows and darkness in this world and it is my home the place i seek comfort and happyness darkness will always be my home and will always be in my heart and i am very proud of that

for those who are a tad shocked at my hair length yes it is real and it now goes half way down my arse so i have to hold it out of the way when i sit down go to the toilet or get dressed etc etc epic right?

want to get to know me more just comment i try to always reply back to comments:D

P.S i dont really give a shit about rates its just there for people to feel validated by 10s and to make people feel insecure by giving 1s but anyone who rates me please comment me and tell me why as id really like to know to just satisfy my curiosity besides i preffer to know what people think through words and not just a number

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BOARD NIGHTS IN THE MORGUE

i love loads of thease and you will prbably see a paturn in them :)

NCIS <3

CSI ny

CSI lv

CSI miami

miami ink

numb3rs

HEX

bones

wakeing the dead

buffy the vampire slayer

angel

tru calling

most haunted (ish funny)

without a trace

the simpsons

futurama

charmed

house

kingdome hospital

one foot in the grave

the viccar of dibley

bottom

the young ones

goose bumps

supernatural

more will be added as i see ones i like and as i remember them lol

um more will be added when theres more that i like out there

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STORIES OF THE DEAD

it may not seem it but i do enjoy good books and i am also quite a fan of old gothic litriture some authours and books i like

edgar allan poe best gothic poet and horror writer known to man

the portrait of dorean grey i dont know this ones real title however i do know its about dorien gray the mans who never aged yet his portrait did brilliant story

mary shellys frankenstien was a wonder full piece of work and i will always rate it highly

terry pratchet the master of fiction lands

alice in wonderland such a childish novel with a dark side to every word

anthony horrowitz horror works pretty high up on my list of horror writers

dean koontz one of the masters of modern day horror

J.K.Rowling the woman who bought magic to the entire world her work has swept the world an is well deserving of her acomplisments

william shakespear good poet master of plays

missing abby by lee weatherly beautiful story line and an amazeing story

the zombie survival guide so well written it almost makes you believe in the undead

darren shan the author who restored my faith in the pages of a book

R.L.Stien the one who made me grow up to love the simple spooky stories just as much as the deep horror

funnybones i will never forget the books who made me love skeletons the way i do

the trouble with mum a amuseing story of a witch mom for children

whats under my bed wonderfully illistrated childs story of the famouse fear of whats under the bed

the spider and the fly what more can i say its gothic design is a must love and the morals are just as good

winnie the pooh child hood favourite that will always be remembered

witch hunt is just wow i was entised from begining to end

witch child such an amazeing story there are so many other books that i have grown to love but cant remember them all at this time

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TOE TAGS AND BODY BAGS

i like alot of things and am quite the simple person

i like to hang and talk with my mates there the best people i know and they mean a hell of a lot to me

formaldehyde!!!!!

i like to act like an idiot i mean who doesnt its fucking fun

i enjoy listening to music (only certain music see wot my taste in music is) i practically live for my music its the best to me and it relaxes me or cheers me up it may seem very clichaed or poserish or whatever you say but at the end of the day i know what i like and like it genuinly i wont like it just cause it follows a group or to fit in or cause its a part of a genra of music im ment to like it all bands that i listen to have and list i geninly like

i like relaxing or drawing (i took A level art this year got a B in the GCSE and i was 6 marks off an A at AS) i will put up some of my art if asked to. painting while listening to music is the best

i love to go out and talk to people but not in broad daylight when the sun is split in the sky preffer winter skys dusk or night

i like snow and rain and storms

i adore my 2 pairs of new rocks rector style too........due to get a third pair *fingers crossed*

i love to hang out on a beach at night its beautiful at night and its just so relaxing and dark and cooling for my skin and eyes

i love cuddles even though i dont get them very often cuddles are the one thing you could never have to much of

i like being close to some one especially my friends and the people i love

i like relationships when there good and last

i like romance

i like kinky dirty sex to im a rather mixed person

i like fetishes mine and other peoples they are a lot of fun to indulge in

i like playing guitar even though i cant play much and my guitar is far to fucking big i still enjoy it

i like to meet new people as long as they aint perverts (guys who just want me to strip) and are nice the ones who dont only see my body and like me for it but those who see what i am and who i am and like me for that

i like the full moons i think it looks awsome and is very affective if you only go out at night

i love the night time and darkness i practically live ther

demons are beautiful

i love most things spiky i have a hell of a lot of spikes i have loads of chains to as i adore them

i like people who are relatively dark in mind they are the best

i love kit and dum dum and mr blobby and squishy my 4 most treasured teddies

childrens toys they facinate me

shopping when theres shops i like

and most of all i like love even though it can hurt

make up make up is huge in my life just like clothes i like to make people look and stair and i succeed in doing so my style in make up changes alot as you may see in photoes (soon to have more added of recent designs and styles)

i love my jewelry all spiky and silver

i love morgues graveyards and coffins anything to do with the dead scene really (just not dieing)

i adore the colour black (duh)may sound clichaed but it genuinly is a fave colour along with red

i like black and red roses and candle lit rooms

dark horror books and horror games

B MOVIES and horror movies rock

i like figures and is starting my collection of figures

teddies are a huge part of my life and always will be

i like golf and play ok but im quite lethal with a golf club i have quite a swing and love to just swing the club round like a baseball bat wish i could stave in some peoples skulls with it

i like chicken its one of my favourite meats and kfc chicken bucketsare the best

im a fizzy addict i cant go a day without fizzy pop without going into withdrawl lemonade is the best followed by irn bru dr pepper dandilion and burdock then fanta (much preffer lemon fanta)

another addiction is my lolly pops i tend to have one in my gob quite a bit and i know there bad for me but hey its something to suck on right?

