I'm kind of a freak. I own 40+ tarantulas, study mortuary science and Halloween is my favorite day of the year. I adore Marilyn Manson, love all animals and support The Hemlock Society. I'm also a pretty hardcore pro-lifer and completely anti-drug. Yes, I am a goth. I am also a Wiccan who LOVES cemetery photography. I am completely out of the norm, I know. LOL I'm looking for companionship, really. I am married, but my husband isn't very good at matters of the heart. I just want someone to have heart to heart talks with about the important things in life and for someone to simply care about me, my feelings and my well being. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, but am on meds for it so I am fairly stable right now. I do struggle somedays though. It's been a rough battle for me since my dad died in 2007. In 2008 alone, I had 2 suicide attempts. I was NOT on meds though when they occurred. I'm an open book, so anything else you want to know, please feel free to ask. If you happen to be on Facebook and are into tarantulas, feel free to come join my group!!! https://www.facebook.com/groups/254106481355532/
Mortuary Science and cemetery photography, serial killers (Rod Ferrell and Aileen Wuornos), studying mental illness, world religions, black cats and full moons, thunderstorms, reading, Prozac, candle making, October, snakes, DOMO, Natural Born Killers, Bumbles, Hot Topic, Anton LaVey, Karla LaVey and TFSC, old Hollywood glamour, Marilyn Manson, black diamonds, scary movies, HALLOWEEN!, patchouli, skulls, DocumentingReality, forensic science, scary movies, my shrink, anti-depressant and anti-psychotic meds, wind chimes and last but not least, my wonderful babies-my tarantula collection which is as follows: 0.1.0 Gooty 1.0.0 Mexican Red Rump 1.0.1 New River 0.0.1 Pink Salmon Bird-Eater 0.0.1 Costa Rican Red 1.1.1 Brazilian Black 0.1.0 Singapore Blue 3.2.0 Pink Toe 0.0.1 Peruvian Pink Toe 0.0.5 Antilles Pink Toe 0.1.0 Mexican Red Knee 0.0.1 Brazilian White- Knee 0.1.0 Cobalt Blue 0.0.2 Honduran Curly Hair 0.1.3 Venezuelan Sun Tiger 0.2.0 Blue Bloom 0.2.0 Rosehair 1.0.0 Indian Ornamental 0.1.0 Chaco Golden Knee 0.1.0 Goliath Bird Eater 0.1.0 Indian Violet 0.2.0 Black Widow 1.0.0 Costa Rican Tiger Rump 1.0.0 Blue Baboon 0.0.1 Brown Widow Come join my facebook group, Midwest Tarantula Keepers: https://www.facebook.com/groups/254106481355532/ .......................... &
PERVERTS!!!!!!!! Radical religious people, society, boy bands, loud drunks, my illnesses (rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, Borderline Personality Disorder, Bi-Polar), ignorance, indians (they scare the hell out of me!), clowns, santa, bears, sports, whores, being in a mental institution, sports, being in jail, etc.
But obviously if you could still see me on here, ya could have gotten my attention. Shit you could have had Ashley give me a heads up. ANYTHING, but that stupid worthless piece of shit. And for the record, even if I do block you from my phone, it notifies me who is calling, so I still would have known it was you.