you guys will never know if im single or taken:p...... thats right im a big cat. dont like me? tough. im always judged by the way i look and dress some even judge me on hear so for all those who hate me fuck you all.i dont want your hate mail or hate comments. right just though id get that in first seeing as i didnt on bebo and now my blocked list is bigger than my artist list on itunes (thats very big)and its getting bigger. so for all those who are gonna give me a chance im a bit shy at first but then when you get to know me im more accentric and bold with wot i say and do. i would really love to see some one eat there own head that would just be awsome. when first makeing my account i said i was still finding my own identity well not anymore this is me it took a year two abusive relationships and looseing half my friends to find it but now i have. for the record im a retard i do the stupidest of stuff as an example (i was 11 at the time) i got dared to eat my french homework so i did. also befor anyone complains about spelling and grammar and shit like that i have a mild case of dyslexia (it took me years to learn how to spell that and i still have to look it up)that affects my reading reading my watch and spelling and gramma so fuck you if you dont like it... i probably come off very violent but im not not really im only violent to those who deserve it like the guy that kept harrasing me and my abusive ex ex boyfriend people who are nice usually just get the none violent me im a social person and love to drink party and have sex (who doesnt appart from my ex) although i wont do drugs i dont do that not after reading marilyn mansons book (awsome book btw 10/10)i love talking to people though i do get very side tracked and well im usually described as by many people and there kids as an interesting odd and random person (dunno if thats a good thing) the people who get really close to me and know me well describe me as devient and playfull i have the innocent facination in everything like that of a childs but my mind is far from innocent its dirty dark and devient just the way i like and want it want to get to know me more just comment i always reply back to comments:D
Likes
i like to hang and talk with my mates there the best people i know and they mean a hell of a lot to me i also like to act like an idiot i mean who doesnt its fucking fun i enjoy listening to music (only certain music see wot my taste in music is) i practically live for my music its the best to me and it relaxes me or cheers me up i lke relaxing or drawing (i took A level art this year got a B in the GCSE) i will put up some of my art if asked to.i love to go out and talk to people but not in broad daylight when the sun is split in the sky i like snow and rain and storms i adore my 2 pairs of new rocks rector style too........due to get a third pair *fingers crossed* i love to hang out on a beach at night its beautiful at night and itsjust so relaxing and dark i love cuddles even though i dont get them very often i like being close to some one especially my friends and the people i love i like relationships when there good and last i like playing guitar even though i cant play much and my guitar is far to fucking big i still enjoy it i like to meet new people as long as they aint perverts (guys who just want me to strip) and are nice i like the full moons i think it looks awsome and is very affective if you only go out at night i enjoy sex very much but who doesnt.... i love most things spiky i have a hell of a lot of spikes i have loads of chains to as i adore them i love darkness people who are dark are the best ,make up make up is huge in my life just like clothes i like to make people look and stair and i succeed in doing so my style in make up changes alot i love my jewelry all spiky and silver i love morgues graveyardsand coffins anything to do with the dead scene really (just not dieing or corpses)i adore the colour black (duh) and i love and supprt nearly all fetishes theres not many i disagree on or dont do i like black and red roses and candle lit rooms dark horror books and horror games but i also love kiddies toys and have many i also like figures and is starting my collection of figures teddies are a huge part of my life and always will be i like golf and play ok but im quite lethal with a golf club i have quite a swing and love to just swing the club round like a baseball bat wish i could stave in some peoples skulls with it not to sure wot else i like there fuck loads would take me forever to list ^^ lol
Dislikes
Whoars and sluts. People who get goth and emo mixed up i mean how do you mix that up its just plain obvious which is which. Thoses who commite suicide for just no fucking reason, people who self harm for a fashion with no reason as to why. people who are closed minded and judge a book by its cover. creepy crawleys they just aint my thing i also hate chavs who act like there better than every one else just because they wear designer makes and lots of bling and listen to dance. the colour pink. people who think not just act but think and beleive there better than everyone else and the fucktards iv had to waist my time blocking on bebo, im mean if they dony like me why the fuck send abusive comments to people, there must be something about me that makes me worth there time even though they dont like me. people who waste there time and breath insulting someone they dont like cause i mean wots the point you dont like someone you just dont think about them not spread rumours saying there anorexic and shit. i also hate rapists gang crime knife crimes and murderers especially thoses two waistes of breath and life parasites who decided they were gonna beat that girl to death in england cause she was a goth i hope they fucking die in the slowest most painful way ever. its people like that lot that stop me from going out and about so i hate them all and no means to offend any one hear and im not rasist but i hate the turks that live around were i live they stab people and get into fights with the british...........................babies and kids oh man do i hate them i mean there so damn creepy there so small mushy and noisy and messy and expensive i mean wtf i have to baby sit kids and i fucking hate it if it wasnt for the fact i get paid really well i wouldnt do i mean i dont want some fucking baby stickying up the metal on my boots cause its shiny and some lil brat three year old asking me a 1001 questions why this why that why the fucking other i mean wtf i have to resist the urge to throw em of balconys (see if they bounce XD) i hate my moodswings and i mean really hate them im like wtf now iv just had being depressed for no fucking reason it makes me seem like a whiny fucking emo and im not so im really haveing to figure out whats going on there which involvs doctors who i also hate as they tend to fuck up with my check ups i mean the next time i want my blood work done ill do it my fucking self less fucking hassle
Favorite Music
metal rock anything heavyand screamy really hear are a few bands i like:
slipknot
the cure
korn
marilyn manson
H.I.M
nirvana
depech mode
alien sex fiend
lacuna coil
bullet for my valentine
avenged sevenfold
london after midnight
slayer
lamb of god
strapping young lad
metallica
rammstien
wednesday 13
manic spider trash
frankenstien drag queens from planet 13
murderdolls
cancer bats
AFI
funeral for a friend
30 seconds to mars
my chemical romance
porcelain and the tramps
system of a down
iron maiden
pantera
panic at the disco(first album only)
napalm death
mega death
cradle of filth
within temptation
dimmu borgir
satrycon
nightwish
sisters of mercy
offspring
papa roach
guns and roses
the used
kittie
aiden
betty curse
blue oyster cult (not all)
cinema bizarre
placebo
puddle of mud
bowling for soup
third realm
fredrik klingwall
DIO
canible corpse
apocolyptica
sound garden
trsohorse
static x
disturbed
psyclon nine
staci grim
the graveyard boulevard
the texas drag queen masacre
dark tranquility
and there are a hell of a lot more it goes on and on but id be hear forever if i was to list them all the main genras are: death metal, black metal, horror metal(thats like wed13 and stuffs), gothic metal, operatic metal, nu metal, metal :P, goth, some punk, the tinyest bit of emo ever (one band)