skelanimals are wonderfull teddies and i strongly recomend them :)

haveing my profile all finnished and looking good

i like murderdolls fan ficks i get lost in them

cats are amazeing creatures and are beautiful

so are bats....

who ever can tell me a code for coffin shaped scroll boxes if that is even possible

ZOMBIES fucking love zombies and skeletons to :D

the nightmare befor christmas and you know what i may love jack but hes not my favourite character see iv loved TNBC since it first came out when i was about 4 maybe even 5 i know it word for word and my fave character was always the hanging tree :) and zero

corsets make me feel sexy and good about myself

chinease ittalian and america foods yummy especially home made or take aways :)

MUFFINS MUFFINS MUFFINS

not to sure what else i like there fuck loads would take me forever to list ^^ lol

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NIGHTS IN WITH THE CORPSES

i like a lot of movies and this list will get added to a lot

edward scissor hands

the nightmare befor christmas

corpse bride

sweeny todd

see a paturn? lol

the hogfarther

resident evil (all so far)

the grudge 1 and 2

the ring

serenity

when a stranger calls

cristine

silent hill

copy cat

leagally blond 1 and 2

sweet home alabamma

dukes of hazzard

coyote ugly

juno

mary kate and ashleys when in rome

yes im sad get over it

jumangi

american pie (all accept band camp)

28 days later

28 weeks later

the exorsist

THE CROW <3

constantine

chain reaction

speed

johnny the monic

the matrix

see another patturn??

pirates of the carribean

catchme if you can

gothicka

volcano

danteas peak

practical magic

hocus pockus

the exorsism of emily rose

the omen

donnie darcko

land of the dead

dawn of the dead

house of the dead

zombieland

see another paturn??

SAW 1-6 get over it ok i know there long winded and gone to far but oh fucking well

evolution (oh yeah)

ice age 1-3 funny!!!

the orphan

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jennifers body

um more will be added when i can remember :)

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CAUSES OF DEATH

im hard to please when it comes to games and i mean really hard to plaease so this will be quite a small list but will gradually get updated as i find more that i like

BIO SHOCK (ps3)

CSI (all) (pc & ds)

teenage zombies invasion of the brain thingys (ds)

resident evil umbrelica chronicles (wii)

resident evil (gc)

resident evil 1 2 & 3 (ps1)

resident evil 4 (ps2)

house of the dead 2 & 3 returns (wii)

medi evil (1st one only) (ps1)

mahjong (ds & pc)

solitair (pc)

silent hill (ps1)

silent hill 2 3 and 4 (ps2)

the sims bustin out (game cube)

worms (pretty much em all) (ps & ds)

40 winks (ps1)

legend of dragoon (ps1)

kula world (ps1)

mystery case files millionheir(ds)

dementium(ds)

friend of mine is getting me into WoW(comp)

Devil may cry all of them(ps1-ps3)

online games that are amazeing and funny

http://www.crazymonkeygames.com/Pandemic-2.html

http://www.adultswim.com/games/game/index.html?game=fiveMinutes

um more will be added when theres more that i like out there

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NO BODIES AND THE LIVING Whoars and sluts.

People who get goth and emo mixed up i mean how do you mix that up its just plain obvious which is which.

Thoses who commite suicide for just no fucking reason,

people who self harm for a fashion with no reason as to why.

being ill i have a strong immune system but when i do become ill it knocks me for 6 for a few days then goes away

that icky feeling you get in your mouth after you wake up from a nap i have loads of naps but i hate that feeling of like i aint eaten anything all day and all you can taste is the dry air your stomach produces when you aint eaten

my own artwork theres only ever been 3 pieces iv genuinly liked

my lack of self esteem i get told im good or look good alot but i never truly believe it i just cant seem to believe it i can never see the good in myself ormy work

my own self loathing dunno why i hate myself i just do so dont even ask about this one

unfortunately 95% of the people in my school most are arrogant apes but hey im used to them and now they just leave me alone so im happy ut i still dislike them for the hell they put me through befor they got board with me

the fact i probably have more dislikes then likes

being a big contradiction im quite a contradiction the things i am paranoid about or fear decorate my room im an anti social ignorant little fuck yet i love being with people and talking deep and meaning full stuff with no ignorence involved

when people act all shocked cause i golf

when people are stunned to learn im rather spoilt cause i dont act like a bratt and know the value of real friends

my parents my relationship with them has been bad for a while now i just hope they never find out i could not bear to be a disspointment in there eyes even though i probably allready am

people who are closed minded and judge a book by its cover.

