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BeautyzBurnz
Status: listening to the universe's whisper
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Latest Journal Entry: Calling all artists! May 12, 2012, 05:49pm
Profile: this layout is designed by Lux, Kisses_The_Shadows@vampirefreaks association � all rights reserved I�m just one more person on this planet. You�ll pass me by on the street without a second glance. I�m merely here among the rest of you, searching for something which is currently a mystery to me. I have hobbies, interests and fears. While you stay superficial, I go deep. Truth lies in depth. Truth lies in the eyes. Don�t miss it in others and you won�t miss it in me. With some people it�s harder to find. I have my values and I take true friendship seriously. My ambitions are high and the list of things I wish to learn long. If I were immortal I would learn everything and anything; everything from martial arts to literature of all our times, vehicular mechanics to communications technology, languages to wilderness survival and more. I am not here to be popular or accepted and I am not like you. I am here because some of my dear friends are here and some interesting acquaintances. That doesn�t mean that I won�t talk to people I find interesting, it merely means that I am not going talk to people I deem shallow, cannot spell properly or cannot keep up a conversation. Do not think me snotty, only looking for something else. Some of my poetry: SQUEALING FOR BREATH twisting inside bitter return standing there smiling while i whimper, whining breaking my heart and gritting my teeth that blade pierces my flesh making me feel good when all I am is a fraud, a fake fire me up, led poison sweet drip, drip, tick tock feel my heart beat ain't this what you want? making me beg on my feet burn like a match, watch out, trick or treat? you've poured me into a deep depression this bowl is just too big wonder what you're going to do when I snap you like a twig
EVERY Every touch hurts Every looks scolds All the wealth in the world teases
Every flame is meant to ruin Every grave is meant to be made Flowers are an exaggeration of happiness
Every tear pours down your cheek Every hands slides along your cold flesh Health is an excuse for your final end
Every date is meant to be cancelled Every day is meant to blow up in your face When you think you're being loved, you're being screwed
YEAH... bleed me toss me sticking your fingers inside me pulling out my heart tearing apart my guts i scream shriek in pain burn in glory feel me do you understand my thirst? i loath you i hate you i fuck you think about that? wonder why you're at the bottom of the food chain urge agony pour blood reek of sweat mm...cum
RED CARPET see her glide down the carpet she's where she's meant to be her silk dress flowing as she takes her elegant strides since she was a little girl she's dreamed to be here, now her heart is full of joy a tear escapes her beloved eyes after all this doubt she has her wish and now she's where she belongs on the red carpet
Likes: ballet, the samurai, shurikens, martial arts, black lights, wing tattoos (on women), eyeliner, lips, eyes, hands (I will often rate people for their eyes or hands, oddly enough these are my two favorite parts of people), piercings (lip, tongue, eyebrow,belly button,nipple,etc), licking, light biting, hot breath, moaning, night, lycans, vampires, gothic, rain(especially really big rain storms), passionate love, wings, candles, train tracks on rainy gloomy days, photography, silver, chains that hang from your clothing, self expression, originality, uniqueness, eye lashes, when you wake up during the night and know that you still have enough time to get some more sleep, absorbing a new cd, finding a truly amazing book to read, whispering, picture comments, secrets, surprises, sleeping on a very thick and soft carpet with cool air rushing over me, random IM invites on here, natural redheads
Dislikes: racism, bigotry, nazis, neo-nazis, skinheads, anti-semitism, slaughtering of innocents, homophobia, men who think they are better than women, men who treat women badly, New Years Eve (the lonelinest day of the year for me), not being able to cry, being ignored, people who have guns with them in their pictures (guns aren't toys people), the feel of leads on my skin, people who have a problem with me liking non-metallic/gothic music (music is music, it all does the same thing), xenophobia, people who are indecisive, when people say they are sorry (I have never heard it not sound empty), when people say "huh?"(it makes them sound completely idiotic), paranoia, when people do not reply back, incredibly dramatic people, dismissiveness, incompetence, irresponsibility, leopard and zebra print
Favorite Music: Guano Apes, Linkin Park, TATU, Evanescence, Marilyn Manson, Lacuna Coil, HIM, P.O.D., Bomfunk Mc's, The Smashing Pumpkins, Rob Zombie, Kittie, Paul Oakenfold, Moby, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Black Eyed Peas, Sean Paul, Weird Al Yankovic, Limp Bizkit, OutKast, Shaggy, The Roots, Queens of the Stone Age, The Underdog Project, A Perfect Circle, Dido, Reamon, Matchbox 20, Neil Young, Feracia, Staind, Beatsteaks, Mudvayne, Chevelle, Dope, Static-X, Within Temptation, Kidneythieves, Rasmus, Placebo, 30 Seconds To Mars, Kasabian, Theatre Of Tragedy, Jem, Pink, Tricky, Nickelback, Shinedown, Semisonic, Starsailor, Black Lab, Breaking Benjamin, Stereophonics, Bush, Assemblage 23, Tara Van Flower, Mushroomhead, Stabbing Westward, Seether, Amanda Palmer, Earshot, Lost Prophets, Lordi, Apoptygma Berzerk, She Wants Revenge, Magnoliamodel, Michaela Emmett, Morcheeba, Skye, Porcelain and the Tramps, Dresden Dolls, Egypt Central, Kamelot, Nightwish, Hurt, Smile Empty Soul, The Birthday Massacre, Great Big Sea, Mind in a box, The Cranberries, Poets of the Fall, Emilie Autumn, The Veronicas, Leah Andreone, ATC, Natacha Atlas, Johnny Hollow, Slipknot, Stromkern, Sevendust, V.A.S.T., Kent, Florence and the Machine, Sick Puppies, Rihanna, Adam Lambert, Lady Gaga, Kesha, RED, Inkubus Sukkubus, Mother Mother, Jessie J, Natalia Kills, B.O.B., Eric Turner, Tinie Tempah, Die Happy, City of the Fallen, Two Steps From Hell, Maximum Balloon, Hollywood Undead, Type O-Negative
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