I'm a 2nd Dan black belt (ready to be a 3rd Dan) in Haidong Gumdo and a 1st Dan in TaeKwonDo (ITF) + also involved with MA acrobatic Tricking! { The "get a Life" insult is invalid. }
Prepared for zombie combat!!! (actually I'll EAT THEM ^,..,^)

I strongly detest Homosexual's that which ruthlessly murder females, for their goal of an all-Male world. Not homophobic, just dick-in-the-face phobic. Furthermore, I defy Sexism. Catching immature guy's telling women to stay in the kitchen as if its by Law, need to learn it's the 21st Century.

Currently still a single individual, and can't be loved. I am NOT hideously grotesque nor queer, just highly mistaken to appear as 14 years of age or so -- thus discriminated apon because of my young appearance. Can't meet up at any woman's perfect qualifications as of not a tall rich "womanizer" with an exotic sports car. Yeah I'm greatly teased and humiliated about my inability for attracting a compatible slender female....because perhaps I'm not said to be sexy enough.
Being "sexy" isn't my bloody style, and so women shall most likely avoid eye contact! Sure sex-appeal is all very important, and for me it's pretty much a futile effort spending hundreds apon thousands for that specific glamor to endure 24 / 7 through a lifetime. + Also I must say that having friendly connections to an erotic Lingerie shop (due of my step-brother being the owner), actually is a negative thing for as I must TOTALLY restrain sexual behavior when being inside.... otherwise I could find myself dealing with court!

Alas, I get placed as a: Very pathetic unimportant male who doesn't deserve a female love partner, because for the "INSECURE" reason that I fall a couple inches below the expected height requirement to unlock the wonderful *Dating* option.
I know I could sound harsh on myself, but am locked in a dilemma. Also, I don't need anyone to comment me: "You need to get laid!" I'm greatly well aware of that not having a love-life is mentally unhealthy, but I already accepted myself to live and die without romance. A barrier; I'm not any ones type!

The past, I was relatively a stupid innocent silly child through Elementary School...engaging in all sorts of fun activities like normal. I was accepted among the cool kids, until the 8th grade when the majority got sick of my immaturity.
The summer a few days before High School is when puberty finally kicked in, and suddenly despised my clownishness. I felt that raging blood lust to make improvements of myself for the better. One, I had to create a stronger image for survival. Lead me down the opposite path of Holy and into the depths of horrific sins.
Apon high school, I immediately refused participating in "Freshy Day" that all 9th graders were to parade in the gym putting on a circus for the entire school as entertainment. That was pure humiliation I thought, and kept silent to myself. Every bloody day I was in a pissed-off mood because for the most part, much students looked at me strangely and only had bad things to say in my face regarding sexuality. The sheer disgusting sickness of the truly immature minds of impudent despicable assholes in the school stamped me as a "homo" or "fag" -- since that's just how the majority sees the outcasts!
I may have lacked the necessary gothic wardrobe then, for there wasn't any sources of dark clothing in town ...so I spent most my time in rather casual clothes & obscuring myself with a large black hoody, which I've made in Home Economics sewing Class.
Regardless on the new pair of eyes (to see reality and spirit realm more clearly) +plus my intellectual thought process increased to be more open-minded and grammar correct, for the odd reason my new found stronger assertive persona offended the popularity of students because they couldn't cope with the thought of me being serious whatsoever based on my short stature!
I committed reports about assholes who kept agitating me day after day to fight, and really I'm the one who got sent to another alternate school made for bad misbehaved teens needing a leash... since the haters lied & accused me of starting all the shit. Oh it was such fun being wrongfully treated! Much restrictions were placed on me and was truly frustrating.

Ok my body of a youth still receives negativity in public, and well I severely don't appreciate being Down-Graded by unknown lesser educated unemployed self-centered life spoiled insignificant teens (or Adults), since the mass of dimwits which invades my boundaries to harass/troll -- fall under White-belt Rank!
So as I may say, the people which has a problem with the way I Am... are in fact degenerate individuals without discipline, and mainly live their days acting better than everyone else while behind a monitor screen. Low-esteem scoundrels think the "Trolling Arts" instantly gives them a God rank & immunity against everything painful, when all in seriousness their physical fitness drops. I don't tolerate Verbal Abuse from unhealthy game-addicted dweebs which live 90% of their time behind a warrior MMOrpg character.

Relationship: Is PS3 gaming with - JJ_Spade (little big planet), Stella_0_o (PSHOME)

-- Note to self --