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Bethnay-Amphetamine
let it leave a scar when it heals, so we can remember what not to do. it's those natural tattoos that I love, drawn over every inch of you.
Status: we are never ever ever getting back together.
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Latest Journal Entry: mr. clayton, you are amazing. October 15, 2012, 08:35am
Profile:  Hi, My Name Is Beth, failing is not just for failures, its for everyone. Sixteen. Careless. Youthful. Freedom. Self Respect. No Lies. Just Love. Talk Dirty. Facebook. Phone Calls. Cigarettes. Leeds. Hairdye. Coffee. Late Nights. Best Friends. Texting. Music. Fake Tan. Lazy Days. Vodka. Weed. Makeup. Fake Eyelashes. Photographs. Singing. Tumblr. Beth. Bethnay. Betty. Beefy. Barbie. Rumour. i like to watch things on youtube about sloths and owls. my favourite food is waffle sandwhiches! theyre the best. piercings; snakebites, medusa, nose x2, smiley, septum, ears 20mm. im not gonna be who you want me to be, im gonna be me. i won't change for anybody. i'll always be here for you, for anyone, because i know what it feels like to have nobody. i won't tell you about my personal life unless i trust you or you give me a reason to. nobody is more special than any other person. we are all part of a bigger plan. I study public services at Bradford college. You don't have to tell me, i dont look like the kind of girl that would do that. i think there is pretty much beauty in anybody. it just needs to be found. if you earn my trust, and you break it after, i'll feel so stupid. but i mostly know who i can and cant trust. im like a bag of skittles; colourful, sweet and tasty. i hate keeping my hair the same colour for too long, i like change. i get bored way too easy and i go crazy staying in one place. one day i'd like to travel the world, and see all the natural beauty. i love long walks in the woods, and i love to just sit in the middle of nowhere on sunny evenings. im easily pleased, and i just enjoy having people around me that i love and care about. Elliott Smith, Conor Oberst, and Dan Smith. <3 I smoke, i get high, i drink, i fuck. im just living life. smoking doesn't make me unnatractive, and if you think it does, i don't really care. i'm not a slag, just so ya'll know. i have been coming and going since the day i was born. i never know where i'll be tomorrow. you have to hurt before you heal, but when you heal, it feels amazing and beautiful. suffering is part of learning, if you've never felt pain, you cant feel joy. im not your normal girl, my weight doesn't concern me, nor my boob size, or going out without makeup on. im liked for who i am inside, not outside. my mum always said i was special and that one day, i would be saved from all my pain and suffering. im still hoping that day will come. i have been in dark places in my life, and i still have bad days, but like i always say to people; 'life is short, dont wish it away, nothing is as bad as it feels inside our own heads' dont try to change me, it wont happen. im happy being me. if you cant live with that. dont speak to me, simple enough right? im nice to anyone, unless they give me reason not to be. talk to me, get to know me, im nice :] life is pretty simple. just keep smiling. dont get brought down by anyone. im done with that shit. talk to me! im starting new. 07947177068.  Likes: "So listen up, And when I’ve stopped believing. I hope you’ll pick up all these pieces that i’m leaving." He saved my life the day i met him. His music kept me living even when i couldn't. He is truth. Dislikes: windy days being lonely horrible hair days cold days bad skin bad teeth homophobes/racists/sexists people with bad music taste boring weekends getting no sleep roots selfish people upsetting songs not having any money falling asleep with makeup on people without a sense of humour close-minded people. people who spell horribly. Favorite Music: Link 1: www.myspace.com/overdramatics_ Link 2: http://www.bebo.com/Princess_Bubblegum_X
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