bad milk no cat can stand bad milk

being given a catagory as i said in my profile good look in finding a lable i dont contradict in some way

creepy crawleys they just aint my thing

i also hate people who act like there better than every one else just because they wear designer makes and lots of bling and listen to dance. and i know some that like those things arnt like that after all im friends with some who are rather quite nice people just from experience most of those types are unplesent

the colour pink.

people who think not just act but think and beleive there better than everyone else and the fucktards iv had to waist my time blocking on bebo, im mean if they dony like me why the fuck send abusive comments to people, there must be something about me that makes me worth there time even though they dont like me.

people who waste there time and breath insulting someone they dont like cause i mean wots the point you dont like someone you just dont think about them not spread rumours saying there anorexic and shit.

i also hate rapists gang crime knife crimes and murderers especially thoses two waistes of breath and life parasites who decided they were gonna beat that girl to death in england cause she was a goth i hope they fucking die in the slowest most painful way ever. its people like that lot that stop me from going out and about so i hate them all

i hate hatred towards people just for subculture and fashion sense alone those who say they hate chavs are no better then the ones who hate alternative style people just for there style it is pointless to hate someone just because of there style and music sense its called intollerence and thats one thing i can not tollerate i have many friends amound many different sub catagorys i dont hate those for there subculture i hate those for there atitudes and lack of respect for other humans

no means to offend any one hear and im not rasist but i hate the turks that live around were i live they stab people and get into fights with the british...........................

babies and kids oh man do i hate them i mean there so damn creepy there so small mushy and noisy and messy and expensive i mean wtf i have to baby sit kids and i fucking hate it if it wasnt for the fact i get paid really well i wouldnt do i mean i dont want some fucking baby stickying up the metal on my boots cause its shiny and some lil brat three year old asking me a 1001 questions why this why that why the fucking other i mean wtf i have to resist the urge to throw em of balconys (see if they bounce XD)

i hate my moodswings which i get a lot and i mean really hate them im like wtf now iv just had being depressed for no fucking reason it makes me seem like a whiny fucking emo and im not so im really haveing to figure out whats going on there which involvs doctors who i also hate as they tend to fuck up with my check ups i mean the next time i want my blood work done ill do it my fucking self less fucking hassle.......

i hate people who just see me as some piece of ass they want to see

i dislike disrespect and predjudism

hate not being able to spell

i hate artists block or where you have an idea but cant draw it

i dislike most religions i dont want to offend but i do so if your relidgious dont push it down my throat i mean i dont care if you beleive in a god i just dont want to get in to it

god if he exists

ultimately i hate pain and in this world there is to much pain

and if there is a god or a higher being i hate its guts

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SOUNDS OF DEATH

metal rock anything heavyand screamy really hear are a few bands i like:
  • slipknot <3
  • the cure
  • korn
  • marilyn manson
  • Carach Angren <3
  • H.I.M
  • nirvana
  • depech mode
  • alien sex fiend
  • lacuna coil
  • bullet for my valentine
  • avenged sevenfold
  • london after midnight
  • slayer
  • lamb of god
  • disturbed
  • strapping young lad
  • metallica
  • rammstien
  • wednesday 13 <3
  • manic spider trash <3
  • frankenstien drag queens from planet 13 <3
  • murderdolls <3
  • spectrum X <3
  • al b damned <3
  • gunfire 76 <3
  • cancer bats
  • AFI
  • funeral for a friend
  • 30 seconds to mars
  • my chemical romance
  • porcelain and the tramps
  • system of a down
  • iron maiden
  • pantera
  • Bleeding through
  • napalm death
  • mega death
  • cradle of filth
  • within temptation
  • dimmu borgir
  • satrycon
  • nightwish
  • sisters of mercy
  • latexxx teens
  • cruxshadows
  • offspring
  • papa roach
  • t.A.T.u (the less you ask the better ok?)
  • the used
  • kittie
  • blue oyster cult (not all)
  • placebo
  • puddle of mud
  • bowling for soup
  • third realm
  • fredrik klingwall
  • DIO
  • canible corpse
  • apocolyptica
  • sound garden
  • trsohorse
  • static x
  • disturbed
  • psyclon nine
  • staci grim <3
  • the graveyard boulevard <3
  • the texas drag queen masacre <3
  • dark tranquility
  • alice cooper (only a few things)
  • angelspit
  • suicide commando
  • the rasmus
  • children of bodom
and there are a hell of a lot more it goes on and on but id be hear forever if i was to list them all the main genras are: death metal, black metal, horror metal(thats like wed13 and stuffs), gothic metal, operatic metal, nu metal, metal :P, goth, some punk, the tinyest bit of emo ever (one band)

Im always open to band sujestions in fact i welcome them i love to expand my taste :)

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